What Lin Yanxi has experienced outside, poppy doesn't know yet. Although lemon often comes to see her and tells her some things inside SNU, they just give a general idea. In order not to let her worry about it, she can concentrate on recuperation without saying too much.

As for Lin Yanxi, lemon knew that she had been worried about Lin Yanxi, so she was the first to tell poppy after she got the news, but she didn't tell poppy about the follow-up rescue plan and what she suffered outside.

But unexpectedly, Lin Yanxi's change and attitude made poppy see. It seems that Jiang is really old and spicy.

Lin Yanxi didn't care when he arrived. He just opened his mouth and said, "to tell you the truth, I hated you so much and wanted team x to separate from you, but when I really came to that place and in that case, I often thought of your words."

"And this time it seems that we are really destined to go deep into the enemy camp, come back with samples, and then come back with the same virus. We will have the same fate."

Poppy was stunned and couldn't help looking at her, "you..."

Lin Yanxi smiled and said, "I didn't come to see you this time. I was examined by Professor Xu, because I received a special drug in my body when I was interrogated, so they worried that I would be affected."

Poppy thought about it, then understood her situation and sighed, "no wonder..."

"No wonder I will have such a big change, won't I?" Lin Yanxi asked, "in fact, it's not just a problem of experience, but more a psychological problem. At least I can understand what you do now."

Poppy couldn't help smiling, "thank you..."

And Lin Yanxi couldn't help looking up at lemon, "your successor has done well. She brought my father back to China and is also talking about cooperation with Calvin. She is really a buried leader."

Poppy subconsciously looked up at lemon who refused to sit down, "yes, she has always been very good."

And he said, looking at Lin Yanxi, "you too."

"To tell you the truth, the reason why I have always liked to use you for so many years is that you are excellent enough, and you are too excellent. Sometimes you can not only complete the task excellently, but even completely exceed my expectations."

"Such a person, I believe any leader will be willing to use it?"

"Even at your wedding, I brought you out and made you experience so much. I'm really... I'm sorry."

Poppy said this, but suddenly smiled, "maybe like you, I have experienced this thing. I have been lying in this hospital for too long and thought a lot."

"I will think about whether I was too radical. Sometimes I may not use such radical means, be euphemistic and soft, and maybe the result will be different."

She said, looking up at lemon, "in fact, lemon is really excellent. She has my aggressiveness and low-key and strategy I don't have. She won't be as radical and unscrupulous as I do. I think she can do better."

"It's just Lin Yanxi... I don't regret it. Although I'm sorry for so many people and have paid so much, I may even spend the rest of my life like this, I really don't regret it. I've paid and made efforts for my faith. That's enough."

Lin Yanxi listened and patted her, "poppy, we don't have to regret it. So many years and so many things... It's worth it."

Hearing her words, poppy finally smiled, but it was more sincere and beautiful than any smile before.

But it makes people sad and distressed.

Even though she wanted to separate from SNU, she never thought poppy would end her career in this way.

Obviously, such a proud person controls everyone on his chessboard every day. The task is greater than the day from time to time. No one or anything is important in front of her, as if he will never stop turning the machine.

But this is such a person, but now he suddenly fell down, and completely left SNU, and there is no possibility of coming back.

Lin Yanxi felt that if she changed herself, she would be sad.

But poppy was so optimistic, which made her heart a little sad.

When Lin Yanxi came out of the ward, the smile on her face suddenly collapsed, looked up at lemon, "does she still have hope to recover?"

"It depends on Professor Xu's research." lemon sighed, "but the best result is to let her restore her ordinary life and action ability. It's impossible to restore her original combat effectiveness."

Lin Yanxi listened to a burst of helplessness in his heart, "it's really a pity."

Mu Lin, who had been waiting outside, sighed helplessly when he saw her look like this. Whoever took a look at the poppy would be uncomfortable, not to mention that they had fought together in falkadi.

At this time, seeing her mood must be more complex, and more things will come to mind.

But Mu Lin didn't say anything to comfort her. He just patted her, "let's go back. Everyone is waiting for you at home."

Lin Yanxi nodded his head lightly, and then followed him out of the hospital.

Although the results have not been completely released, the thorough inspection has been completed, and she is no longer needed here. The party did not stay more in DIDU and returned to Beijiang early.

After the shock in the imperial capital, it's better to come to Beijiang, but he is more familiar with Beijiang and can feel the changes here, but his heart is more restless.

When he came back from seeing Ren Yawei's cemetery, he couldn't control himself any more. He cried loudly with Lin Yanxi and Calvin in in his arms. "What did I miss so many years? I really shouldn't have gone. I was too cowardly."

Seeing him like this, they looked at each other and sighed secretly.

In fact, they all understand that even if the domestic environment was not as good as it is now, it did no substantive harm to him. Only in that environment, it was almost impossible for Lin Jianwen to have any development. He always had to carry that vision for the rest of his life. When he really clarified, he was old.

But he is so strong that he can't stand these, so it's expected to choose this road in the end.

Even if I missed a lot these years, I'm back now and can make up for it.

It's just... Some people just don't have it. It's useless to regret and make up for it.