Chapter 1420

Lin Yanxi was silent and said, "to tell you the truth, I also thought about changing a career, a way of life, or even a way of life."

"Now I'm... Really tired."

"But every time I think of leaving the blood blade and taking off this military uniform, my heart hurts like a needle. I feel reluctant to give them up. I think I may be able to stay some more days, at least until I can't do it?"

Hearing her words, Liu Hanyang couldn't help sighing. Then he asked, "tell me about your recent situation. How are you sleeping, eating and so on?"

Lin Yanxi was silent and said after a while, "no, I've been trying to make myself better, but I can't."

"Although I don't have insomnia now, I have nightmares. I often wake myself up and don't even dare to sleep again. I'm afraid I'll fall into such a nightmare again."

"What kind of nightmare is it?" Liu Hanyang asked directly, "is it about the war or your experience of being captured and interrogated?"

"Yes, sometimes I dream that I am surrounded, but the gun in my hand is empty. Sometimes I dream that I have returned to the interrogation room and accepted the interrogation drugs again."

"Often at this time, you will suddenly wake up in your dream, and even the moment you wake up, you can't tell whether it is a dream or reality." Lin Yanxi said here, and couldn't help looking at Liu Hanyang, "I've controlled it myself, but it's useless."

Hearing her situation, Liu Hanyang was not surprised. It can be said that the situation was light, even much lighter than she expected.

After looking at Lin Yanxi, he still said the following words, "tell me what you have experienced this time!"

Lin Yanxi had already prepared. He didn't resist this feeling very much, so he directly said, "at that time, I covered the team to leave and was surrounded by the enemy. I wanted to break through, and even created chaos in their towns, but I increasingly fell into the encirclement."

"Then... When I was weak, I was hit by a bomb. Although I hid, I was stunned by the impact of the explosion."

"When I woke up again... I was already in their hospital."

Liu Hanyang didn't interrupt this time, but just listened silently. In fact, she had read all these materials, but now she needs Lin Yanxi to say it again in her own way.

This can determine the extent of her current psychological condition. Psychologists most need patients to speak out, and as long as they are willing to say, at least it is not too serious to be hopeless.

But the psychologist is also a person, especially when he has been in the same room with Lin Yanxi for several years, when he hears her experience, his heart also seems to tingle.

Especially when I heard that she had been interrogated by the Americans, I almost couldn't control my emotions.

Fortunately, she still remembers that she is a doctor. At this time, she can't be emotional. She can't bear it in her heart and listen to her go on.

Fortunately, Lin Yanxi finally finished at this time, looked up and smiled reluctantly on her face, "this is my experience this time."

Liu Hanyang put down his pen and walked to her. "Xiaoxi, if you don't want to laugh, you don't have to laugh. Here you don't need to hide yourself, let alone hide your negative emotions."

Lin Yanxi listened, and the expression on his face finally collapsed. "I know that my current situation is no better than that post-war syndrome. I thought I was adjusting, but... It doesn't seem to have any effect."

"It seems that you have found the problem yourself." Liu Hanyang is not surprised to hear her words. After all, he can become half a doctor even if he is not a special professional in the special forces for so many years.

And then he said, "but this time the situation is a little special, and it's still different from before."

"Your post-war syndrome did not suffer substantial damage. Of course, what I said was psychological. It was just because you were suddenly placed in such an environment because you had never experienced war."

"But this time it was different. You were isolated, trapped in a siege, or even tortured. At that time, you endured it, but it had a great impact on your psychology, or even hurt."

"This injury is irreversible and can't be repaired in a short time. I know you tried to adjust it, but... For the time being, you still need rest and treatment."

Lin Yanxi nodded knowingly, "that means I can't return to the team for the time being?"

"It's OK to return to the team, and normal training will also help you recover, but you'd better not participate in too dangerous tasks." Liu Hanyang solemnly told her.

Then he said, "according to your situation, I will make a periodic treatment plan for you. You need to come to me every day..."

Then he thought of something again. He hurriedly said, "it's not mandatory to go to the treatment room. It can be a bedroom or an entertainment room. You choose the place you like."

"In addition, recently, in addition to slowly recovering from training, you can participate in more recreational activities and play games, but anyone who can relax himself can."

Lin Yanxi smiled, "can I enjoy the privilege?"

"Yes, I can now approve you to play games in the barracks, even mobile games." Liu Hanyang nodded directly.

When the treatment was over and Lin Yanxi came out of the treatment room, he saw Mu Lin standing there not far away. He couldn't help laughing and walked over.

"Why is it so early? You don't have to train?" Lin Yanxi stood beside him and walked back.

Mu Lin just smiled, "I'm the captain. Of course I'm in charge."

With that, they smiled at each other, and Mu Lin said, "in fact, there's no need to be in a hurry. Our team has added two new people. Now it's time to cultivate tacit understanding."

Lin Yanxi knew what he said to himself, so he smiled and shook his head. "I'm fine. It's not good to have time to rest. Just look at our two new comrades in arms and run in with them slowly."

Seeing that Lin Yanxi didn't seem to be reluctantly, Mu Lin finally breathed a sigh of relief. It can be seen that her state is still good, at least much better than Mu Lin expected.

Mu Lin didn't ask her how the treatment was. He just walked back to the training ground with her and watched others become tired there. It seems that his task is not light.