Seeing her so relaxed appearance, Liu Yu'an thought of the hardships she suffered, and his eyes couldn't help blushing, "why should you break the back, and why should you suffer that sin?"
"It's not me, it's someone else..." Lin Yanxi shook her head. "And at that time, only I could hold the enemy. If I didn't stay, more people might be injured, sacrificed or even captured. Under such circumstances, it's the best choice for me to stay."
Seeing what she had to say, Lin Yanxi put his hand, "what's more, it's not who asked me to stay, but I insisted on staying."
"You..." Liu Yu'an was speechless.
Seeing her in a hurry, Lin Yanxi smiled and patted her, "it's all in the past."
"How could..." Liu Yu'an took a deep breath. "You know, when I saw the video and found it was you, I was scared to death. You even ate so much pain. How did you get through it?"
Lin Yanxi changed the subject and asked, "do you really only see me?"
"What do you mean?" Liu Yu'an looked at her puzzled.
At this time, Li Fei has returned, and there is no need to keep it absolutely confidential. Although there is a camera, the editing right is in their hands, so they don't have to worry too much.
So he said directly, "didn't you look at the person who sent me dinner at night?"
"I almost hate them. Who has the mind to look at them carefully?" Liu Yu'an said with a cold hum and gnashing his teeth.
But before she was finished, Lin Yanxi said again, "that man is Dafei."
"What?" Liu Yuan looked at her incredulously.
Lin Yanxi pulled her back and sat down again. "He was ordered by a special department to perform tasks there. I didn't expect him to be there when I was caught, but I just met him."
"It can be said that I was unfortunate, but also lucky. With his full rescue and the cooperation of others, I was rescued."
Seeing Liu Yuan's stunned appearance, Lin Yanxi smiled softly, "in fact, the dinner he sent me was nothing else. It was a bowl of longevity noodles. That day was my birthday. Do you think my birthday was very special?"
Liu Yu'an was stunned and looked at her in disbelief.
At this time, Lin Yanxi patted her, "I tell you this is not to make you sad, nor to make you sad for me."
"I'm fine now. I don't need you to comfort me. I'm lucky to escape." I can't help pausing here. "And this is my own choice. I'm responsible for my choice."
"As a soldier, these are my responsibilities and what I should and must do."
Liu Yuan was stunned by her words and returned to his mind for a while. "Have you ever regretted, or... Entangled in your choice?"
Lin Yanxi shook her head firmly, "I didn't, never regretted, and even thanked fate for giving me such an experience."
"Indeed, I have had other dreams, but the opportunity to wear military uniform is only once. Once I miss it, there will be no chance again, but other things can be. I can't fight and kill all my life. When I can't move one day, it's urgent to pick up the brush."
While talking positively, he looked at Liu Yuan, "I know, you will think now, if you had chosen another way, would your life be different, and would you be like us."
"But there are so many ifs in life. Since you choose to fulfill your dream, you have to give up wearing military uniform."
"In fact, you don't really regret this choice, but now, as you said, you have been so successful. Suddenly, you don't know what to do next, or even what to do."
"So it's right for you to come here now," Lin Yanxi said directly. "Go back to the place where you started and think about how much you paid and experienced in order to embark on this road."
Liu Yuan couldn't help being silent. "Maybe you're right."
"Right, don't say now, wait until you can stick to it!" Lin Yanxi said and directly stood up, "turn off the light and go back to the bedroom!"
Liu Yu'an said with disdain, "if I can't hold on, are you going to eliminate all the people?"
Lin Yanxi listened to her words and burst out laughing, "it's good to have self-confidence."
Liu Yuan saw that she didn't believe in herself, but she didn't argue. She looked down and saw that she picked up her backpack and subconsciously went to help, but when she reached out, she found that it was so heavy. She couldn't help but be a fool.
"This is a load of 35 kilograms, not including weapons." Lin Yanxi explained to her.
"Thirty five kilograms?" Liu Yuan whispered, "isn't that heavier than a male soldier?"
It's no wonder she was so surprised. As a child growing up in the courtyard, she can be said to know too much about the army. Naturally, she also knows how much weight-bearing training is required for ordinary troops and even reconnaissance companies.
"It's not heavier than male soldiers. There is no distinction between men and women in blood blade. Some soldiers only have blood blade." Lin Yanxi shook her head, but she lifted her backpack and carried it to her shoulder.
Looking at her relaxed appearance, Liu Yu'an couldn't help taking a breath, "no... we also carry such a heavy load?"
"That's not directly tired?" Lin Yanxi looked at her with a smile. "Don't worry, although the requirements for you will not be too low, but it won't exceed your bearing range. You just want to accept such treatment now, and I don't want to!"
Hearing her words, Liu Yuan finally breathed a sigh of relief, "it's not good. We're here to experience life, not to die."
They said that they had reached the door of the bedroom. At this time, Liu Yuan realized something and pointed to Lin Yanxi, "you..."
"I don't care. This is also my bedroom. I'm moving in with you today." Lin Yanxi directly interrupted her, so she pushed the door in without hesitation.
Although several people in the room were tired, it was still strange to enter the military camp on the first day. They were lying in bed and gossiping.
As soon as Lin Yanxi came in, he vaguely heard his name and said directly, "if you have anything to ask, you can ask in front of me without secretly asking."
Hearing her voice, several people couldn't help but be startled. They wanted a spirit to jump up, "report... Report."
Lin Yanxi smiled helplessly, but said, "at this time, we should line up instead of shouting a report."
After hearing this, several people also understood. They were busy standing in line and looked at Lin Yanxi one by one. They didn't understand what she was doing here in the heavily armed evening.