Chapter 1453

Seeing her stunned there, Lin Yanxi sighed lightly, leaned against the back of the chair and whispered, "Ann, each of us has our own choice and persistence. Although I didn't volunteer at the beginning, it's now my dream. I don't think there's anything bad."

"Even if I have suffered so much for this military uniform, I still feel it's worth it."

"Because I know what I'm doing, I'm fulfilling my dream and I'm doing my duty, so I don't feel bitter. Even in such a desperate situation, I didn't give up my persistence."

Speaking of this, I can't help looking at Liu Yu'an, "I just said that you may be too tired. You are so busy all year round. You keep making announcements every day and shoot endless variety shows. I believe that not only you, but also anyone will be tired, so you can slow down."

"Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Take some time to rest and stop instead of being so busy all the time. People will be tired if they are not beaten by iron."

Liu Yuan smiled bitterly, "I don't want to be so tired, nor do I want to have such pressure."

"This business is not as simple as you think. I have today's position. I am really lucky in it, but it is also inseparable from my efforts."

"Whether I haven't entered this circle at the beginning or I have this position today, I dare not stay for half a minute. I'm deeply afraid that if I relax or even have a rest, I will be surpassed or even thrown away."

"I don't even dare to think about it every day. What if I'm out of breath and someone new can replace me? So I have to work hard and keep working hard so that I won't fade out of everyone's sight."

Speaking of this, I couldn't help smiling bitterly, "so I dare not stay for half a minute, or even relax at all."

Lin Yanxi stared at her, but suddenly said, "that will make him irreplaceable."

Seeing her stunned, Lin Yanxi continued, "if you are worried that you will be replaced by others, try to make yourself irreplaceable, instead of doing the work that everyone can do and playing the role that everyone can play."

"If you can do your role, others can't play it, and others can't take over your work, don't say you rest, even if you disappear for a year and a half, you won't be replaced."

Liu Yu'an was stunned and looked at her. After a while, he smiled, "it's easy to say."

"In fact, I don't understand, or who in this industry doesn't understand this truth, but it's one thing to understand, and it's another thing to really be able to do it."

Lin Yanxi smiled, "do you think it would be easier if you chose another way to be my comrade in arms?"

"Think about the things I experienced. Which one do you think is simpler?"

"What's more... These are not your dreams. Being an actor is. What's the point of being able to do what you like, even if it's harder?"

Liu Yuan finally fell silent.

Seeing the way she bowed her head, Lin Yanxi didn't say anything, but sat quietly aside and watched.

After a while, Liu Yuan finally raised his head, "you're right. What's the point of being able to do what you like... What's the point of working harder, and how can I be bitter compared with what you've experienced."

"No, no matter what industry it is, it's hard. I have my hard work, and you naturally have your hard work. You can't ignore other people's efforts because my experience is too painful." Lin Yanxi shook her head.

Looking at her, she said positively, "but after so much pain and effort, do you think it's worth it?"

Liu Yuan was silent and nodded hard at her. "I don't regret my efforts over the years. After all, it was my choice and my dream. I'm really happy to realize it with my own efforts."

"But..." when I said this, I couldn't help hesitating again.

Lin Yanxi understood something at this time and directly answered, "it's just that when you get all this, you feel a little confused, so you think, would it be better if you chose another way?"

"Ann... There is no if in this world." Lin Yanxi put away his smile and said positively, "and no matter what you choose, you will have your own unhappiness and regret."

"So don't think so much. As long as you think your current choice is worth it and your efforts are worth it, then your choice is not wrong and don't have these concerns."

"As for us..." speaking of this, Lin Yanxi looked up at her, "An'an, we all want to grow up. Growth means separation. No one can accompany anyone for a lifetime."

These words are sad, but I have to admit that what she said is right.

Even if they grow up together, even now they are still good friends, but they can't be with her forever.

Thinking of these, Liu Yu'an smiled bitterly, but he still said, "Xiao Xi, what you said is right."

Then he looked at her and asked with a bitter smile, "do you think I'm too pretentious?"

Lin Yanxi burst out laughing, "do you still know?"

"I think you are still too busy to have time to think about it. If you are too busy to think about anything else, you will not be so affectation."

Liu Yuan smiled helplessly, and then looked at Lin Yanxi, "what about you? You're so busy that you don't have time to think about these things, so you don't have time to be hypocritical?"

And Lin Yanxi was silent before he said, "when you even live has become a luxury, how can you still think about those who have nothing?"

Liu Yuan was stifled when he heard this, "sorry, I didn't mean to..."

Lin Yanxi waved his hand and interrupted his words, "it doesn't matter. Since I dare to show it to you and to the people all over the country, it proves that I'm all right, and I'm not afraid of you raising it again."

"It's just... It's impossible to say that there is no influence at all. After all, I believe that anyone will remember that experience."

At this point, I can't help pausing, "although you see it, you can even feel that shocking feeling."

"But I can never feel it. When I am in the enemy camp, I have to face not only the psychological pressure from interrogation at any time, but also the physical torture. Sometimes I think, will it be easier to die?"

"But another thought reminds me that if I insist again, maybe I can see hope."

"Under such insistence, I have to endure for an hour and an hour every day. What I think is that I have to stick to it. I can't open my mouth and reveal any word."

"At that time, when I talked about ideals and the future, it was really too luxurious. Only if I survived and could return to my country again, this was the most true."

Liu Yuan listened and suddenly felt his eyes sour. He hurriedly turned his head and looked away. "I really didn't know you had experienced so much, and I didn't know you were so bitter."

Lin Yanxi looked at her, but smiled, "no, I'm not bitter."

"Ann, we have our faith and our responsibility. Working hard and even sacrificing for these do not feel bitter. On the contrary, it is glory and honor."

"If one day I die, there is no need to engrave any honor on the tombstone, and there is no need to mention those meritorious deeds. It is enough to write that I have worked hard and sacrificed to protect this country. This is the highest praise for me."

Speaking of this, she suddenly looked at Liu Yuan, "I think you can actually understand these, but you have always been unwilling to understand, unwilling to understand."

"So I was really surprised that you could come this time. I thought you wouldn't step into this door again."

Liu Yu'an also smiled, "yes, how much I hated this military uniform once, and now how much I hit my face."

"But now I understand that I don't really hate it. It's just because it stops me from pursuing my dream, so I tell myself I don't like it."

"But these days, let me understand, in fact, I still have the blood of soldiers from my bones. I don't really hate it. I can even understand... Understand what you do."

"It's a pity... Missing is missing. Even if you want to make up for some things, it won't help."

Hearing her words, Lin Yanxi couldn't help laughing, "it's not completely impossible. Even if you can't become a soldier again, you can't do what soldiers should do."

"Just like now, you come to this program to publicize professional soldiers and the positive energy of the army. This is what you can do, not what I can compare."

Liu Yuan couldn't help laughing and asked, "are you serious?"

"Of course." Lin Yanxi nodded without thinking. "Now it's an information-based and networked society. We can't do nothing anymore. The army should keep pace with the times!"

"That's why we have this program. What you can do is not only this program, but also more other aspects to publicize the career of soldiers, so that we can not only no longer misunderstand or even misunderstand us, but also understand us."

Liu Yuan nodded thoughtfully, "I... I think I understand."

After listening to her words, Lin Yanxi smiled. The words had already been said here, and Lin Yanxi didn't say any more.

Just looked at her and asked, "how are you now? Do you feel better?"

Liu Yu'an looked back, smiled and nodded, "it's really much better. You're still powerful."