Chapter 1311

"An excellent person like me should have lived a brilliant life

How could he have been floating and sinking in the sea of people for more than 20 years"

as soon as the first sentence came out, some people had goose bumps.

Then, the second sentence and the third sentence sounded, and we have gradually integrated into the song

……

In a grove on the campus of a university.

A girl in simple clothes sat silently under a tree in a daze.

The screen of her mobile phone is on, and the voice of Wu Hao, the masked singer and host, is coming from it.

Her name is Lin Lin, and she is a big fan of the show.

Tonight, all the other roommates went out for dinner, but she didn't.

Facing the empty dormitory, she didn't want to stay in it any more, so she ran out with her mobile phone in her arms.

After leaving the dormitory, facing the huge campus, she didn't know where to go.

Finally, I had to go to the woods and sit in a daze while "listening" to the masked God of songs.

Unconsciously heard the second round of the competition, for the myth sing that song, Lin Lin did not have much feeling.

Although it's nice, I've heard it countless times since I was a child, and my school has handed in the singing method of this song, and I can sing it myself.

She curled her lips and wanted to turn off this video and find some other videos.

Just then, Qin Zhao's low voice came out.

"An excellent person like me should have lived a brilliant life

How could he have been floating and sinking in the sea of people for more than 20 years..."

……

"People like me who are confused

people like me who are looking for

people like me who are mediocre

how many people have you met..."

Qin Zhao's lost voice came from her ears, and Lin Lin's eyes became red little by little.

She was admitted to this big city from her hometown. Her hometown is a small county, which is inferior to this city in all aspects.

And her high school is also in her hometown village.

There, she was outstanding.

Compared with other rural children, she looks a little better than them. She studies very hard and gets good grades.

In addition, she is clever and obedient at ordinary times, which is deeply loved by teachers and students, so that she lives a life of stars in the class.

From childhood to adulthood, whether parents, relatives or friends, or teachers who have taught themselves, they all say that they are excellent people.

I have always believed in this, and I feel that I am much higher than others in any aspect, and even sometimes I have the idea of looking down on ordinary people in my heart.

Originally, there was no problem with all this, but it was not until she got into the big city.

After she came here for college, she saw a lot of different things.

In the old village, because their income was very good compared with other families in the village, they could buy several new clothes a year.

Their usual dress is better than other children in the village, and they often envy them.

There are two or three hundred yuan of pocket money every month. Most of the people of the same age in the village are more than one hundred, and some of them have no pocket money at all.

Moreover, they are quite good-looking. Their skin color is whiter than theirs, and their eyes are very big. They are often praised by people in the village for their watery appearance.

All this greatly satisfied her vanity.

But since she went to university, she has seen many better people than her.

Her original score was also very good, otherwise she would not have been able to enter the big city from the countryside.

But now there is no shortage of smart people.

Therefore, after she went to university, her grades in the class can only be regarded as medium, even the top.

As for looks, there are many beautiful girls in the class.

Even those girls with ordinary appearance can make themselves look better by making up and beautiful new clothes.

And those that are good-looking are not to mention.

Her appearance in the class only belongs to the kind of very ordinary, not even good-looking, can only be said to be ordinary.

As for the economy, not to mention, after she went to university, her parents gave her more money. She could live on more than 500 yuan a month.

She originally thought that there were a lot of them. After all, other girls in the village who were as old as her had already stopped studying and went to work. They didn't have to take money from home every month, but also gave money to their families.

But when she saw her roommates in the same dormitory, almost everyone had thousands of living expenses in their hands, she was a little depressed.When she inquired again, she found that almost everyone in the class had a living expenses of 2000 yuan a month.

After all, in this big city with high consumption, the living expenses of 2000 yuan a month are not too much.

Not to mention that the rich people here give more money. Those rich people don't care about giving money to their children. They give it to their children by 5656000 every time.

In the same dormitory, there is a girl who runs a company at home. She usually wears at least 2000 yuan of clothes, not to mention the money in her hand. As an adult, her father gave her a car as a gift.

Besides her, the girl who has the least living expenses in the dormitory also has 1500 living expenses a month.

With such a large amount of living expenses, it's easy to spend money. Clothes are bought one by one. She can only buy a few pieces a year, and she can't compete at all.

As for the clothes she was wearing that she thought were very popular, they thought they were very rustic and belonged to the kind of cheap goods that had been out of fashion for a long time.

In a word, all the conditions that she thought were much better than her peers were denied after she came to this big city.

I'm much better than my peers, but I'm not as good as my peers.

There is no good-looking face, no money, and the results are very general. I am just the most common one among many people. I am not outstanding at all.

This cognition made Lin Lin nearly collapse.

It felt like an ugly duckling who was slightly more beautiful than other ducklings. He thought he was a swan, which was different from other ducklings around him.

Until one day, she entered a group of swans and found that the longest and ugliest one was much more beautiful than her.

She is really just an ugly duckling. At most, she can only be regarded as an ugly duckling who is slightly more beautiful than other ugly ducklings. She can't compare with a swan. She thinks she is too good all the time.

The party this evening is organized by the class.

The location is in a high-end hotel. Although it is a high-end hotel, the consumption is very expensive, but if many people in the class share it equally, one person can't spend much money.

Therefore, in everyone's opinion, this meal is still very valuable, and it can also promote the feelings between students.

So, most of the students attended the party, but Lin Lin didn't go.

Because she has to pay 200 yuan to go, and she can't afford to go if she only has 500 yuan to live for a month.

Dormitory roommates kindly said that they could help her pay her share, but she felt pity for her.

After a fierce fire at them, they locked themselves in the bathroom and cried until all the roommates left.

Listening to Qin Zhao's song, Lin Lin looks a little trance.

How could that be?

I should be the best one. How can I become like this?

……

In an ordinary residential building.

Room 302, this is a simple one room one hall, the furniture in the room is also very simple, not as exquisite as other people's home.

The owner of this room is Chen Shi, a 30-year-old office worker.

Every month with five or six thousand wages barely live, no girlfriend, parents alive, living a simple and ordinary life.

After leaving work last night, Chen Shi turned on his computer and began to see today's updated masked God of songs.

When he heard Qin Zhao's song, his tears came out unconsciously.

"People like me who are confused

people like me who are looking for

people like me who are mediocre

how many people have you met..."

Isn't that him?

It's said that a man should stand in his thirties. At his age, his peers already have cars, houses, wives and children.

But he had nothing.

My parents live in the house in my hometown, and I can only rent a house near the company for my work.

Without a girlfriend, let alone a wife and children.

Two years ago, he didn't want to talk to his rich girlfriend.

It's not that he hasn't worked hard in recent years.

But maybe it's because he really doesn't have any talent. No matter how hard he tries, he can only reach the present level.

With a monthly income of 6000, we can say more or less.

In this city, we can only barely survive and support ourselves. It's OK. If we find a girlfriend, we can't afford it.

Let alone get married, buy a house, buy a car, raise a wife and children.

A 30-year-old man, no car, no house, little savings, plain appearance, how to get married and have children?

Every time I think about it, Chen Shi is very painful.But he has no way to change the status quo, can only silently endure, unwilling, unwilling to finish, but also continue to live.

Chen Shi wiped a tear, got up and went to the refrigerator to take a can of beer out, while listening to the song while drinking, drinking more want to cry.

He wasn't like that before.

As a student, he was very energetic.

Because the result is good, character and honest reason, popularity is very good, also very good.

He has always felt that he must be the kind of person who is destined to be outstanding.

But I didn't expect that after graduation, I came out to work, but it has become like this.

Chen Shi once saw an interesting experiment in a book.

That is to say, if you think of two geometric figures without thinking, one of them should be in the other geometric figure.