During the day, I slowly opened my eyes

The nose is filled with the smell of disinfectant.

Look around... All eyes are white, with a bottle on her arm and an ECG tester at the head of the bed. A woman doctor in a white coat is looking at her medical record with her back to her!

Daytime son moved on the bed... The doctor immediately turned his head, "daytime son comrade, are you awake?"

"Ah! Am I in the hospital? Where is the hospital? "

"General Hospital of Kunming Military Region!"

The doctor was about fifty years old. He had a calm face, clear words and a faint smile on his lips. "You're all right! Shoulder injury is no big deal, has done wound treatment, rest for a period of time can completely recover, may leave a little scar, but should be in the clothes can block the position, will not affect your beauty

She pretended to be relaxed and joked, "you are only 20 years old, and the days after that are still long! Well... There will be everything in the future! "

During the day, I think the doctor's voice is a little strange

After a little meditation, I quickly went through the experience on the mountain in my mind, and I probably had the answer in my heart

Want to escape?

But she knows best in her heart that no matter how bad the result is, she will face it in the end!

Finally, the day slowly and hard to ask, "doctor, I... Did not keep the child?"

The doctor hasn't had time to answer

As soon as the door of the ward rings, ye Yunlong and the director of surgery come in together.

During the day, ye Yunlong immediately tried to sit up. He took a few steps and pressed her shoulder. "Don't move. You're a patient. Pay attention to rest!"

The director immediately said, "that's it! The chief cares about you! Specially asked us to take extra care of you... Please take good care of your injury. If you have any requirements, just tell your attending doctor! "

After that, he looked at the doctor beside him, "doctor Shen, what's the situation with Comrade Xiaobai? Please give the chief a brief report! "

Doctor Shen lowered his eyes and said, "well, just like what I just introduced to Comrade tianer, there is no big problem with her trauma! It's just... The baby didn't keep it! We've tried our best... It's a pity! It's a baby boy

For a second, I felt empty in my mind during the day

Although she had this premonition for a long time, when she heard clearly that the child in her stomach had been sentenced to death and died forever, and the care and expectation of more than three months had gone forever, she still felt that it was not true.

The stomach is tumbling with colic

Subconsciously put your hand on your belly... Before, there was a warm baby, but now, the unborn baby has gone to heaven!

Don't you love me?

Say not sad?

It's all fake!

But she took a deep breath and forced herself to be strong

During the day, she knows best that if she cries cowardly at this time, it may make her family feel more guilty... This is the last scene she wants to face!

It's better to mourn the dead child quietly in the middle of the night than to hold your head and mourn!

Biting her teeth, she straightened her little shoulder... Turned her face to Ye Yunlong, "Dad, what's the situation in Nanye?"

Ye Lingling was stunned for a moment... He did not expect that the 20-year-old daughter-in-law, surprised to hear of abortion, did not cry, calm beyond imagination.

But on second thought... This is the day, the woman standing in his office, holding up her proud little head and daring to challenge him!

"Nanye's injury is nothing serious. He just woke up and asked about you."

Ye Yunlong tells a lie in good faith. At this time, after walking around the edge of life and death in the daytime, he has just lost birth. He really doesn't want to let the little girl worry any more!

As soon as I heard that Nanye had woken up, my eyes lit up. I wish I could grow wings and fly to the man's side. "Dad, can I go to see him?"

Ye Yunlong shook his head in embarrassment, "now? Not very good! Your body... Needs rest! What about Nanye? Although wake up, the fever has not returned, people still some ignorant! I suggest that we meet again when both of you are a little better! "

During the day, the son lowered his head, hands unconsciously twisted the corner, "Dad, I want to ask you something, about the news of my abortion, please don't tell Nanye for the time being! All right? I'm afraid he can't bear it! You don't know how much he wants the baby? Unfortunately, it's all my fault... I didn't protect my baby! "

Ye Yulong was filled with emotion

This daughter-in-law is perfect and can't find a fault!

He went to the front line to save his husband. He lost his child when he was tired and injured. Instead of complaining about anyone, he only blamed himself for not protecting his baby.

How much endurance does this woman have in her heart?

As if a man can take things!

Can't help nodding, "don't worry! No child this matter... Should be you with South night personally say! I won't talk too much! "

Having said that, he took a look at Dr. Shen around him... The doctor immediately said goodbye, "during the day, you should pay attention to rest. I'll see you later!"

As soon as she goes out

Ye Yunlong continued, "little boy, there's something I want to tell you! Xiaoye's mood is a little unstable now. In my opinion, he has been stimulated! It's no wonder that he stayed in the opposite prison for some days and suffered a lot. Before he was captured, little Xinjiang made a glorious sacrifice in front of him! The South night probably suffered a little stimulation! But don't worry. The director just said that he will get better in time! "

In the daytime, I keep my head down and don't speak

She is a modern person. She knows more about people's psychological diseases. Of course, she knows that many soldiers have war sequelae... Before, she had seen many American films, which made a deep psychological analysis of the soldiers who returned home after the war. Of course, she knows that a soldier who came down from the front line must have many ideas that normal people can't understand.

So, she loves the South night more!

As soon as ye Yunlong saw that she didn't speak, he didn't know how to continue... He stood quietly for a while, "well, do you have any requirements? I'll try to do it for you! "

"If I can... I hope I can move to the same ward with Nanye!"

"Well, I don't mind! I just don't know about Nanye... "

Commander ye took a peek at the day and immediately said, "I'll ask the doctor first! After all, you two have injuries. Moving to a ward may affect each other! These still need to listen to the opinions of professional doctors, right

"That's fine!"

Daytime son saw Ye Yunlong some meaning of shirking, simply did not say more, put his head on the pillow, slowly closed his eyes

Ye commander saw, had to walk out of the ward, conveniently with the door!

He stood in the corridor for a while, found a place where there was no one to smoke a cigarette... Calmed down for a while, and then returned to his son's ward.

As soon as he pushes the door into the room, he sees that Nanye's eyes are wide open looking at the ceiling. As soon as he hears his footsteps, he immediately closes his eyes and sleeps. Obviously, he deliberately avoids talking with others.

Ye Yunlong's heart clapped for a while... There are heartache, helplessness and sadness!

Walking slowly to his son's bed, he bowed down and said in a low voice, "Xiao Ye, it's just us father and son here, and there's no outsider. Do you want to say a few words to me?"

Seeing that his son didn't respond, he raised his intonation half a degree again. "Nanye, I'm talking to you. I know you can hear me!"

Nanye reluctantly opened his eyes, eyes with impatience, "I don't want to talk now!"

Ye Yunlong is a soldier. He is impatient. Seeing his son's dejected appearance, he can't help but say, "what do you want to do? Xiaoye, you are a man! Something happens when it happens! No one can change the reality! The only thing you can do... Is to cheer up and go back to your life! "

Before he finished, Nan Ye suddenly snorted, "I have a headache! Let's talk about it tomorrow! "

Ye Yunlong stepped on the half step, "do you have a headache? Headache to forget his wife and children? Don't you want to know what's going on in the daytime? "

Wife and children?

During the day?

As soon as Nanye heard this, he immediately closed his eyes in pain... This is a topic he has been deliberately avoiding since he woke up. He doesn't want to ask, he doesn't want to mention, because he knows everything in his heart. He knows everything from the time he sees the pool of blood under his body during the day!

However

No matter how strong the desire to avoid is, it can't resist the concern in my heart!

He still couldn't help asking, "what happened to her... During the day?"

Ye Yunlong recognized his son's weakness, but he felt a little distressed again. He lowered his voice and said, "Xiao Tian'er is OK!"

But he didn't mention the children!

The South night in the heart already understood... Tightly pursed thin lips, the chest is violently undulating, for a long time, just turned the head to the window, in the mouth faint vomit out the words, "Dad, why do you let the daytime son go to the front line?"? You should know that, right? If anything happens to her? Even if I die, my soul will not be peaceful! I will probably carry a cross of conscience forever and live forever in remorse! "

Ten supports of conscience?

Blame yourself?

Ye Yunlong seemed to see the root of his son's failure to cheer up... He immediately exhorted, "Xiao Ye, you should look at things from the positive side! You have such a good lover, in your crisis, willing to come forward! This is the greatest happiness in a man's life! Love in the same boat can stand the test! Now, even if you have suffered a little, you should know that misfortune may not be the beginning of disaster! All people grow up in frustration! As long as you are both safe and healthy, there will be everything in the future! "

Nanye said nothing and looked out of the window... No one knew what he was thinking!

Ye Yunlong then said, "Xiaoye, in my heart, you have always been a strong child, and there has never been anything you can't survive! Including this mission, you have been shot several times, and you still stick to it under such bad conditions! Your good day is about to begin. What else can't you think of? Listen to me! take care of the wound! When you get out of the hospital, go back to Haicheng with tianer, do your business conscientiously, stay at your home happily, take good care of tianer, take good care of your children, your life must be perfect! "

“……”

"Ah? Xiaoye, did you listen to me? "

Ye Yunlong thought about it for a while, then continued to say, "there's another thing, I want to move to your ward during the day! What do you think? I know... You are in a bad mood now! I'm not going to put pressure on you either! Take your time! I respect your opinion

Nanye whispered, "Dad, don't worry! I know what to do! "

Ye Yunlong knew his son's temper... Stubborn, with pride in his heart, he seldom listened to other people's words, so he simply didn't say much, sat quietly for a while and then stood up, "then I'll go back first! There are still many unfinished business in the military region! I'll see you when I have time in the evening! "

South night silent nod... Looking at the father's back disappeared in the door!

The ward is quiet... You can hear the clock on the wall moving little by little!

Nanyewei's eyes are closed

There are songs sung by little Xinjiang before she died

In front of my eyes, I was lying in a pool of blood during the day

I can still smell the smoke of war in my nose

It seems that you can touch the prison that has imprisoned you for several days and nights

Even if I swallow a mouthful of saliva, there is still blood on the tip of my tongue

At this moment, all kinds of turbulent thoughts in his mind, all kinds of pictures... Fighting with each other, do not give him a chance to breathe.

I don't know how long it took

The night outside the window gradually lowered... The nurse quietly came in and lit the bedside lamp for him. Nanye said, "Comrade nurse, can you help me find a wheelchair? I want to see my love! I have something to say to he