Z University, this is the best university in Z city.
Naturally, she couldn't have been admitted to such a good university because of her achievements in cultural courses. It was just because she was an athlete at that time and had good grades, plus the operation of Quan family, that she was admitted out of the ordinary.
This is where she first met Ou Tianqing.
The school is not in the center of the city, but near the suburbs. There is a small forest outside the school, which used to have students coming to date in the evening.
Also in this grove, Ou Tianqing said to Tong Mo: let's get married.
Now it's summer vacation time, and the students all go home. Naturally, there are no students running out to date in the woods.
Tong Mo buried their baby here. She still remembers how the doctor showed her the bloody child after the abortion.
Such a small ball, like a red meatball.
She begged the doctor to leave the child to her and not to throw it away as medical waste, because it was her child!
Later, she bought a small square glass jar, put the child in it and buried it here.
Tong Mo carried a cake in one hand and a plastic bag in the other. She counted them one by one. She remembered clearly that she buried the child under the 18th tree.
It was under this tree that Ou Tianqing wanted to marry her.
“15,16,17,18。” Tong Mo stood under the tree. She put her things on the ground and dug along the root of the tree. On the root of the tree was written a few words: baby's home.
Make sure it's the tree.
She did not dare to leave any words outside, and even there was no small mound where the baby was buried. She was worried that people coming and going would find clues and destroy it.
"Baby, mom has come to see you. Do you miss Mom?" Tong Mo sat on the ground and took out the cake.
The cake says "happy third birthday to your baby.".
If the baby can be born smoothly, then he is really three years old now.
"Today is the baby's birthday, the mother to the baby's birthday, originally wanted to call your father together, but the baby, he does not know your existence, forgive the mother will always keep this secret, you can rest assured, the future mother will often come to see you."
While talking to himself, Tong Mo put in three candles.
She sang her birthday song by herself, and the voice seemed desolate in the silent woods.
Only the rustle of the leaves in the wind responded to her.
"Baby, you can make a wish now. What kind of wish will you make?"
Tong Mo blew out the candle, cut a small piece of cake and ate it alone.
"This year's cake is very delicious. Does the baby like it very much? The aunt who sells the cake said that many people buy this cake this year."
The sweet cream is bitter in Tongmo's mouth.
After eating the cake, Tong Mo put his toys and snacks on the floor.
"Baby, you are three years old. Your mother bought you new toys and snacks. I don't know what you like to eat. Anyway, you must like what your mother likes to eat, right?"
In the end, there was only one bottle of wine left in Tong Mo's plastic bag.
She opened the bottle and took a sip.
She leaned against the tree and looked straight ahead.
For more than three years, she has never shed tears easily, and only on this day will she indulge herself and release her long suppressed emotion.
"Baby, sometimes my mother is thinking, if you are still alive, can your father and I go back to the past, and we will take you to the amusement park, the zoo, the naughty castle, and all kinds of fun places, but you know what? Your father even suspected that you were born to someone else
Tong Mo raised his head and took a big sip of the wine. The spicy taste of the wine made her throat ache. She coughed a few times and tears fell down.
"I love him so much, in exchange for all his doubts, you say that my mother is in love with the wrong person, others say that love the right person is happy, love the wrong person, will be so painful, my mother is so painful, must be in love with the wrong person."
"Now I live under the same roof with him every day. My mother seems to have no difference, but my mother is in pain. Now I feel like a stranger to him."
"Do you remember when your mother gave you a birthday last year, she promised you that if one day her mother could stand in the position comparable to her father, she would chase her father back, and then take her father to celebrate your birthday together. Sorry, baby, mother has broken her promise, and she can't do it any more."
"Mom doesn't want to love him anymore, because it hurts so much to love him. Mom and dad can't go back to the past any more. Dad never loved mom. Now mom just wants to forget him and get rid of him."
"Maybe only if I really get rid of him, can my mother not be so painful? Baby, you will forgive your mother, won't you? "
Unknowingly, a bottle of wine has been drunk in the self talk.
Tong Mo touched the tree, "baby, mother is going back, you should be obedient, if you can reincarnate, don't meet me, don't meet your father, you must find a loving family, you know?"
After that, Tong Mo engraved a kiss on the tree. She stood up wobbly and almost fell down. Fortunately, she held the tree!
In this empty place, in this dead silent place, Tong Mo has been talking to himself.
Fortunately, this is a safe haven for her. Only here can she take off all her disguises and pour out her inner pain.
"Baby, mom is leaving. Go to bed early. Good night. Mom loves you."
Tong Mo dropped the bottle and staggered out of the woods.
She picked up a car, opened the door directly and sat in the back seat as soon as she got in.
"Well, miss, have you drunk too much? Excuse me, please get out of the car! " The driver was very dissatisfied.
"Drive, drive! I have plenty of money! "
"Miss, I don't want to pull a drunkard. Please get out of the car!" The driver came down from the driver's seat and opened the back door. Seeing that Tong Mo didn't respond, he reached for her.
"Don't touch me! I'll sue you for indecency! I tell you, I'm not so easy to bully. Isn't it just a bottle of wine? Drink
Tong Mo pointed to the top of the car and roared.
When the driver saw this, he probably drank too much, and the man didn't come down, so he had to take her away.
"Where do you live, miss? Where shall I send you? "
"My home? Hehe hehe... My family lives on the loess high slope. The wind blows from the slope! "La la la..." Tong Mo sang again.
"I'll go! Is this a fool The driver cursed and started the engine. "You can't let me take you to the loess slope, can you?"
"Miss, where do you live? I'll send it home for you right away, OK? Do you have a boyfriend? "
"Boyfriends? Ha ha, I don't have a boyfriend, I have a husband! " Tong Mo suddenly excited, "do you know who my husband is? Say it to scare you to death