Chapter 623

After losing the last Olympic Games, Quan Yisen was really in a mess.

His ping-pong career has always been smooth, from the beginning he appeared as a gifted teenager.

It's a little famous before we start playing adult games.

After entering the national team, it was like a duck to water. He compared all the old players.

All the events in which he takes part will not leave the champion behind.

But who knows, when he was expected by everyone, when he was standing in the Olympic finals, he lost.

And a total defeat, not lost to their own people, but lost to foreign people, which for the national team is a disgrace!

The national team is not willing to accept, the Chinese people are not willing to accept!

So there was a lot of abuse.

Quan Yisen received countless applause and flowers, never tasted the taste of failure, but this time he was defeated so miserably, it was like falling from the high sky to the 18th hell.

At that moment, no one knew how much pressure he was under.

After the Olympic Games, the national team did not let him back in time, but gave him a holiday.

On the one hand, let him rest and adjust, on the other hand, the national team is also considering whether to use him.

During the rest period, Quan Yisen couldn't sleep all night. He even needed the help of sleeping pills to sleep for several hours.

He didn't dare to use his mobile phone, because he couldn't help looking at the comments on the Internet. He never went on Weibo again, because Weibo was full of scolding him.

He didn't release any news about his circle of friends. He closed himself up. He even thought of death.

Although he knows that a big man wants to die because of a loss in a game, it's too cowardly.

But at that time, he was so stressed that he really wanted to die.

He was unfortunate and lucky at the same time.

Because just at that time, there was no good seedling to show, the national team can not lose him, plus the coach again and again, he stayed in the national team.

Start over, start over.

But the loss of the Olympic Games, let him completely have the devil, he also can't get the championship.

But fortunately, the strength of the national team is very strong, his existence is to remove obstacles for his teammates, almost every time he stands in the finals with his teammates.

He's the second in a thousand years, and people often tease him.

But everyone in the national team knows that whoever wins the championship has his credit, because without him to clear the obstacles for his teammates, the champion may belong to someone else.

Although sometimes he would make fun of himself as the second child of a thousand years, no one knew how much bitterness and pain he had.

He went crazy training, hoping to improve his skills and tactics to a higher level.

But it's no use. It's no use. Once he's in the final, he'll lose.

So that any one, as long as he has enough confidence in the final, the more he fights, the braver he is, because we all know that he has a devil in his heart, he can't win.

In the three years since the end of the Olympic Games, Quan Yisen has never really laughed.

He also refused all interviews, reporters photographed his face, always a sad face.

Ou Xiyue sees all this, but he can't help it.

Every time I see him lose the game again, Ou Xiyue will feel sad for another three points.

It's torture for him and it's torture for her.

"I'm sorry for you. I regret it. I regret it long ago. I shouldn't be full of calculation. I know it will affect your game, but I still want to make a deep impression on you.

I'm so confused. I ruined your career. If you can't realize your dream in your life, I'll feel guilty for the rest of my life. "

Ouxiyue cried bitterly, Quan Yisen hugged her more tightly.

"I never blame you." Quan Yisen said this with difficulty.

He really never blamed Ou Xiyue. He only blamed himself. He was so eager to win that he lost his sense of propriety, messed up and did something extraordinary.

Over the past three years, he has learned a lot from his experience and understood a lot of things.

"Yue Yue, in fact, even without you, I would lose that game."

Ou Xiyue raised his hazy tears and looked at Quan Yisen.

"There has never been a winner in the world. Every athlete will lose."

Ou Xiyue is no stranger to this sentence, because Tong Mo also said the same thing to her.

"I couldn't sleep the night before the final because I was too nervous, too eager, too eager for the champion.

This is the big taboo of the game.

Even if I don't ask you out, even if we don't have an accident that day, we will lose the next day. "

"You are comforting me." Ou Xiyue's words are very positive.

"I'm not comforting you. I'm telling the truth. The more to the large-scale competition, the more to level the mentality, only the mentality level and stable, in order to play out the skills and tactics.

That's what our coach said ten thousand times, but I forgot all about it that day. I'm too nervous. When I stand on the field, my palms are full of sweat. I've never been so nervous.

So it's normal for me to lose the game

Ou Xiyue looks at Quan Yisen with tears in her eyes. She can't tell whether Quan Yisen is comforting herself or really.

"The reason why I didn't contact you after the game was because I was very sad at this time.

Everyone will lose the game, but I have never lost, I can't accept that fact, I can't get out of the shadow of failure, I have no face to face with anyone.

Later, I started again. I wanted to contact you, but I held back. I was not qualified to contact you. I lost the game.

Why do you like me? Why do so many fans like me? Because I've always been your winner, I'm the champion.

When I lose these titles, will those people still like me? No, so I don't dare to contact you. I'm afraid I'm insulting myself. "

Quan Yisen said all of his own words in his heart.

"I didn't hear from you later. I thought you were the same as other fans, because I won't pay any attention to my failure.

In addition, I just want to train and compete quietly and work hard for my dream, so I cut off all contact with the outside world. "

Ou Xiyue suddenly pours into Quan Yisen's arms.

"I didn't! I always thought I like you, just because you are a champion, because you are handsome, because you never lose.

But when you really lost, I really good heartache, I regret, very remorse, I want to comfort you around you.

At that time, I knew that what I like is not only because you are the champion