Two months after she was with Jiang Chen, Xiao Yannan attended secret training and did not show up again.

She was also relieved.

Although it's said to put it down, it doesn't mean that you can put it down. Especially when others appear in front of her every day, it makes the process of giving up more painful.

If he leaves, she can clear up her feelings for him faster.

But she did not expect that his disappearance would take two years; What's more, he didn't expect that his reappearance would be the announcement of his engagement to Jiang Mengxue.

This year, she was 19 years old, while he, Jiang Chen and Jiang Mengxue were 27 years old. When a man is 27 years old, it's the best time to start a career. There are not many people urging him to get married. But for women, this age is quite embarrassing.

Jiang Mengxue always said that she was not in a hurry, but when she attended other people's wedding banquet or talked about the topic of marriage, the admiration between her eyebrows could not deceive people. Therefore, under the urging of Jiang's mother for countless times, Xiao Yannan and Jiang Mengxue are finally engaged.

At the engagement banquet, Jiang Mengxue wears a white wedding dress, and Xiao Yannan, who is standing next to him in a black suit, looks like a golden girl and a perfect match.

The guests all gave their best wishes to them. tqR1

She sat at the table, holding Jiang Chen's hand, so strong that she left a deep mark in his palm. When she recovered, she realized what she had done and said sorry to Jiang Chen.

Jiang Chen said faintly, Xiao Feng, in fact, over the years, you always like him, right?

At that moment, she lost her voice.

She thought she was hiding it well, but she couldn't hide it from Jiang Chen.

This is a man who has loved her for seven years from the age of 13 to 20.

Jiang Chen held her with red eyes and didn't let everyone see her embarrassment. He sighed in her ear and said: Xiao Feng, I've been waiting for you. But remember, no matter how patient people are, there will always be a tired day.

At that moment, she realized that Jiang Chen would not always be with her. If he doesn't respond, he will eventually be tired, leave her, marry other women and have children.

She was afraid of losing him, so she told him that she would try to love him.

Jiang Chen held her arm tightly.

Dry the tears, she looked to the stage again, just and Xiao Yannan's eyes on. Dressed in a white suit, he looked at his direction without expression. She grinned and showed an ugly smile.

He twisted his brows to divert his eyes, just like the expression of disgust when he saw her for the first time.

He manfeng smiles, but tears flow in his heart. He whispers: brother Xiao, I won't wait for you any more. I'm really tired

***

After the engagement banquet, she entered the second half of her junior year and applied for a three-month job in Northwest China.

At that time, the northwest was undeveloped, and many places were wilderness. Jiang Chen was worried about her and said he would accompany her in the past.

She told him that she was going to exercise herself, and that if she had a boyfriend by her side, others would say her. She would call him and ask him to pick him up.

Jiang Chen reluctantly let go.

She always felt that she was a vigorous weed and could survive wherever she went. But when she got to the northwest, she found that the place where she lived before was paradise. There was dry air, little rainfall, and a serious lack of drinking water. When she turned on the tap, what came out of it was not pure water, but reddish brown water full of mud smell. In this way, the air burst out. In addition to these, there are also many problems, such as lack of materials, lack of contact with the outside world

As a child, she couldn't bear the harsh environment and began to have various symptoms, from dizziness and nosebleed to tinnitus and syncope.

When she fainted on the ground again, she cried and called Jiang Chen, saying that she was going to die.

Can Yin and Yang, the phone that hear her talk is Xiao Yannan.

He listened to her in silence and said only one word - I'll take you back.

In her astonishment, he hung up.

Sick and confused, she looked at the name displayed on the phone screen and thought she had a hallucination.

But that night, I saw Xiao Yannan, who was full of dust. Only then did she know that the person who answered the phone at that time was really him.

He held her, who was sick and lost 20 jin, and scolded her with a cold face. Why did he want to come to such a ghost place.

She nestled in his arms and kept crying.

He said, how grow so big, still so delicate, say a few words fell into Doudou.

She cried and said that she was not coquettish.

But she did not have the courage to say another word - she shed tears, because after so many years, he finally agreed to hold her again.

It's just that he's someone else's fiance.

And she is someone else's girlfriend.

They will never.

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After returning from the northwest, her cold relationship with Xiao Yannan for many years seems to have been broken. Every time she meets, Xiao Yannan doesn't always talk to her with a straight face, but with a smile.

She felt that brother Xiao in her memory seemed to be back. But it is also clear that he is only her brother Xiao and has nothing else to do with him. But just like that, she was satisfied. Later, I went to Xiao's house. Grandfather Xiao secretly took her hand and said that for so many years, he thought they were making trouble and would never make up. Unexpectedly, all of a sudden, they got along harmoniously. Grandfather Xiao also told her that he had always hoped that she would be his granddaughter-in-law. But fate is so wonderful that what you hope may not come true. Besides, Jiang Mengxue and Jiang Chen are good people. At that time, grandfather Xiao was in poor health. She took grandfather Xiao's hand and told him to take good care of himself. Grandfather Xiao said with a smile that he was still waiting to hold his great grandson and would surely live well Two years later, she graduated from university. I didn't rely on my family. With my own skills, I found a job as a reporter in a small company. Although I usually report small things, it's full. Jiang Han is still running that bookstore. He says he likes it and plans to keep it open. When I get old, I will keep a dog with her and sit at the door of the shop, drinking tea and watching the sunset fall. She's looking forward to a future like that. But really want to marry him, still feel a little awkward. She always said that if she waited, Jiang Chen would let her. But Jiang Chen can wait, but the Jiang family can't wait any longer. Jiang Chen is the only son of the Jiang family. He was 31 years old at that time. He was unmarried and had no children. People of his age, except Xiao Yannan, already had wives and children. Jiang's mother mentioned marriage to him more than once. At first, she could use her as a pretext. But when she graduated from University, it was obviously perfunctory to use such an excuse again.