Chapter 763

He never liked bars, the atmosphere, the air, the smell of filth and evil. In his eyes, those women who dance with men are inferior to prostitutes.

But he came here by magic. And I've been here for hours, drinking a lot. From time to time, the pretty girls came to him, and their cheap perfume and tobacco smoke made him feel nauseous. When they had not spoken, he had already cooled them off at once,

.

It's said that all emotions can be vented here. It's said that people can forget the pain here.

It's said that most people come here because of loneliness. So, despite the nuisance, he came. Drinking the wine here, listening to the music here, looking at the crowd here, but he is still very lonely.

"Would you like a drink, sir?"

A voice came from the side. He turned his face in disgust and was ready to swear. When he saw the person's face, he was slightly stunned.

She was still a teenager, wearing a long white dress and long hair on her shoulders. She had no makeup and her pretty face was full of tension and uneasiness. Lancang noticed that her hand holding the wine cup was shaking, and the other hand was holding a corner of the skirt tightly.

Another figure flashed in Lancang's mind. He remembered that when they met for the first time, she was also so nervous.

He raised his eyebrows and reached for the girl's chin. He clearly felt the girl's eyes full of fear.

"Scared? Where's the courage? "

Lancang's eyes stare at the girl, and an evil smile rises from the corner of his mouth, like a leopard waking up.

"I..."

The girl's panic is like the devil suddenly appearing in the dark, waving her teeth and claws.

Lancang shakes off the girl and continues to drink.

"Little sister, you are not suitable here. Go as far as you can."

Lancang didn't understand why he said this to the girl, perhaps because the girl's desperate eyes moved him with compassion. Maybe it's because the girl's desire to talk makes him think of another person.

Suddenly, a cry came from the side. In the noisy music, her cry seemed so weak and small that no one noticed that there was a girl crying very sad in this corner.

"You are a good man, sir. But where else can I go? I have no home. My mother died, and they said they could make a lot of money here, so I came here... "

"I want to go to school as well as other children, but it's impossible. My mother needs me. She is my only relative. I can't leave her alone. How can I go to school..."

"The moment I stepped here, my life was ruined I can't look back any more... "

The girl's tears are like the surging tide, her pale face is full of tears. She said to herself, not caring whether Lancang was listening or not. She just wanted to cry and say all the pain in her heart, even if there was no audience.

But Lancang listened to every word she said, and he drank the wine silently.

For the sake of family, for the sake of affection, I have to do things against my will. In every lonely night, secretly sad, tears.

"Do you know? Today is my birthday, my eighteenth birthday. Originally, my parents agreed to give me a special adult gift, but now, this adult gift is really special, and I will never forget this painful adult gift in my life... "

The girl drank all the wine in her hand, she suddenly burst into a crazy laugh, tears falling down her cheek.

Lancang sat in silence, and a sad wind suddenly blew in his heart.

Birthday, today is also Nie Jingjing's birthday, she asked before, on her birthday, he must give her a special gift.

He always remembered these, but when her birthday arrived, he could never find her again.

Lancang took out his wallet from his pocket. There lay a thick stack of 100 yuan bills. He took out more than half of them and handed them to the girl who was still crying.

"Take the money and buy a cake. Even if there is no blessing, you should be happy. The rest, study hard, see a doctor for mother. Don't come back to such a place. "

The girl stopped tears, she looked at Lancang Lengleng Leng, did not respond to what happened. How could this man give her so much money all at once? She held her hand tightly and did not extend it.

"I'm not a beggar. I don't need your alms. I just want to earn money by my own efforts to cure my mother."

The girl shakes her head and her eyes are firm. She looks like Nie Jingjing. No matter what difficulties she encountered, she would not bow down easily.

Lancang takes the girl's hand and puts the thick banknote in her palm. The girl wants to withdraw her hand, but Lancang is holding her tightly. She can't move.

"It's not charity, it's loan. I work in Fang's family. When you have money, remember to pay me back with interest."

"Why are you helping me?"The girl took the money and asked Lancang

"because you are very much like a person, today is also her birthday."

the girl suddenly realized that it was not because she was special, but because she was just like the woman in his memory. They were born on the same day, that's all

she sat down beside Lancang and asked the waiter to give her another glass of wine. Sometimes, alcohol is really a good thing. It can paralyze people's nerves and make people forget the pain in a short time

"did you lose her?"

the girl asked while drinking. She curiously looked at the silent man in front of her. He was so good-looking. She had never seen such a good-looking man in school, but his indifference made people dare not approach him

Lancang bowed his head and answered in a muffled voice

"I've never had her."

"is she the one you love?"

"no, she's the one I hate, but she's the one I want."

Yes, Lancang hated Nie Jingjing. His hatred was not as strong as it is now. He hated her leaving without saying goodbye and her betrayal. He hated her even more. Even if she left, he was still domineering and occupied the position in his heart

he tried to find her, but she seemed to evaporate from the world without any trace

he wants to find her and question her in front of her. Why do he treat him like this

he has never been attracted to any woman, she is the only one

it's just that he can't get her response. She left in such a sudden way. In her eyes? Is he really worthless

"love is deep, hate is deep, you hate her so much, because you still love her?"

the girl said carelessly. Lancang suddenly felt that this girl might not be as simple as he thought

"I once hated a man who said he would come back to me when I grew up. But you see, I'm so old now, but he broke his promise. I wait day and night until I'm down. "

"I began to hate him and curse him in every way I could think of. But at this time, my heart hurts more than anything else. Later, they told me that, on the surface, I hate that person, but in fact, I love him

"I once thought that as long as I was 8 years old, I would go to Lancang and ask him in person why he had forgotten his promise to me. But now, my home is gone, I carry all the burden and responsibility, what qualifications do I have to stand in front of him? "

"Sir, maybe this is love, with sweetness and sadness. I've put it down. I don't think about it any more. You can put it down too. Hatred will only make you more painful, won't it? "

Lancang suddenly embraces the girl around he