Chapter 856

After about an hour, the anger in Lancang's heart seemed to have been extinguished. He automatically relieved the appearance he had just kept, and recovered to the same appearance as before.

Without noticing the bleeding wound on his hand, Lancang dumps his body to the back and falls on the chair with great strength.

It's as if a giant of the times just fell down. Since then, the whole world has become very quiet again. The only thing that remains unchanged is that Lancang's anger to the extreme is still tilting in his heart like a continuous waterfall.

Before that, the blood left by Lancang is now trickling down to the desk. The sound of ticking sounds like a clock that is predicting the final result. Every drop is closer to the result.

Lancang's hands were flat on the armrests on both sides of the chair. His body looked very stiff and he sat in the chair in a very ordinary posture.

If all other unexpected factors are excluded, Lancang's gesture will not make others feel strange.

At this time, the clock on the wall opposite Lancang shows that it is noon now. As usual, he will choose to continue to finish his work in his office.

Lunch is not very important for Lancang, and it is even dispensable.

In his mind, lunch is just a matter of whether to eat or not, not a matter of importance.

Over the years, Lancang has formed a habit of not having lunch. However, even if he did not eat lunch from time to time, there was nothing wrong with his health.

Maybe some diseases are in the latent period, Lancang itself has no feeling for this, or does not have any experience.

But Lancang usually stops its work at about 3 p.m., and then goes to its office near the window to make a cup of coffee for a short rest.

Unconsciously, it was three o'clock in the afternoon. At this time, Lancang put down his work. He stood up and went to his office window, looking out at the bustling scenery.

For Lancang, since Nie Jingjing appeared, his life seems to have been disrupted. Although her previous life was not so wonderful, her appearance made him feel an extremely strong sense of discomfort.

"Why do you appear beside me, Nie Jingjing? Why?"

Lancang's heart sprouted a fierce desire to find Nie Jingjing, and then asked the answer he wanted to know.

However, Lancang is always reluctant to learn the result of the problem from Nie Jingjing like a suitor. He would rather hide the problem in the deepest part of his heart.

What I don't know is that at this moment, the blood stains on Lancang's hands have basically dried up. What you can see is that the blood on it has solidified into a ball, just like the sudden condensation of the river in autumn after entering the cold winter.

Suddenly, an idea sprouted in Lancang's mind that he had never dared to conceive before, that is, he began to try to love Nie Jingjing.

From the moment when this idea was first conceived in his mind, Lancang was reluctant to think about it any more.

"How can I have such an idea? I don't want to, but I still want to fulfill the idea in my heart."

However, the brain can't help but think of the dangerous thought before. The operation of this kind of thinking can't be stopped by Lancang's body, or even can't eliminate the process of continuous thinking.

"Can't, can't, that woman once hurt me so deeply, I absolutely can't think of her, can't miss her!"

Lancang stood quietly in front of his office window, and was engaged in an extremely fierce ideological struggle in his mind. This kind of struggle was just at the beginning, and only lasted less than an hour.

With the tangle of thoughts in his heart, Lancang even forgot to keep the habit of drinking coffee at 3 p.m. that he had formed all along.

"If I don't think about it, can my heart calm the incomparable anger?"

Just like the endless stream of traffic outside the window, the left and right vehicles make up the plain situation on the street.

This kind of situation will be staged every day on the way home from Lancang, but the "protagonists" of each time are not the same, or very different.

The madness of work, the disappointment of life and the confusion of the future make it difficult for Lancang to have a clear thinking line, so it has no accuracy for the choice that could have been easily decided.

Like being deeply embedded in the huge French window, Lancang's body has a subtle stiffness, which he does not know how long it will last.In his heart, Lancang seems to understand that once his mind develops in a clear direction, the situation will be better handled, at least a good relief can be achieved.

The most important thing in this matter is whether or not to cut off the thought of Nie Jingjing and everything related to her. However, this thought, to a large extent, is consistent with the goal Lancang wants to achieve.

If Lancang still has that kind of feeling linked to Nie Jingjing, it will not be forgiven by himself.

To be exact, Lancang was so angry that he could not make a quick and accurate judgment. Now it seems that even he, who rarely hesitates, is hard to make a choice.

It has to be said that anger makes people confused and trapped in endless dilemma.

This almost bizarre phenomenon is just because of the mood, which leads to a bad way of thinking. Often, this is not conducive to the party's way of thinking about things will brew a lot of shocking results.

Sometimes, the mind of the party is greatly tested, and the usual experience of judging things is gone at the moment. And sometimes, the mind of the parties will enter a state of stagnation, they will forget many points to think about.

"Is my mind still in a clear state, or is it just my illusion?"

Time is passing quietly.

"there is light ahead waiting for me to take a bath. I can't stay here."

Little by little, it's getting closer and closer, and then it seems to enter a level that can make you extremely optimistic.

"Me, have I ever been here, or have I ever been here, and I don't remember?"