Chapter 880

She rubbed her temples in pain, looking forward to getting off work early and going back to rest.

Finally after work, Nie Jingjing feels that she is going to the limit. The cramps from her lower abdomen make her face pale and transparent.

Nie Jingjing dragged a heavy step, difficult to go back to the rental house.

Nie Jingjing is tired of walking. Her feet are as weak as stepping on cotton. She leans against the wall for a rest. I don't know how she suddenly feels so uncomfortable. Her stomachache is so severe, she has no appetite, and she feels a little nauseous and chest tightness. Nie Jingjing suddenly thinks that menstruation is coming.

Nie Jingjing's dysmenorrhea was very serious when she came to the tide. Only once or twice did she feel a little lighter. So thinking of her present symptoms, she thought that her period might be coming.

Recently, many things bothered her, and she forgot these trivial things. She didn't remember the day at all. Nie Jingjing hundred fold fingers calculated the next day.

Suddenly, Nie Jingjing felt a string in her brain suddenly tense, raised her hand stiff in the air, her pale face was frightened, and her apricot eyes were staring, which was full of unbelievable eyes.

"How can it be? No, it can't be Nie Jingjing's lips, pink and moist, lost their color and turned blue. He repeated "impossible, impossible" in a confused tone, full of fear and helplessness.

Nie Jingjing ran down the wall and fell to the ground. She covered her face in pain with her hands and couldn't suppress her crying.

At the moment, she squatted helplessly in the alley, a white skirt wrapped in her slender body, and her long black hair fell like a waterfall behind her. She cried and cried, which made people want to hold her in their arms and comfort her.

Nie Jingjing's action attracted the attention of many passers-by, but no one came forward to ask and appease, because this is a slum and a busy city.

People living here are the bottom of the society, and their income is not high. They are worried about how to make money and live a better life every day. No one will waste their time on a weeping girl on the roadside.

What's more, a little girl living alone in such a place is suspicious.

Nie Jingjing cried for a while, sorted out her emotions, and slowly stood up. Her body pain had been completely occupied by fear. At this time, she was more worried about another thing than her pain.

She had just calculated the next day and found that her period had not come for nearly a month. She had not paid much attention to the work that she had been busy with before. Later, she was entangled by Lancang. She was tortured every day and was in a mess. She only wanted how to escape from his clutches, where there was time to pay attention to these things.

When Nie Jingjing calculated the day when she had a relationship with Lancang, her mind went blank with a "buzz".

According to the date of calculation, she had it the first time?

How is that possible?

It's too mysterious. One hit?

Nie Jingjing had a good memory, but her mind was blank. She had no impression of that night's memory, let alone whether Lancang had taken preventive measures.

Even worse, she forgot.

Nie Jingjing felt what was real despair at this moment.

"Perhaps not?" Nie Jingjing whispered to herself.

"Maybe it's just that I'm too tired, and I've been eating irregularly recently, so my period has been postponed. It's not like that before. Don't scare yourself first. '

" ha ha. Ha ha. "

Nie Jingjing comforts herself in her heart. She thinks that she has no power to giggle a few times. The smile is ugly and can't cover up the tension and worry in her apricot eyes.

Nie Jingjing now just want to know the answer, regardless of what dizziness, chest tightness and stomachache, she went to the nearest pharmacy.

Red face faltering for a long time, the last bit of teeth to buy a pregnancy test stick, a gust of wind seemed to leave the pharmacy.

The boss of the drugstore is a middle-aged woman. When she knows what she wants to buy, Nie Jingjing feels embarrassed by the contempt in her eyes.

Ashamed of all want to find a hole in the ground.

Nie Jingjing lowered her head. Her pale face was blushed because of shyness. She ran all the way home.

As soon as I got home, I rushed straight into the bathroom.

After reading the instructions very quickly, Nie Jingjing stares at the reaction on the pregnancy test stick tightly for fear of missing an important detail.

"One second, two seconds, one minute, two minutes" time slowly passed.

Nie Jingjing's delicate xuerun's small face is more and more nervous, almost wring together, Xiumei frowning, amber eyes staring at the place where the results are displayed.

In just a few minutes, Nie Jingjing felt as if she had been waiting for a reincarnation. Her nervous heart almost stopped, and she could see that there were tiny sweat granules on her forehead.

Suddenly, the display mouth slowly appeared two light red, gradually become more and more clear.

Nie Jingjing mentioned a breath, because of this sudden phenomenon, almost did not survive. After coughing for a few times, he tried to adjust his breathing, closed his eyes and opened them again. There were still two deep reds. He closed his eyes and rubbed them with his hands. When he opened them, there were still two smears of red.Nie Jingjing despair, the hand is weak to hang down, the small face of snow run faded blood color, become pale. Her eyes were empty, and her whole body seemed drained and lifeless.

Abdominal pain reminds her, where has quietly bred a small life, belongs to her life.

Nie Jingjing at this time in the heart of five mixed Chen, do not know how to do, very confused and helpless.

Knock it out?

However, this is a life after all. As soon as he came to the world, he had no chance to touch and feel the beauty of the world, and it was about to disappear. Nie Jingjing thought that she couldn't bear it.

But stay? She is a girl, or a student, her life is difficult to maintain, how can she take care of a child, and the father of the child is still that person.

This is the most unacceptable point for Nie Jingjing.

Nie Jingjing worked on the toilet for two hours. She felt a tingling pain in her leg before she came to her senses. She rubbed her numb leg and got used to it. Then she slowly stood up and went out of the bathroom.

The result of Nie Jingjing's thinking is to keep the children for the time being, because even if she wants to kill them, she has no money now, and she really hasn't figured out whether she really doesn't want the child. She can't bear to grow up in her abdomen, but she wants to kill him. Nie Jingjing feels a stab in her heart.

Her stomach is still cramped. After hesitation, Nie Jingjing picks up the bag and opens it. There is 500 yuan borrowed from Xiaomei in the morning. She gripes her teeth. Nie grabs the money in her hand and goes out of the door.

Now that I've decided to give it a good consideration, at least I have to go to the hospital to see the child's condition. If my lower abdomen is colic all the time, I don't know if the child has any problems. Because I have no experience, Nie Jingjing is a little worried.

It's already a little late. I'm afraid it's too late to take the bus. The doctor is off work, so Nie Jingjing takes a taxi to the hospital.

Because it's almost time to leave work, there are few people in the hospital, especially in the outpatient department.

Nie Jingjing went directly to the obstetrics and gynecology department after registration. She was the first to come to this place, so she was a little nervous and embarrassed.

In front of her, there is a couple waiting in line. The girl is a little fat because she is pregnant, and her stomach has been bulging half a ball. She lowers her head and talks happily with the man next to her. She looks very happy.