Chapter 485

"When Duan Jia was a driver, his wife was always very kind to your father. When he knew that his wife was arrested, your father wanted to turn himself in, but when he came to the door of the police station, he finally stopped because of fear.

After returning home, your father tossed and turned and couldn't sleep well every day. A few days later, the news of his wife's suicide came. From that moment, your father collapsed. He subverted his previous image, drinking, making trouble and gambling every day.

He clearly loves you in his heart, but he also hates you. He always said that if he didn't greedily hold you back, all this would not have happened. Sangsang, I know you blame your father for not loving you, but you will never understand your father's fear.

For more than ten years, your father hardly had a good sleep. If he didn't use alcohol to paralyze himself, he couldn't close his eyes at all. He once cried and told me that he might as well die. At first I thought he was just saying it, but later, he said it more and more frequently, so I knew he was not joking.

Sangsang, I have never regretted that I pushed your father downstairs. It is for this reason that I want your father to be really relieved. He is too tired. His heart can no longer load, he himself to their own pressure

Jiang Lihua looked back at the lonely grave: "now he should be able to sleep."

With that, she went to Duan jingnian and knelt down with a plop.

"Master jingnian, I'm sorry. We made you an orphan at a young age. Let you bear so many years of hatred, make you revenge the wrong person, really sorry. I owe too much to you and my family to pay. Tomorrow I will turn myself in. I hope all my sins will disappear with my turn in. In the future, you and Sang Sang must have a good and happy life. Sang Sang is a good child worthy of your love all your life. "

Gu sang closed his eyes and was wet with tears.

Jiang Lihua looks at Gu sang and tears flow down her face.

"I finally realized the feeling that your father can't sleep in a day. Sang Sang, after your father left, I have lived this kind of life for six years. Life is not like death."

Gu sang biting her lips, she knows Jiang Lihua's personality, seemingly weak, but actually stubborn.

If she has made up her mind, no matter how much she says, it is useless.

What's more, she always felt that turning herself in was the best choice for her mother.

My mother is right. Sleeplessness is not a good feeling. She knows all about it.

"There's only one last day left. I want to be alone with your father, OK?"

Jiang Lihua looked at Gu sang attentively, then said: "master jingnian, can you take Sang Sang and leave first? Don't worry, I won't run away. "

Duan jingnian didn't make a sound, but he pulled Gu sang away.

They walked a few steps, Jiang Lihua suddenly called her: "Sangsang."

Gu sang quickly looked back at her, she said with a smile: "I haven't heard you call my mother for a long time, can you call me again?"

Choking, Gu sang didn't make a sound.

Jiang Lihua's eyes were full of tears: "I know, you It's going to be fine. "

Duan jingnian takes Gu sang to leave.

Gu sang light way: "Mom, the mountain is cool, you want to go down the mountain early."

Jiang Lihua listened and nodded in tears: "well, good. Your grandfather is a good man. I thought he would scold me, but he didn't do anything. Your family is very good, Sang Sang. I'm very relieved to have them by your side. "

Gu sang shook his head: "Mom..."

"I used to be sorry for you. In the future, you don't need to see me again. Our mother and daughter's fate is up to today."

Duan jingnian frowned and always felt that something was wrong with her words.

It can be seen that Gu sang has already sobbed.

He first helped Gu sang to go down the mountain.

Jiang Lihua went back to the grave and sat down. She reached out and poured another glass of wine for Gu Qiwen.

"What's the matter? Is the wine here good? Drink more. I won't have a chance to drink any more, because No one will come here again. "

Jiang Lihua said. She took out a bag of medicine she had prepared in advance from her pocket. She held it in her hand and then opened it. She poured it into the mouth and drank it with her Erguotou in her hand.

"I believe what you said when you turned yourself in and came back to me. It's too cold in prison, and I don't want to live there alone. So I decided to come down to you with this sin. Lao Gu, when I pushed you downstairs, did it hurt? I'm sorry

Jiang Lihua said, slowly lying on the grave, reaching for the head of the grave, her head began to feel dizzy, and there was blood flowing from the corner of her mouth.

"Lao Gu, I'm still commemorating your kindness to me. In this life, our love between husband and wife is not perfect. In the next life, I'll marry you. At that time, we'll live a good life together, have a baby, and live a happy and sweet life, OK?

How about having a beautiful daughter? Just like the beautiful and sensible daughter of Sang Sang, when the time comes, the child will be our own, and we will no longer have to live in debt. What a wonderful life. "Jiang Lihua's eyes closed, and her mind flashed over the scene when she first saw Gu Qiwen in the factory yard 30 years ago.

That day, Gu Qiwen, wearing a military green Zhongshan suit, stood in the factory yard, waiting to pick up general manager Duan, who was then the factory director.

Jiang Lihua passed by him. He looked at her as if she had lost her soul.

I don't know. Is that love at first sight?

She still clearly remembers that the first sentence Gu Qiwen said to her was: "my name is Gu Qiwen. Can I get to know you?"

At that time, she was very young. She didn't dare to look at him with a red face. She only thought that this man was so reckless that he asked for a girl's name in the street. It was not reserved.

But she also knew in her heart that he liked the boy who was open and without reserve.

Her hand slowly slipped from the grave, lips with a smile, at the moment of her, really happy.

Duan jingnian and Gu sang sit in the car, from the red sun in the sky, until the sunset, there is no sign of Jiang Lihua.

Seeing the night slowly fall, Gu Sang was a little anxious: "why can't my mother come down?"

Duan jingnian was also vaguely worried. Just now, he always felt that something was wrong with Jiang Lihua, but he couldn't say it again.

"Jingnian, I don't think it's right. Let's go up and ask my mother to come down."

Gu sang opened the door and went out. Duan jingnian picked up her coat and went up the mountain. It was getting darker and darker. When they got back to the top of the mountain again, the night was completely down.

Gu sang saw Jiang Lihua lying on his father's grave by moonlight, and his heart beat faster in vain.

She slowly close, the footstep is more and more unsteady, fortunately have Duan jingnian beside firmly support her, just don't askew.

"Ma, Ma?" Gu sang called tentatively, but he didn't respond