Chapter 38：DIANA: I Don't Want to Let Him Go

"Are you ok?"

"Huh?" I turn around and look at the man behind the steering wheel before giving him a tired smile. "I'm feeling great. I just want a shower so bad."

"Why don't we take a stop at home and freshen up before you go back to your place?"

It's already nearing noon and I should really be going back to the villa at this hour. Although I've informed Lucio that I'm spending the night at a friend's place, I still have to restrain myself a little and show respect to the old man.

However, I really need a quick shower so bad and spending a little more time with Graysen is just too tempting to refuse. From yesterday afternoon up to late this morning, we only stayed at the beach just so we can make love the whole time. Now my skin is sticky and I fear that I stink already.

"Alright. Just a quick wash." I concede.

"We'll go grab you a change of clothes at the nearby shop first." Graysen shifts the gear and does as he says.

The place he brings us into is a penthouse at the top of the lucrative building. The building with a suspicious logo of D&G. This logo. Right! I remember now. Just who exactly is Graysen? Although it's my idea not to get to know each other's personal lives, I'm starting to get curious about him. What does D&G mean?

"While you're at the showers, I'll go make a quick lunch for us." He kisses my forehead and gently pushes me towards the bedroom door.

I grab his arm and stare at his eyes. "Lets just call for a delivery. Come shower with me."

Graysen smiles and kisses my mouth. One that takes so long to end and taking my breath away. After he finally ends the kiss, he pulls his phone and dial for a delivery. I go into the room he points me into and shed my clothes off.

The place has a perfect blend of masculine color in it. It's neat and expensive looking but it also lacks life. The entire penthouse also doesn't have enough things and decorations. Like Graysen is only there to sleep and nothing else. I have so many questions but I'll get to the bottom of this later on.

I step into the shower, set the perfect temperature of the water and shampoo my hair. Graysen's hands suddenly replace my own as he massages my scalp with the shampoo. I smile and lean back into his hard body, enjoying the feeling of being pampered. He soaps my body afterwards before I do the same to him when he's done with me.

We both dry ourselves up and get comfortable in the living room couch on our fluffy bathrobes when the doorbell rings. Graysen opens the door to take the deliveries before setting the food down the coffee table. We eat in a comfortable silence while Graysen feeds me food from his plate from time to time.

"Are you ok?" Graysen asks as I lay cozily under his arm on the couch.

"I'm more than ok that I don't want to leave." I whine contentedly while playing with the belt of his robe.

"Then stay here for a while." He brushes his thumb on my cheek as tenderly as he's staring at me.

"Graysen..." I want to ask him right now but something's stopping me so I swallow my questions and climb his lap instead. "Make love to me again."

He doesn't waste time to grant me my request and picks me up to carry me into the bedroom. Graysen pleasures me with hands and mouth, makes me come multiple times and claims my body twice. The more I get a taste of him, the more I get addicted to him. How the heck can I severe ties with him if I feel this way?

I'll be getting married soon but instead of getting rid of Graysen from my system, he's even dug himself deeper into me that I don't want to let go anymore. I don't want to let him go. Maybe I should ask Graysen for money to pay the Damari of my uncle's debt. So when I'm free at once, I can be with him without my guilt getting on the way. I can pay him little by little as I earn my own money in the future.