Tang Xiaoxiao was lying on the bed, eyes closed, pale and sweating.

She fell into the mire of nightmares again.

This time she dreamed about what had happened.

In the cramped and narrow carriage, the man with the smell of alcohol pressed her under his body.

She was in severe pain, but she couldn't see the man's face.

Then, the picture turns.

She was in the hospital again.

The nurse's voice rang out: "push! Come on, push! The child's head has come out! "

"No! The umbilical cord is around the child's neck! The child is not breathing! "

"I'm sorry, the child has died!"

The feeling of despair was like an invisible hand, which dragged her into the bottomless cliff. Her body continued to sink without end.

Until a low voice kept calling her name.

"Xiaoxiao! Xiaoxiao

Tang Xiaoxiao just woke up.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Shen Jue's worried face.

"What happened? What do you dream about? " Shen Jue asked.

Tang Xiaoxiao scared him just now.

I can't wake up.

The whole person cried and screamed in his sleep.

The sharp cry, like a kitten's paw, scratched his heart heavily.

"Han mo..." Looking at Shen Jue's dark, worried eyes, Tang Xiaoxiao couldn't help calling out his original name.

Shen Jue did not correct Tang Xiaoxiao's address.

Hold her in your arms and pat her shivering back.

"I'm here. Don't cry."

Tang Xiaoxiao's tears are constantly flowing, soaking Shen Jue's pajamas.

The warm tears, like a hot iron, made his heart ache.

"What did you dream of?" Shen Jue waited until Tang Xiaoxiao's breathing calmed down and asked again.

It's not that he deliberately wants to recall Tang Xiaoxiao's dark memories, but that he wants to know what's on his mind.

After all, every day has a thought and every night has a dream.

He wants to know what Tang Xiaoxiao is afraid of.

Listening to Shen Jue's gentle inquiry, Tang Xiaoxiao's trembling body almost instantly became stiff again.

She raised her face from Shen Jue's arms.

Misty tears, on the same pair of gentle eyes and the past.

She asked softly, "you still don't remember the past, do you?"

Shen Jue answered.

There was a flash of evil in my eyes.

CEN ye'er is a medical genius and an excellent pharmacist.

I'm afraid he never thought of the past in his life.

And Cen ye'er made him addicted to drugs.

"Do the things you dream about have anything to do with my past?" When Shen Jue finds Tang Xiaoxiao silent, he asks.

"No Tang Xiaoxiao grabbed Shen Jue's pajamas. "It's about my past."

The dirty past.

The hatred in Tang Xiaoxiao's eyes surged.

There is also embarrassment.

"Xiaoxiao, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I just want you to understand that no matter what happens, I'll be by your side. " Shen Jue detects the tension in Tang Xiaoxiao's voice.

"No, since you ask, I'll tell you." Tang Xiaoxiao looks up at Shen Jue.

She took a deep breath and said to Shen Jue, "Shen Jue, do you know? Why don't I care what Cen ye'er may have done to you? "

Tang Xiaoxiao's words are very obscure, but Shen Jue still understands Tang Xiaoxiao's meaning.

She is saying that Cen ye'er forces him to go to bed.

"Because I know you didn't volunteer, just like you used to treat me."

When Shen Jue heard Tang Xiaoxiao's words, she stroked Tang Xiaoxiao's slender hand and suddenly tightened it.

Tang Xiaoxiao looks at Shen Jue with good eyes.

Looking at Shen Jue's eyes, he first set off a fury, and then was replaced by heartache.

"When I was 18 years old, I was forced and gave birth to a stillbirth. I don't know who that man is until now. " Tang Xiaoxiao said.

She thought she would be embarrassed and miserable when she mentioned it again.

However, looking at Shen Jue in front of her, she found that those unbearable things had long passed.

At the same time, when she mentioned it again, a long-standing question arose in her heart.

She lived in Jinzhou.

Han Mo is also in Jinzhou.

It's very close to when she was forced.

Han Mo also doesn't know who the girl is.

She always wanted to find Zhang Zihe.Because she suspected that Zhang Zihe had sold her.

But later Zhang Zihe disappeared after kidnapping Zhou Jin and Shen Yuci.

In all these years, it hasn't appeared once.

Two years ago, she has been looking for the whereabouts of Zhang Zihe, but there is no news.

Now Han Mo's amnesia has become Shen Jue, and she can't ask him any more. And she couldn't ask.

Shen Jue looked down at the girl's eyes wet with tears.

He didn't dare to think that this kind of thing happened to her in her girlhood.

He asked in a low voice, "Xiao Xiao, did your nightmare have anything to do with that?"

Tang Xiaoxiao nodded.

Then she laughed.

He buried his face in Shen Jue's arms again.

"Don't be sad, Shen Jue. Those things are over. I'm happy to be with you now. " More happily, no matter he remembers or does not remember the past, he looked at her eyes, still did not change.

Shen Jue didn't speak any more. She lowered her head and kissed Tang Xiaoxiao's forehead.

……

The next morning.

Tang Xiaoxiao and Shen Jue go downstairs.

Sweet and LeLe are sitting in front of the table.

Tang Xiaoxiao surprised to go to the window, stretched his neck to look out.

"What are you looking at, mom?" she asked, biting the bread

"I'm looking to see if the sun is coming out to the West? Otherwise, how could the two little lazybones get up so early? " Tang Xiaoxiao said jokingly.

Sweet drum drum drum small face, cold hum a, "Mom, hate!"

And LeLe is no longer learning from Tian Tian this time.

She said to Tiantian in a childish voice: "sister, bad. Don't say mom hates it. "

Tiantian reaches for Lele's nose.

Lele was out of breath, breathing with her mouth open.

The big black eyes look at Tiantian wrongly.

See the sweet heart, bursts of soft.

"Silly Lele, I bully you, how can you not fight back!"

Tiantian released Lele's little nose and said helplessly.

Shen Jue sits beside Lele and holds her in her arms.

Looking at Lele's red nose, frowning at Tiantian.

Sweet whispered: "Dad, I didn't squeeze Lele's nose. Lele's skin is too tender. If you pinch it a little, it will be red. What can I do

"Since you know Lele's skin is very tender, why bully Lele?" Shen Jue said softly.

Sweet and bite bread, at the same time took up the milk cup to feed Lele to drink.