Making their first night special. Ever since I changed my ways, that became something close to a rule that I imposed on me and got extended to the girls themselves.
However, as always, rules could easily be broken and not everything would go according to the plan.
Saki and Hina were fine examples for it. The first time for both of them came rather abruptly.
The former followed me right after Hina and I got interrupted. My lustful desire for the girl failed to be quelled. One thing led to another and in the end, I embraced Saki the same way as to how I embraced my girls. Although we had previous interactions that could be called intimate despite only giving in to the circumstance, that day changed the way I see her. She became another important girl in my life.
The latter, as mentioned above, should be the first case had we not been interrupted. In the end, Hina had hit my head to the reality of the situation that the time and place could very well become secondary when it comes to one’s desire as well as to prove something the other party hadn’t been able to see.
Tonight. I was being extra careful to the silver-haired that would cling to me at any given chance. But ever since that little reminder I told her and the accidental confession, the mood between us changed slightly. Starting from the dinner and up to our walk outside, the number of times she jumped in my embrace in full enthusiasm lessened. But then, as soon as we returned, she reverted to the silver koala, assaulting me even when I was preparing tea for us.
With each moment heightening up my desire for the girl, we’re now in this situation.
We’re on a bed, fully naked. My erected cock rested on top of her sacred place while I stared down, lovingly watching her each and every reaction.
Her exposed chest that’s still slightly gleaming from the traces of my saliva and her sweat heaved up and down. Holding onto one of her hills to try and keep her steady only made it worse.
Truthfully, I was still deliberating whether to continue but with every second that passed, my mind was gradually getting clouded with the thought of taking her in and satisfying both of us.
Edel had her legs wrapped to my back, locked tight to stop me from retreating. Her arms were also doing the same earlier but I escaped from their lock to straighten my back, fixing our posture to what we had now.
I was now hunching forward, my elbows supporting me as I hovered my face a few centimeters above hers. Edel was just as lovely as I first saw her more than a month ago in that hidden room. Her foreign beauty that could very well be called exotic by some bedazzled me. And her elegance to stay graceful no matter the situation fully captured me.
Moments later, I held my erected shaft on my right. It’s already incredibly sensitive that just a slight touch from Edel would surely make it jump in joy. Steering it downward as I traced along her pretty slit, it eventually reached her moist entrance, drenching the tip in her love juices.
Upon reaching this point, it’s only a matter of pushing my hips forward to penetrate her. I could already feel myself being sucked inside, her depths pulsating excitedly, ready to welcome its first, and could very well be the only visitor for the days and years to come.
As she’s not clearly an innocent girl who was new to what comes next in this kind of situation, Edel, whose alluring figure lay comfortably beneath me, fixed her gaze on me, her eyes shining brightly with her mustered determination as well as affection.
Perhaps thinking that I was hesitating to go further, the silver-haired girl reached in for my cheek and voiced out encouragement as well as what was going on in her mind...
“Ruki… D-do you think I’m forcing myself to be here? No, right? This… clear your head and let me experience the best of you. If you’re worried about my trauma… Know that it hasn’t surfaced again after the day I told you about it. Being with you… has brought me a lot of joy. Even your confession… Uhm… also… Can you say it again? Say it while you… enter me.”
Edel’s warm touch that caressed my cheek was enough to wake me up and pull me out of my mind palace. Furthermore, her voice or rather, the content of what I just heard successfully spurred my whole mind and body into action.
My lips stretched into my best smile and I nodded at her. Copying what she did, I reached for Edel’s cheek and caressed it the same way she did mine before responding, “Mhm… Thank you for clearing my mind, Edel. You’re really a precious gem that I wanted to keep by my side for as long as I can.”
Even if I didn’t want to admit it, I was clearly overthinking again. Her trauma was hers, not mine. If she said it’s not acting up then who I was to judge that it would resurface? I’m not even a doctor specializing in it.
Edel already said everything that needed to be said. If I kept delaying here, my silver koala would just be disappointed in me. No. Not just her, everyone would be disappointed in what I’ve been turning into; an indecisive bastard.
I hated Ogawa’s guts but if I also became like that, I would surely not be able to forgive myself.
That’s why I better throw everything to the back of my head and focus solely on this precious girl.
“I love you, Edel.” Acceding to her request, I pooled my affection for her as I said that. At the same time as I opened my mouth to speak, Edel’s crossed legs tightened on my back along with the initial thrust of my hips.
At each word that I drop, my cock would plunge deeper into her depth. Her small hole was extremely narrow and clearly hadn’t been explored yet. If not for the experience under my belt, I might also have a hard time focusing the tip on where it should enter.
However, when the head finally lodged in, it’s already as good as done.
Edel’s silver hair was slightly disheveled and her expression had already warped from the pain accompanying my entrance. But the girl issued neither a moan nor a groan. She kept her eyes open fixed on me, even trying to straighten her expression to appreciate the three magic words.
But the moment I said her name, Edel’s hymen broke open and I squeezed into her narrow insides, lodging myself in her deepest part.
“Hhhng! R-ruki!”
Since the pain was coupled with a sensation previously unknown to her, Edel failed to hold back his voice as she grunted before shouting for my name.
Her arms even grasped upwards and searched for my shoulder. Upon finding it, she pulled me down into a tight embrace. She’s using my warmth and my presence to calm down what she’s feeling.
Below, her leg already collapsed to the side, twitching even because of the pain. But inside, I could clearly feel how her depths were trying to force me out by squeezing tighter.
Ignoring that sensation, I lifted my head slightly and caressed her cheek once more. Perhaps feeling the warmth of my hand, her eyes that were out of focus trained on me.
Without waiting for her to say anything, I put on my best smile again and repeated, “I love you, Edel.”