"Thank you, Feifei." Lin Siya said thanks, then lowered her head to pick up the rice in the bowl.
"Siya, you don't really love Mr. Gu, do you?" Yao Yafei saw that she was sad. She didn't seem to break the silence as she said. She asked, "I haven't seen you with President Qin these days. Are you really cheating?"
Yao Yafei is still a little unbelievable. She can see that Lin Siya's eyes are full of love when she looks at Gu Linfeng. She can also see that Gu Linfeng's eyes are only Lin Siya. She still can't believe that Lin Siya would be so stupid to give up such an excellent Gu Linfeng.
"What's the difference between loving and not loving? Maybe people like me don't deserve it at all. In fact, a person is also very good. Lin Feng and Qin muyao are not my dishes after all. " Lin Siya lowered her head to eat in silence, holding back her tears and whispering.
When Yao Yafei heard Lin Siya say this, she thought that Lin Siya still loved Gu Linfeng. Maybe because of her own cheating, she simply broke the relationship with Gu and Qin.
"Well, why are you suffering?" Yao Yafei sighed with a long sigh, "love is something that people who always have don't cherish. People who don't get it look forward to but have no results. Amorous is always heartless. Now I finally understand what it means."
Lin Siya is still silent. She doesn't know what to say. If she doesn't say it, maybe she won't be wrong.
"Siya, President Gu is about to get engaged." Yao Yafei thought about it and finally told Lin Siya the bad news.
But for Lin Siya, this news is just like a heavy bomb, blowing her heart into powder.
"What?" Lin Siya was absent-minded. As soon as her hand slipped, her rice bowl fell to the ground, making a crisp sound, and the white porcelain pieces splashed out.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lin Siya finds that the bowl has been broken by herself. She squats down to pick up the broken tiles with her hands.
"It's all right, be careful, I'll get the broom..." Yao Yafei quickly stopped, she didn't care about the bowl, she could see that the news just now made Lin Siya very sad, so that Lin Siya could not even hold the bowl stably, she also felt very remorse, she didn't think she should say the news without any bedding.
But it's too late. Lin Siya is too flustered. As soon as her slender fingers touch the porcelain pieces, her fingertips are cut out, and the bright red blood comes out from her fingers. In an instant, it flows down along her fingers into her palm, and then drops onto the white porcelain pieces on the ground. It's shocking.
Lin Siya seemed to be stunned, so she sat down on the ground, looking at her bleeding fingers, motionless.
"Oh, it's bleeding!" Yao Yafei can't take care of the broom any more. He quickly lifts Lin Siya up and sits on the sofa, then turns around to get the first aid kit.
"I'm sorry, Siya. I shouldn't have told you that I made you so sad." Yao Yafei carefully disinfected the wound for Lin Siya and apologized to her repeatedly.
"It's not your fault, Feifei. I'm not sad. I'm fine." Lin Siya raised her head hard to prevent tears from falling from her eyes, and tried to smile to Yao Yafei.
"Siya, don't try to be brave. I always treat you as my sister. You can cry if you want." Yao Yafei finally pasted a band aid for Lin Siya and said sincerely to her.
"Thank you, Feifei. I regard you as my own sister, too." Lin Siya is still strong to Yao Yafei smile, "I'm really not sad, really."
After apologizing, Lin Siya hurried back to her room. It's not that she didn't want to respond to Yao Yafei's kindness. She heard that Gu Linfeng was going to be engaged, and her chest was blocked, which made it hard for her to breathe.
This is her own choice. No wonder others can only hide and lick the wound.
Yao Yafei looks at the closed door. She shakes her head helplessly. She can only sigh. After Liu Xiasheng's incident, what she hates most is the cheating man. But seeing Lin Siya's haggard appearance, she knows that Lin Siya has a hard time, so she can't afford to hate it.
If Lin Siya knew that Gu Linfeng and Huo Meiqi's engagement was meant by two elders, Gu Linfeng was forced, she might feel better, Yao Yafei thought quietly.
But Yao Yafei chose to hide it. Since she had chosen to be unfaithful to Gu Linfeng, she should have to bear the consequences. Thinking of these two days when she saw Gu Linfeng's eyes getting deeper and deeper, Yao Yafei's heart was also a little uncomfortable unconsciously.
Although Lin Siya's condition is not good now, maybe it will be better after a long time. He glances at Lin Siya's closed door. Yao Yafei is in a dilemma and can only sigh deeply again.
At seven the next night, the night bar.
Lin Siya has already called Yao Yafei to tell him that he is going to have dinner with his friends today. He came to the bar alone in the evening.
She didn't ask Yao Yafei to come with her. She knew that Yao Yafei was tired of going to work during the day. It was hard for her to come back at night without cooking for herself. How could she let Yao Yafei get drunk with her in the bar? She was the only one who was unhappy all the time.
All kinds of bright and dark spotlights, accompanied by exciting and deafening music, are closely around Lin Siya. People who scream, laugh, twist their bodies and dance all kinds of dances are shuttling around her. At the moment, Lin Siya's heart is more peaceful than any other moment. Here, no one can see her sadness, no one can see through her helplessness, every time or anger or sadness, let her unconsciously come here, as if here let her feel able to escape everything“ What can I do for you, miss? " The bartender standing at the bar saw that Lin Siya was very beautiful and had a very good attitude“ A martini, thank you. " Lin Siya sat on the high chair outside the bar and said in a loud voice. It seems that she hasn't been here for many days. The bartender has been replaced“ Two In the noise, a woman in a red high waisted leather jacket and shorts sat down beside Lin Siya and called to the bartender“ Miss Gu“ Miss Lin? " They looked at each other at the same time and exclaimed. Lin Siya immediately became silent and even wanted to leave immediately. She doesn't know how Gu Linfeng told his family about the affair between them, but Gu Linfeng is about to get engaged to Huo Meiqi, and she is not important anymore. Breaking up is not the end they want to see most“ Don't leave. Anyway, you have nothing to do with my brother now. I can have a drink with you. " Gu Beibei saw that Lin Siya was going to leave. She quickly grabbed Lin Siya and said. Lin Siya heard Gu Beibei say so, she also stayed, at least he dare to stay here and drink with her, on behalf of himself and Gu Linfeng really nothing, think of this heart is still bleeding with pain, but his face has no expression. Two people have nothing to talk about. They both look depressed. You drink one cup and I drink another. Until the night is dark, both of them are drunk and confused.