Chapter 485

"Then don't distinguish! Can't we start over? " Gu Linfeng holds Lin Siya's hand: "let's overthrow everything and start over!"

"Good." Lin Siya stared at her hand wrapped with gauze: "then you bring my father back to life, let me go back to the time when I didn't know you at all, let me lose all that I have now!"

"No more!" Gu Linfeng covered Lin Siya's mouth: "Siya, don't say, your wound has not been cleaned for a day, I'll help you to re bandage the wound."

Whether she is willing or not, Lin Siya is not talking.

She quietly let Gu Linfeng help her clean the wound, and eat a bowl of rice in the process of chewing wax.

"I'm free for a whole week. We're not going anywhere. We're here." Gu Linfeng gently hugged Lin Siya: "I accompany you, just like before, take care of each other."

Maybe he was afraid of being rejected, so Gu Linfeng took the cleaning tools he just bought and began to clean the bedroom where Lin Siya was.

Sweep the floor and clean the windows.

He even took out a brand new sheet to stretch it.

"Siya, let me change the sheets for you." Gu Linfeng soft voice way: "before every five days you have to change our home sheets."

Lin Siya's expression was cold. She didn't nod or shake her head. Even her eyes didn't move away from the position she had been staring at.

"Well, I know you're coying with me again." Gu Linfeng put the sheet in his hand on the bed, he rolled up his sleeve: "I'll take you to the living room, you sit there first..."

"Don't touch me."

Gu Linfeng seems not to hear, his fingertips have touched Lin Siya's arm.

"I told you not to touch me again!"

"What do you want me to do?"

A roar, two people did not move.

Gu Linfeng fidgety grabbed a hair: "you are obedient, I endure."

"No Lin Siya stretched out her legs and lay flat: "do whatever you want. Please let me go when you're done."

"Lin Siya, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Well."

Gu Linfeng suddenly raised his hand, but the palms with distinct knuckles didn't fall.

Lin Siya has been staring at the void. At the moment, she has set her eyes on Gu Linfeng's ferocious face.

"Whatever you want." Lin Siya's words are clear: "finally, please let me go."

Gu Linfeng's hand clenched into a fist, full of angry fists smashed on the bedside of Lin Siya's face: "don't think about it."

"What I'm used to, and what I'm not used to." Lin Siya looked at him calmly: "I have tried all the faces and methods I can use."

"No use! It's no use what you say! " Gu Linfeng is vicious.

"Yes, I said nothing." Lin Siya looked away: "I thought the cordial talks could solve the disputes between us. It turns out that they can't at all."

"That's because you don't believe me!"

"I don't believe you, so what." Lin Siya closed her eyes: "I believe you, can we be together again?"

"No? As long as you believe me, why can't we be together again? " Gu Linfeng pinched Lin Siya's chin: "Lin Siya! Don't forget who's responsible for all this? "

"So I've been making up for it!" Lin Siya said: "if possible, I really hope I don't know you from the beginning..."

"Yes! I'm torturing you! But I Gu Linfeng is also a man! The woman I love so much did that to me! Can't I be angry? Can't I lose my mind? "

"You always emphasize these..." Lin Siya twisted her face: "you really don't have to remind me all the time... Because whenever I think of Gu Linfeng, I feel like I'm in hell..."

"I don't know how to explain it!" Gu Linfeng hugged Lin Siya: "but I really don't mean what you think!"

Lin Siya raised her hand to push him away.

"Blame myself for being so competitive! I blame myself for being too hard to face! Blame myself for not believing you absolutely! " Gu Linfeng said three absolute statements in a row.

Lin Siya's action.

"Siya, I am too immature." Gu Linfeng hugged the person in his arms: "what happened to you is the despair I have never experienced. In that case, I have no right to comment on the correctness of what you have done. "

All the words Yang Meishan said to him in the hospital are now in Gu Linfeng's mind.

"It's your solution to take revenge and choose to be in the lurking position of swallowing one's anger." Gu Linfeng's hoarse voice is in the nearest place of Lin Siya's ear: "what about me? If it was me, what would I do?"

"You and I have lived in an absolutely comfortable environment since childhood. A lot of things, including a lot of things, are taken for granted, which leads to the extreme way of thinking..."

At the moment, Gu Linfeng is experiencing a break and reconstruction of his heart“ But you are different from me. Your father's death has made you jump out of the constant limit ahead of time, and I'm slowly trying to get out of this psychological dilemma under your influence. "“ I don't understand... "Lin Siya shook her head blankly:" what do you want to say... "" you know, some time ago, there were more extreme ideas in my mind than kidnapping you. " Gu Linfeng deeply buried his face in Lin Siya's neck: "it's more terrible than kidnapping you..." Lin Siya's pupils were lax for a moment“ This is my immaturity. This is what I am used to. This is the reason why I love you so much, but my subconscious wants to direct myself to torture you... You want revenge... And I want revenge... ""... You. "“ Sorry, I said many times I believe you, but I still doubt you at the last moment. I'm sorry... I didn't give you a chance at the beginning... It's not your fault... It's me... I dragged the problem that could have been solved in advance to the present situation... "Gu Linfeng cried, and Lin Siya also seized a heart. It is not that he has never seen Gu Linfeng cry, but this time, it makes her panic most. Gu Linfeng at the moment, there is no smart drive shell, take off the strong him, fragile to think of a child who is afraid to go home after making a mistake“ Siya, if you have the opportunity to mature and get out of this limitation, can't you give me the same opportunity? " Gu Linfeng raised his head with red eyes: "can't you forgive me at least once..." "Gu Linfeng." The person called to bury his face in Lin Siya's arms again“ You love me“ Well, I love it“ Do I love you“ You must love me“ So... Why am I so embarrassed? "“ What are you worrying about? " Gu Linfeng is going crazy: "Siya, what are you tangled about? I've turned my heart out! "“ As you said, there's no way I don't love you. " Lin Siya also unconsciously said the truth: "that I am in the end tangled what, I really can't forgive you."