The sting gradually disappeared, leaving only the heat.
Maybe it's the medicine on the hand that works. Although it's hot, it doesn't burn people.
Gu Linfeng looks up at the ceiling, his mind is full of Lin Siya's shadow in the restaurant.
Even now the person in her mind is sleeping quietly on the bed behind him, but Gu Linfeng's eyes are still scenes after scenes.
Siya, what do you think.
You hate me, you blame me, you are afraid of me.
Or
We should have a good talk, but I don't know if it's still useful.
I can't blame others for hurting you.
Gu Linfeng turns his body and sits on both sides. His face is also on the edge of the bed.
At this angle, it's just Lin Siya's sleeping face.
It's not that you're afraid of me
Gu Linfeng's palms covered with ointment were empty in the air.
Was involved in the wound up tingling, now scratch in the heart, but almost no sense.
And Gu Linfeng repeated this kind of action which is close to self mutilation.
Maybe the blister broke, and the ointment began to ooze liquid.
Actually, I'm afraid of you.
This is a sudden insight.
The moment Lin Siya stood in front of him, he realized.
What I'm really afraid of is myself.
What am I afraid of
Gu Linfeng asked himself silently.
People in bed seemed to hear his question and frowned uneasily.
"Siya..." Gu Linfeng whispered: "in fact, you are awake."
People who close their eyes are not at all loose.
"It's sleep." Gu Linfeng said: "it's like you're dreaming and chatting with me in your dreams."
"Siya, I'm sorry." Gu Linfeng selfishly said: "Xiaoting said that unless I become the real Gu Linfeng, otherwise you will not forgive me. But now... I don't know how to be your Gu Linfeng. "
"You must still love me, don't you?" Gu Linfeng this moment put aside Xiaoting's advice, he wanted to say, want to say some headless, but must say the words: "you escape me, also because I killed Gu Linfeng in your heart, right?"
"I'm an executioner, I know." Gu Linfeng's eyes are empty, like an abandoned child: "but I am also Gu Linfeng, your Gu Linfeng, Gu Linfeng of Gu family, Gu Linfeng of Pengfei. I don't know which link had problems. It was so normal before. One gear goes on to the other and does not interfere with each other. "
"How did it suddenly become like this..." Gu Linfeng's voice began to break, and the sheets under his eyes also fainted a pool of water stains, and spread around: "Mingming has always been right... Mingming has no problem... Why did it suddenly become like this..."
"Siya... Siya..."
Speaking of the end, Gu Linfeng lost his voice.
The shaking of his body and the surging of his heart made his eyes blurred.
In the hazy, there are starlight like light spots flashed by. Gu Linfeng raised his hand, and the light spots slipped through his fingers.
Can't hold
What should I do if I can't grasp it
When Xiaoting pushes the door in, she sees Gu Linfeng sleeping by the bed.
She helped her forehead helplessly.
When doze more also can infect?
She walked over and patted Gu Linfeng on the shoulder: "go back to the room to sleep, this posture is also a pity that you can sleep."
Gu Linfeng opened his eyes vaguely.
Xiaoting sniffs: "what's the smell?"
Gu Linfeng stood up from the ground: "what."
"Don't you smell it?" Xiaoting's expression has changed: "bloody smell!"
Gu Linfeng also instantly awake, he and Xiaoting look at each other.
"Are you ok?" Xiaoting asked, squinting.
Gu Linfeng shook his head.
So their eyes immediately turned to Lin Siya.
"What did you do?" Xiaoting opened Lin Siya's quilt while asking questions.
Next second, shocking.
Lin Siya's hands and fingers curled up, folded flat on her abdomen, and her clothes were mottled with blood under her palms.
Xiaoting stops breathing. She turns over Lin Siya's hand.
In the palm is a neat row of nail marks.
The other hand, too, even had dry blood on its nails.
"Siya..." Gu Linfeng felt that he was completely out of sight, and his eyes were dark.
"Bai Zixu!" Xiaoting is completely out of control this time.
A few seconds ago, she reached for her nose.
In this exploration, she is like an ice cellar.
Xiaoting's reaction is like a knife, ruthlessly inserted into Gu Linfeng's heart.
Blood begins to flow out along the edge of the knife, slowly, and then accelerates sharply to the jet.
He was drained of blood and muscles. Lost sight, hearing, and all senses. Boom. Something collapsed. shake the universe. Bai Zixu is helping Gu Linfeng to prepare the ointment for the next day. When Xiaoting's shouts ring, Bai Zixu breaks a string in his head. Rushing into the room, he saw Gu Linfeng falling forward at the first sight“ Goo Bai Zixu quickly came forward to catch him. Turning around, he found that his wife was in tears. Bata. The second string in baizixu's head is broken“ Siya is not breathing... "Xiaoting hugs Lin Siya tightly:" Siya is not breathing! " Bata. The last string in baizixu's head broke. How did you spend that night. Gu Linfeng has no memory. At the moment of collapse, he had let himself fall into the mire of stench fermentation from head to foot. Open eyes and close eyes are dark, mouth and nose full of choking breath. But it doesn't matter. Adapting to the darkness, Gu Linfeng gradually saw the scene of a layer of black fog around him. Those familiar and unfamiliar faces are wearing ferocious smile. Laughter from far to near, low to shrill. There seems to be a thousand words in my ear, what are they saying. Gu Linfeng didn't hear a word clearly. After the noise, everything was quiet. A gust of wind was blowing in the dark, and the mud with the smell of putrefaction rippled lightly. Slowly, a figure emerged. The wind blew up his hair and opened the clothes on his chest. There was a hole in his chest, which had been blackened by mud. The position of the vacancy is not big or small, just the distance of a heart. When the wind stops, everything returns to the original. Originally floating in the mire, people seem to be pulled by a pair of hands stretching out from the depth of the mire. Slowly and peacefully sink into the mire again. Gu Linfeng didn't know how long he was buried. Suddenly opened his eyes that moment, eyes are still black. I thought it was a dream, but it was no different from waking up. No quagmire, no putrefaction. The darkness did not decrease, but grew stronger. Chest empty pain, ears sounded bursts of roar“ Gu Linfeng... Gu Linfeng... "Who... No matter who... Will never be her again