Gu Linfeng's eyes were deep, and he was not in a hurry to explain.
"Gu Linfeng, don't you know why it's like this?" Gu Yongxiang's chest fluctuated violently: "don't you feel terrible about what you are doing now?"
"Stop it Liang Zhuyin heard her husband's gasping, and Gu Beibei immediately turned to go out to find a doctor.
"Lin Feng..." Gu Yongxiang thumped his chest: "it's almost OK. Really, people can't do things too well. One day they will bite back on themselves!"
Gu Beibei came in with the doctor. After an examination, the doctor took off the stethoscope.
"I said, don't make the patient emotional. Why don't you listen to me?"
Liang Zhuyin nodded: "I will pay attention to it later."
"Mr. Gu's current situation can't have emotional fluctuation. We must control his emotion during conservative treatment!" The doctor took a look at Gu Linfeng, wrote a few strokes in the medical record book, and then turned around: "I'll come back later, let Mr. Gu rest first."
The doctor left, Gu Linfeng followed him.
"What can I do for you?" The doctor turned halfway.
"My dad, what's going on?" Gu Linfeng asked directly.
"You're his son. You don't know about him?" The doctor's tone was slightly ironic.
Gu Linfeng squinted: "what's the situation?"
The doctor some uncomfortable light cough a: "lung cancer early."
After Gu Linfeng did not return to the ward, he went directly back to the company.
Sitting in the office, Gu Linfeng's brain is still buzzing.
I've been talking about it all the time. I didn't expect it to come true.
Gu Linfeng supported his forehead and rubbed the temple with his thumb.
Gu Beibei hesitated after returning to the company and went to Gu Linfeng's office.
"Brother..." Gu Beibei's voice was low.
"When did dad stay in hospital?"
"More than a week ago." Gu Beibei sat cautiously opposite Gu Linfeng: "one day Dad went out for morning exercise, but he didn't come back when it was time. My mother and I were going out to look for someone, so we received a call from the security guard saying that Dad fainted on the path."
Gu Linfeng's hand on the table clenched.
"When they went to the hospital, the doctor said it was early lung cancer." Gu Beibei kneaded his nose: "it's only in the early stage, and it's possible to recover after treatment."
"If mom doesn't tell me, you won't tell me." Gu Linfeng put down his hand: "Gu Beibei, you are bold."
"I can't bear to tell you..." Gu Beibei murmured, "look at you now. I'm glad I didn't tell you then."
Gu Linfeng raised his hand: "go to work. I'll be alone later."
"Brother, dad is not angry with you." Gu Beibei bit the corner of his mouth and added: "he just loves you. He loves you more than anyone else."
"I know." Gu Linfeng leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes
After Gu Beibei leaves, Gu Linfeng asks Zhu to stop all the people who come to him.
He wants to be alone for a while.
At the moment, accompanied by Lin Siya to visit the two deceased people in the cemetery, Xiaoting also has some helplessness.
After receiving the cemetery in the morning, Lin Siya went straight to the adopted father's tomb.
No one has been here for a long time. There are several clusters of dry grass in front of the tombstone.
Lin Siya squatted down, holding the stem of the grass in her hand, trying to pull it out.
But the roots of this plant are usually deep, so Lin Siya did not pull them up.
"It won't pull out." Xiaoting bent down and handed her a folding knife: "dig out the roots and soil together."
Lin Siya took the knife and dug the soil bit by bit.
"Dad, I'm sorry." Lin Siya's fingers have been stained with earth color: "I'm sorry I haven't come to see you for so long."
"How are you doing?" Lin Siya put aside a small cluster of dry yellow implants and continued to dig: "is there anyone bullying you?"
Xiaoting squats beside Lin Siya, quietly does not disturb her.
"You are always kind and easy to believe what others say." Lin Siya's mobile phone with a knife mechanically pokes at the dry soil: "that's why so many people want to take advantage of you..."
"Fortunately, those people are gone now." Lin Siya's voice was cold: "it's not that evil is rewarded, but it's also the outcome I expected. You always say that people are doing things and the sky is watching. You always pay back what you owe. Yes, they did, and then... I did too... "
A little dizzy on the ground, Xiaoting looked up at the sky, half cloud shading.
Once again, another drop fell on the ground.
"Dad... I feel so bad..."
Drop after drop, at last, there is no rest.
"It's not what I want... I never thought there would be such an ending..." Lin Siya knelt down on her knees and said: "Dad... What can I do..."
Xiaoting hugs Lin Siya and taps her on the back. After that, there was silence. Lin Siya didn't say another word. She took out a handkerchief from her pocket, wiped the tombstone of her adoptive father from beginning to end, and then knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times“ Sister Xiaoting. "“ Well Xiaoting's eyes are sour“ It's time to go to grandma. " Xiaoting held her arm and lifted her up: "are you ok?"“ It's OK. " Lin Siya's fingers rubbed on the black-and-white photo of the tombstone: "Dad, I'm gone. I'll see you again. I'll come often. " Lin Siya's turn is very simple, even if the previous moment or suffocation of suffering, turn around, also with the slightest not to give up. Yang Meishan's tomb is also in this cemetery. Lin Siya is not fast and slow. Xiaoting observes her side face from time to time“ I'm not thinking about anything right now. " Lin Siya eyes staring at the front: "the brain is blank, so you should not see anything." Xiaoting chuckled: "Siya, do you think I am observing you all the time?" Lin Siya did not answer“ Everyone's affordability is limited. Although it can be enlarged, it is not endless after all. " Xiaoting said: "do you know what purification and self purification a psychologist relies on? It depends on endurance. Although we have the ability to make people unhappy, we try our best not to use it when we shouldn't. They are all normal people, and I want to live a more relaxed life, don't I? " Lin Siya stopped: "I am sensitive."“ I understand Xiaoting hugged her: "after all, no matter what the starting point is, I have done something to you that you may not be very willing to accept. So if I were you, maybe there would be a stronger reaction now. "“ Sister Xiaoting, I didn't blame you. " Lin Siya chin supported on Xiaoting's shoulder: "as you said, you and Zixu brother have no reason to harm me."