Lin Siya said a lot of things, many of which sounded like a cone in the public.
People only know her pain, but they didn't expect that there was such a struggle in it.
"Now I think of it, but I want to laugh at myself." Lin Siya looked at the person who had already stood at the door: "if I had put away these useless emotions, would you and I be more relaxed?"
Gu Linfeng stood at the door, not daring to step forward.
"That's all for today." Lin Siya turned to her father and said, "Dad, today I will live here first."
"Good." Long Weixiang has been in the mood of heartache.
"Brother."
Wu Jinghui stepped forward and stood by the bed.
Lin Siya leaned over and lowered her head.
Wu Jinghui held back his tears and put his hand on her head.
"Take dad and uncle Lin home first." Lin Siya rubbed in his brother's palm: "let him have a good rest, don't worry about me."
"Uncle and aunt." Lin Siya turned her eyes to the Gu family and his wife: "even if Gu Linfeng committed a heinous crime, you have nothing to do with you. Thank you..."
"Silly child..." Liang Zhuyin pressed his chest hard: "we want to thank you..."
Lin Siya smiles at Xia Tong, who finally cries.
"What are you crying for?" Lin Siya joked in a heavy atmosphere: "Shen Linyang, your wife cried."
Ye Xi has been standing at the end of the crowd, he deliberately avoided Lin Siya's eyes.
Lin Siya turns over and gets out of bed. She dodges Wu Jinghui's hand and walks step by step to Ye Xi.
Without making a sound, Lin Siya bowed deeply first.
"I'm sorry." Lin Siya bent down and said, "whether Gu Linfeng has said it or not, this is what I should say to you."
Ye Xi quickly raised his hand to help Lin Siya: "it's all over..."
"Some things can't be relieved in a few words." Lin Siya holds Ye Xi's hand: "even now you choose not to care because of Beibei, injury is injury, no one can escape."
Ye Xi took a look at Gu Linfeng, who was standing at the door like a still statue, and said, "I can't understand it either..."
"I owe you anyway." But please take good care of Beibei
Gu Beibei squatted on the ground, buried her face in her arms, and cried for a while. She came over and hugged Lin Siya from behind: "you owe him, I will pay all for you!"
Lin Siya pressed Gu Beihuan's hand on her waist: "you can't afford it... I almost owe him a life."
Considering Lin Siya's mood, Xiaoting temporarily persuades people to leave.
"Uncle, don't worry. Bai Zixu and I will be here all the time." Xiaoting said to the worried long Weixiang: "this is the place where Siya and Xiaogu once struggled. I want to create the atmosphere before, so that Siya can be completely relieved."
"There is no danger." Wu Jinghui said.
"The greatest danger has passed." Xiaoting bitter way: "in the case we did not imagine, Siya has forgiven Xiaogu."
Gu Yongxiang looked at the mother and daughter who were holding each other in tears. He said in a deep voice, "that's Lin Feng for you."
"Don't worry." Bai Zixu said: "after tonight, he is still your proud son!"
So tonight is the last watershed.
With the fear of not disappearing, the people left.
Xiaoting took a look at the closed door again and sighed silently.
"Water and food are in it." Bai Zixu embraces her and says, "I'm ready. Even if he stays in it for two or three days, it's OK."
"When are you kidding?"
"I'm joking because it's not the right time!" Bai Zixu said painfully, "your eyes are swollen."
In the room, Gu Linfeng sits at the foot of Lin Siya.
"Sit up." Lying on the bed, Lin Siya moved some places.
Gu Linfeng pulled the mat forward: "I'm sitting here."
"It was the same before." Lin Siya no longer insists. She opens her eyes and stares at the ceiling.
"You know."
"At that time, I didn't really fall asleep."
"Just don't want to see me."
"Just afraid to see you."
Gu Linfeng turned his head and saw only Lin Siya's chin and her towering nose.
"Will you forgive me?"
"Can I not forgive you?"
“……”
Lin Siya sat up and leaned on the head of the bed with her body propped up: "so this is the only question with the answer."
"I'm afraid."
"You want to say I'm the only one you're afraid of?"
"You don't believe it."
"I believe it."
Gu Linfeng looked down at his half bent knee.
"At that time, your mood, not you, so I can't feel it." Lin Siya said in a low voice: "but I always believe that your words and deeds are inevitable, you are evil or good, I have no qualification to judge, because I have long been the one who insists on standing in your camp." Lin Siya looked at Gu Linfeng who didn't look up all the time: "you know, I hate myself like this. I can't move my eyes away from you. I can't let myself stop loving you."
"I hate being bound, I hate not being free." Lin Siya also bent his legs, chin on his knee: "and I am bound by you, not only the heart and body, but also the mind. The more I hate you... But I love you more and more. Your hell is my execution ground, and none of us is better than half. " Tears fall, hit Gu Linfeng's thigh“ I don't want to do that anymore. " Lin Siya looked up and said, "you said you would never let me go when you die. How could I be willing to keep away from you when you die. People are such sentimental animals. They say that you are my hatred to the bone, but they hang you in a place that no one can touch. False... All false... "A line of tears flowed from the corner of Lin Siya's eyes and soon drowned in her hair:" we have written the ending of losing both sides. At least this time, I want to pursue the true feelings in my heart. I don't want to find a time for myself to have a good time. I don't want to remind myself of the things you've done thousands of times every day. I don't want to see you hurt again. I don't want to see your fragile appearance again... "Lin Siya crawled forward slowly on the bed, and then surrounded Gu Linfeng's trembling shoulder from the back“ You say, between you and me, who in the end loves deeply. " Gu Linfeng leaned back in Lin Siya's arms and cried. He didn't turn his head from beginning to end“ Gu Linfeng, I can't forgive you. " Lin Siya put her chin on Gu Linfeng's head: "it's you who made me the most disgusting Lin Siya. It's you who made me abandon my persistence regardless of everything. It's you who broke my bottom line again and again..."