166 Feelings of emptiness

"I brought the buns. They're still hot-" His soft words caught as his eyes took her in. His brows bunched as he strolled into the meager room and set the buns on the wobbly table. "I'm sorry, Kitten. I should have offered to help you out of that. It... it's a bit complicated, yes?" He cupped her cheeks, stroking his thumbs over them as if to stroke away the worry reflecting in the large aqua orbs staring up at him in dismay.

She nodded, a confused frown curving her lips. "It wouldn't be as bad... if I could remember how I got into it..." Her words trailed off as she lifted one arm and jiggled it enough to make the fabric stream around her.

He pulled her tightly against him, "I'm so sorry, Kitten." He ran his hand across her back in long comforting strokes. "Here let me give you a hand." He said still holding her close as he brushed her hair over one shoulder. He bent slightly over her shoulder while he worked the latches of the necklace. He let out a low grown when curious fingers slipped below the hem of his shirt, lifting it slightly as her hands flattened against the rippling muscles of his stomach. He cleared his throat as he lifted with the necklace in hand, "You're going to make this quite a hard task, if you keep this up." He said arching a brow and sending her a teasing smile. He set the necklace to the side with one hand and followed her hand up his shirt with the other. Removing her hand, he chuckled. "At least let me get you out of this contraption first." He brought it to his lips and kissed her knuckles before spinning her around and going back to the latches. "I have to admit, my skills of removing such extravagantly delicate fabrics are terribly out of practice." He admitted as he stumbled over the many fastenings.

She fidgeted with her hands as she waited for him to finish and the garment to release its tight hold on her. She bit her lip as she peered over her shoulder to watch as he worked.

"What is it, Kitten?" Arei asked, not taking his focus off the dress. When she didn't answer, he added. "I can feel your nervous energy." He glanced up to meet her eyes. "If there's something you'd like to talk about... a fragment of a memory that may have come back..."

Arei's hands stopped their movements as he looked up. When he realized he wouldn't be meeting her gaze, he stood and turned her back around to face him. "You could never irritate me, Kitten, and I would never leave you waiting for me while I was out drinking away my troubles." He ran the pad of his thumb across her cheek, tilting her face up to meet his. He expected her to nod, to smile, maybe even frown and complain; but what she did took him by surprise.

She pushed past his hold on her face and pressed up onto her tiptoes. Throwing her arms around his neck, she pulled his mouth down to hers. She didn't have long to wait, before he returned her kiss. She tightened her hold on him and lifted one bared knee tracing it along the muscled pillar of his thigh.

Arei let out a low groan as he ran his hand across her smooth bare thigh. He gripped it tighter as she breathed out a soft moan against his lips. He wrapped his other arm around her waist and lifted her into his arms. Without thinking, he turned and carried her over to the tiny bed, following her down as he lowered her to the mattress. He held her gaze, smiling down at her as he carefully tugged the delicate crest of fabric barely covering one breast out of the way. He watched her lips part in pleasure as he teased her taunt nipples with feather like brushes of his fingers. His grin widened when she let out a disappointed groan when he moved his hand away. He didn't give her time to protest as he replaced his fingers with the tip of his tongue. His eyes were trained on her as he teased the bud with light swirls and flicks of his tongue. He ran his free hand down the slender length of her torso and across the gentle swell of her hip, massaging it with his tight grip. He obliged her desire, taking her whole nipple into his mouth and sucking hard when she arched her breast upward against his lips. He didn't stop her or try to keep her hips anchored to the mattress as she brought them upward to meet his groin.

Jos shifted impatiently against the hard bulge of his pants as he slid his hand around to grip her ass tightly and sucked her nipple harder, biting it with light pressure. "Please!" She begged, feeling the build of need deep in her core.

Arei let out a husky moan as he released her breast and returned his mouth to hers. He untangled the material of the dress from around her legs and pushed it to the side, giving himself easier access to her body below. He watched hungrily as her head fell back in a moan when his finger slid inside her slick folds. He watched as she came undone, rocking her head to one side as pleasure rolled through her. He massaged her already pulsing bud as he shifted so that he could lower himself between her thighs. His head had barely made it there before her hands were tangled in his loose hair. He chuckled at her over-eagerness. He decided to draw out her torture a while longer by kissing the inside of each thigh, then placing a light kiss to the top of her mound, before sinking down and giving her what she wanted. He slid the finger that had been stroking her clit down, pressing into her core with shallow strokes as to not cause her pain. Her body bucked against him as he flicked his tongue over her tender flesh.

She tugged hard on his hair as the pleasure built and the desire for something other than his fingers and mouth grew inside her. "I... I... need you!" She murmured a on pant. "I'm... I'm going to..."

Arei's eyes focused on her as he moved his hand from her ass down to free his aching shaft, not taking his mouth off her. He grasped his ridged length in his palm and began stroking as he worked his tongue and thumb against her clit and folds in unison with the finger inside her.

Jos released his hair and curled forward as the first waves of her orgasm began to shatter her nerves. She buried her fingers tightly into the material of his shirt and fought impatiently to pull his mouth back to hers with the hope... the need... for him to stroke his length into her body instead of his hand.

Arei obliged her in part. He lifted back over her and sank the hand that had been inside her into her hair. He pulled her mouth hungrily against his own. But instead of sinking into her, he skillfully slid the head of his cock along her folds as he continued to stroke its long length.

Her hips met his every thrust, pressing his head and the metal bar there against her throbbing bud, but it wasn't enough. She whined as she moved her hand down to take him in hers. He released himself and let her take over, pressing the many piercings of his length into her folds as she held it against her.

He was on the brink of busting, when she suddenly shifted and pressed his cock downwards lining the head up with her entrance. Arei went rigid, freezing in place. "No, Kitten. We've talked about this." He watched as her passion-filled eyes narrowed and her brows rose. "Shit..." He sighed as he watched hurt and rejection replace desire. He set back further onto his knees and lowered his head to rest on her flat stomach. "We have to wait on my brother... he should be getting here any time now." He cleared his throat, trying to force his ragged voice into a sterner one. "We should be getting you dressed, not this... anyways."

Jos pulled a pillow across her chest as she sat up. Tears streamed down her cheeks. "Why do we have to wait for your brother, is he going to make love with me? Do you need him here to join or something?!" She bit out, at the end of her patience. "I may not remember much right now, but I do remember how sick and tired I am of constantly being rejected... and because of what? Some mysterious brother? What's the point? You either want me or you don't... Just make up your mind and stop torturing me like this!" She cried out. She could feel her body begin to shift. "You need to leave! NOW!" She bit out as she fought against her body's natural urges. She buried her face into the pillow as she gripped it tighter against her chest. When there was no shift in the bed, she yelled against the pillow. "Get out!"

Arei could only stare at her at first until she yelled out a final 'get out', then he finally shook the shock from his sex starved brain and leaned forward. He stroked his hand over her shoulder, "Kitten, look at me." He began but she only shrugged away from his touch. He moved his hand over to her face, hooking his finger below her chin. "Please, look at me." White eyes with narrow, horizontal slits met his when she finally lifted her gaze to his.

"I said, get out." She bit out between clenched teeth.

He shook his head. "No, you need to control this. You can do it, Kitten. You just need to relax and-"

She cut off his words as she pushed his hands away from her. "I can't control this... not as long as you're here." She growled in an almost animalistic way.

Arei shook his head again. "I'm not leaving you alone like this. Let's talk, alright?"

"Done talking-" She rolled her neck side to side as the pending shift cause bones along her vertebrae to pop and crack. "You won't say anything of use anyways."

"But I have! I've told you all it already!" He forced himself to calm. "You just don't remember; it was on the same night you lost your memories."

A loud crack sounded somewhere along her spine. "You expect me to believe that? That you told me everything after insisting we wait for this mysterious brother for so long, only for my memories to conveniently vanish the same night?!" She let out a pained groan. "Unlikely..." She snarled her lip up over a row of sharp teeth. "You need to leave. I can't hold it back much longer." She bit out through clenched razer-sharp teeth.