Chapter 809

When Qin Sheng was in Shanghai, he had combed the storm of the Qin family. He didn't dare to say which people and forces were involved. However, he may have combed the internal disputes of the Chang'an department more clearly than many people. After all, Qin Sheng has been in such a storm center many times, and he still has some experience.

As for the Song family, Qin Sheng also has his own consideration and plan. Even if his sister Qin Ran has any taboos, Qin Sheng will still try, but he didn't tell his sister his reason.

Qin ran didn't ask, and Qin Sheng didn't say much. He had made up his mind to see Master song first and test the attitude of the Song family. As for the result, it's not important. Liu Bei had to pay attention to Zhuge Liang. It would be unimaginable if such a big thing could be negotiated at once.

After Qin Sheng and Qin ran finished talking, Gongsun suddenly took Qin Sheng into his study alone and said that Lord Qin had left him a letter. As for what it was, he didn't know. Maybe he understood it after reading it.

This is not the first time Qin Sheng walked into the old man's study. The old man's study is no smaller than the living room. In addition to many books, there are more antiques and works of art collected everywhere. However, Qin Sheng disagrees with the old man's taste. No wonder his sister often mocks him, but his mind is not here.

Gongsun took out a letter from an interlayer of the bookcase. The envelope was yellow brown paper, which had been sealed to prevent being opened by outsiders. Gongsun slowly handed it to Qin Sheng.

When Qin Chang'an had an accident this morning, the joint investigation team searched the whole study and took away a large number of documents and related things. Fortunately, this letter was not found. Gongsun still has this ability.

"Young master, take your time. I'll go out first. If there's anything wrong, just call me. I'll wait at the door," Gongsun said respectfully. When Qin Chang'an had an accident, Gongsun seemed to have naturally regarded Qin Sheng as the head of the Qin family and treated Qin Sheng with an attitude towards Qin Chang'an. His loyalty to the Qin family was beyond doubt.

After Gongsun left, Qin Sheng didn't hurry to open the envelope. He subconsciously closed his eyes. Until this moment, he seemed to feel the pressure on the old man during this period. He didn't know how many nights the old man spent in his study or how many cigarettes he smoked to relieve the pressure. His sister said that the old man's hair was white. Although Qin Sheng didn't see it, But if you can imagine what it looks like, he must be a lot older.

I don't know how long it took Qin Sheng to open his eyes, walk slowly to the desk and slowly sit in the position where the old man used to sit. From today on, he began to play the role of the old man. All the responsibilities and pressures will be carried by him. I don't know whether he will satisfy or disappoint everyone.

Open the envelope and take out the letter paper. Although there are only a few pages, Qin Sheng feels extremely heavy. He doesn't know what the old man will say to him. What he certainly doesn't know is that this letter was written by Qin Chang'an overnight last night. Everything he wants to say to Qin Sheng is on the surface. This is a dialogue between father and son, which is the inheritance of two generations of a family, There are Qin Chang'an's guilt, expectation and worry about Qin Sheng, as well as the retreat arranged by Qin Chang'an for Qin Sheng.

Qin Sheng's most intuitive feeling when he opened the letter was that he was an old man

The handwriting is really beautiful, not inferior to him at all. It seems that the old Qin family has this tradition. Although I haven't seen the handwriting of my uncle and sister, it's definitely not bad.

At this time, Qin Sheng took a deep breath and finally began to seriously read the letter. He estimated that what was said in the letter was more than what the old man said to him. The communication between father and son was always the same. Even without those things before, even with their father and son's character, they would never get along like Qin Chang'an and Qin ran.

"Sorry, son."

These are the opening words. Qin Chang'an called Qin Sheng like this for the first time, which touched Qin Sheng's heart. Especially with the following sentence of sorry, Qin Sheng was at a loss. He didn't know what the old man was thinking when he wrote this letter?

"When you see this letter, I must have had an accident, because I feel that the right one has finally come, otherwise I won't write this letter, so please forgive me, who is a father, and I can't take care of your brothers and sisters in the future."

Qin Yi's eyes were full of pressure at that moment.

"Son, I'm sorry that you've been wronged over the years. Maybe you already know the accident of our Qin family more than 20 years ago. No matter what reason makes you leave for so many years, in the final analysis, it's my father's failure to protect you. This is one of my most guilty things. I'm sorry for you and your sister, not to mention your death for many years Mom, you've been separated for so many years because of me. I'm more sorry for your loss of maternal love. I know how painful it will be when you come back and learn that your mother has died for many years. I can understand that God has given you hope and disappointment. It's really cruel for you. If God gives me another chance, I won't become Qin Chang'an in the eyes of outsiders. I just want to be a qualified husband and father. I don't want to have any power and money. I just want to have a warm family. With your mother and you, my life is enough. "

"I know it's useless to say these things now, but I still want to say, because I really miss your mother and you these years. I don't know how many nights I think of you. When I think I'll never see you again in my life, I feel a little painful and sad, which makes me feel that I've really failed in my life. Fortunately, God is not so cruel, he said Send you to me again. When I get your news, you don't know how happy I am, just as I was when I saw you born. I'm happier than making 1.1 billion. "

"But son, with the current status and influence of our Qin family, it is doomed that you can't live like ordinary people, because we have too many lives that we can't help ourselves, and because we are related to the fate of too many people, you certainly don't understand why I don't have time to bring you back to the Qin family? Because I can't, because if I bring you back casually, it will only make you more dangerous, maybe I'll be heavy When I get you, I have to lose you again. I have to think about everything for you. This is a necessary responsibility for a father, so there will be the latter things. I can only observe you secretly, exercise you and hone you. I just hope to see what kind of person you are, so as to arrange your future road. "

"Son, I'm not a man who knows how to express his feelings, and I don't know what to say to you, but what I want you to know is that if there is only one man in the world who deeply loves you and your sister, it must be me. If there is only one woman, it must be your mother, because we are your parents, and we can give up everything for you."

When he saw this, Qin Sheng's eyes were red. He never thought that the old man would say such words in another way. Maybe he didn't know how to say it face to face, so he wrote such a letter to express his feelings.

"Well, I won't say more about these things. I think you can understand my feelings. Now tell me what you will face next. When you choose to enter Chang'an department, I already know your choice in life. You didn't escape all this and chose to face the storm calmly, because you are a man of the Qin family, because the Qin family has never been a coward. Now you are I may not be as good as you are now, but I have survived. What is impossible for you? So believe in yourself, everything is possible. Even if you fail, no one will blame you, and I won't. maybe it's just the fate of our Qin family. "

"Now, let me tell you what happened? What are the opponents and enemies of the Qin family? What kind of difficulties are we facing? And what situation may you encounter? I will only tell you this, but I won't tell you how to do it, because I don't know what to do, because no one told me how to do it. Anyway, if You can really get through this. I think your achievements in the future will never be lower than those of Qin Chang'an. What you have to believe is that setbacks and hardships will never defeat the Qin family. Only ourselves can defeat the Qin family. "

When he saw this, Qin Sheng had put away his emotions, adjusted his breathing, lowered his mood, and began to seriously look at the things behind. These are important. They are related to what he should do next and the future of the Qin family.

In a few minutes

Qin Sheng finally finished reading what the old man said, and finally fully understood the storm faced by the Qin family, but his heart was heavier than just now, because the situation was more serious than he thought. He seemed to think of what the old professor of Tsinghua said by the lake. It seemed that this was the real problem of the Qin family?

What should he do?

Anyway, Qin Sheng will not give up

By this time, Qin Sheng had seen the end of the letter.

"Son, I think you already know what to do. I won't say anything more, otherwise it will only make you more stressed. Finally, I just want to say one more thing, that is, no matter what happens, you should take good care of you and your sister. This is my only requirement for you, because I have lost you My mother, I don't want to lose you again, or I really don't know how to face her after I die. After all, I owe her enough, and I can't finish it for several lifetimes... "

After reading this sentence, Qin Sheng felt more deeply. He thought the old man had finished what he should say, but he didn't expect to say the last sentence. After reading this sentence, Qin Sheng burst into tears.

Because this sentence is: son, how I want to hear your cry, Dad.

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