Qin Sheng is not a ruthless scum man. He just buries the pain in his heart and bears it silently. He won't let the outside world guess his emotions. Besides, after making a choice, Qin Sheng has to move forward without hesitation and show that there is nothing. He knows how others will evaluate him, This must also include the relatives around him, but he won't care what they say, because he knows what he's doing.

Qin Sheng believes that the Song family and others must know about him and Lin su. If he doesn't act decisively this time, what will the Song family think of him? How do you promise song Ruyu to marry him? After all, the Song family is opposed internally. If he hesitates to be long-term with children and women, someone in the Song family will stand up to oppose it, and the gains will not be worth the losses at that time.

Secondly, song Ruyu must have known it, but she didn't mention it, but it doesn't mean she has no opinion, because she is a smart woman and knows what will happen when she mentioned it. Song Ruyu's attitude of Qin Sheng is the most important regardless of whether she only looked at it before or after.

That's why Qin Sheng did it.

Although Qin Sheng broke up with Lin Su, he didn't withdraw the people who protect Lin su. Those were arranged by Bao fan. If Qin Sheng wants to know, he can know Lin Su's recent state. When he left, he told Bao fan to protect Lin Su's safety and ensure that she won't have any accidents, let alone bully her, Unless Qin Sheng may interfere with such things, Qin Sheng doesn't want to know about other things.

Because I know, so what?

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Since Qin Sheng left that day, Lin Su felt that her world had collapsed. Qin Sheng's departure also took away her soul. He knew what Qin Sheng was going through. All the pressure and responsibilities were about to crush him. She was distressed every time she saw Qin Sheng. Because Qin Sheng was really tired, Lin Su didn't blame Qin Sheng, really didn't blame Qin Sheng.

She just felt some regret. It's really a pity. She thought they could go to the end and walk for a lifetime. She imagined the scene of their marriage and secretly tried the wedding dress with her best friend. All her best friends said that she looked really beautiful in the wedding dress. She secretly took photos and wanted to send them to Qin Sheng, but she finally held back, because she wanted to leave the most beautiful moment at the end and give Qin Sheng a big surprise.

She also planned where they would go for their honeymoon. She wanted to go to Palau or Tahiti. However, if Qin Sheng wanted to go, she could also give up and accompany Qin Sheng to the place she wanted to go, because when she liked a man, all her habits, principles and so on could think that the man would change. This was Lin Su, who could not like a person all her life, But like is a lifetime.

But she knew that Qin Sheng would give up first, because Qin Sheng would follow her in everything. Every time she thought of these, Lin Su would laugh. It seemed that whenever they had differences at dinner, Qin Sheng would follow her.

Lin Su also thought that if one day they had children, she could give up all her career, go home to teach her husband and children, be a good wife and mother, and be a daughter-in-law who can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen. Anyway, their family is not short of money. She must take good care of Qin Sheng and their children, because she knows that Qin Sheng may be very busy.

Therefore, when she knew she was pregnant that day, Lin Su was really happy. She wanted to tell Qin Sheng the good news at the first time and tell him you were going to be a father. He believed that Qin Sheng would also be very happy. But she hesitated again, because she knew that the child might not come at the right time, because the Qin family was really hard at this time. Qin Sheng would be worried about her if she knew. She didn't want to distract Qin Sheng, so she secretly thought about killing the child, but in the end, the idea flashed away, because it was the crystallization of their love, and she was really reluctant to give up, I also know that Qin Sheng must be reluctant.

So she thought she would tell Qin Sheng after a while. When things in the Qin family turn around, or when things in the Qin family are completely over, or when Qin Sheng is no longer so busy, she would tell Qin Sheng that she has expected Qin Sheng to know what reaction it was at that moment.

Unfortunately, unfortunately

Unfortunately, I don't need it now, but I won't do it again.

However, Lin Su has decided that she will secretly give birth to the child. She will raise the child alone. She will not tell Qin Sheng or threaten Qin Sheng with her child. She just wants to leave the child. When the Lin family's affairs are almost over, and when her stomach is too big to hide, she will go to the United States to have a baby.

Why?

Because Lin Su knew that she would never meet someone like Qin Sheng again, and she would never like others again.

These two days, Lin Su is very tired. If the company is not too busy, Lin Su just stays alone. She doesn't want others to find out what's wrong with her. She really needs time to alleviate these. She's afraid she can't carry it and she's afraid of her complete collapse.

However, the company's business is too busy. Lin Su can only carry her tired body to work, so that she was distracted during several meetings or chatting with customers. Everyone also found that her spirit is really too poor, and thought she was ill.

At the same time, Lin Su has to tell herself that she must be strong, not for anyone, even for the children.

Xue Qingyan came here today because she was working nearby and close to Lin Su's company. After all, she promised Qin Sheng to take care of Lin su. Lin Su was not at ease. The most important thing is that she knew Lin Su was pregnant, because she was the one who accompanied Lin Su to the hospital that day. Lin Su just told her not to tell Qin Sheng first and tell Qin Sheng later.

Xue Qingyan didn't say hello to Lin su. Later, she was close to Lin Su and often came to Lin Su's company. She was already familiar with the road and went directly to the company. Even the front desk didn't stop her and let her go directly.

However, at the door of Lin Su's office, Lin Su's secretary suddenly stopped Xue Qingyan and whispered, "sister Xue, there's something wrong with President Lin these two days. I don't know what's the matter? Do you know?"

Xue Qingyan was surprised and said, "what's wrong? Sick or?"

"We don't know. Looking at the way she's out of her mind, she's often in a daze and distracted, and her face is particularly ugly. We let her rest, she doesn't rest, let her go to the hospital for examination, and she doesn't go. You can persuade her in a hurry," the Secretary frowned and explained.

Xue Qingyan frowned slightly after listening, nodded and agreed, and then entered the office.

In the office, Lin Su sat on the sofa and looked at the scenery outside the window in a daze. She didn't know what she was thinking. Even Xue Qingyan didn't know when she came in.

When Xue Qingyan approached Lin Su, she found something wrong. After observing for a long time, she asked, "Su Su, what are you thinking?"

Lin Su was startled when she heard the voice from behind. Then she regained her consciousness. When she found Xue Qingyan coming, she subconsciously smiled and said, "sister Qingyan, why are you here?"

Xue Qingyan casually explained, "I'm working nearby. I'm just bored. I said to come and see you. I haven't seen you for a few days. Are you okay?"

After that, Xue Qingyan picked up the things in her hand and motioned, "these are all tonics for you. You are not alone now. You should pay attention to your health."

Xue Qingyan first knew about this. It is estimated that only she knows now. She almost slipped her tongue when she went to Beijing last time, but fortunately she finally held back, otherwise Lin Su must blame her.

To tell the truth, Xue Qingyan was both happy and envious when she knew it, because Qin Sheng was Lin Su's genuine girlfriend. She was naturally happy, but her unclear relationship with Qin Sheng made her envy Lin Su, because she liked Qin Sheng silently and believed that Qin Sheng knew it.

"Sister Qingyan, thank you," Lin Su chuckled.

After sitting down, Xue Qingyan asked, "your secretary said that you are in a bad state recently. Your face is also a little ugly. What's the matter?"

"Not much. Maybe she's a little tired recently," Lin Su said with a bitter smile. She didn't want to tell anyone about her breakup with Qin Sheng, let alone Xue Qingyan, because Xue Qingyan will find Qin Sheng when she knows. Qin Sheng will also know about her pregnancy, and there will be more trouble next.

She doesn't want Qin Sheng to worry, nor does she want Qin Sheng to tangle, let alone ask Qin Sheng to retreat.

Xue Qingyan was unconvinced. "It's really all right? It can't be a quarrel with Qin Sheng? If so, tell me and I'll teach him a lesson."

"Sister, really not. I'm just a little tired," Lin Su hurriedly replied.

Xue Qingyan felt that something was wrong and said, "what's the matter with you? Are you sick? If you're really sick, you must go to the hospital for examination. You know that you have a baby now, so you should pay more attention."

"Sister, I know," Lin Su said.

Xue Qingyan said again, "if you are tired, you should also rest. Don't work so hard. Think about your children."

"OK, sister, I'll get off work now." Lin Su couldn't cry and laugh properly.

After confirming that Lin Su was all right, Xue Qingyan was a little relieved. Then she asked, "I'm not going to tell him yet. When do you want to hide it?"

Lin Su shook his head and said, "wait a minute. Don't worry. Wait until he's not so busy, or he'll toss back and forth again."

"Well, since you say so, I won't say much. It seems that I'll go to the examination in two days. I'll go with you then." Xue Qingyan asked when she thought of it.

Lin Su politely refused, "sister, no, I'll just go myself."

"I can't. I have to go with you. I promised Qin Sheng to take good care of you. I'm not at ease alone," Xue Qingyan said firmly.

Lin Su had no choice but to promise.

They kept chatting until Xue Qingyan felt Lin Su was really tired. She was ready to take Lin Su to dinner. However, Lin Su said she was really tired and was ready to go home for a rest. Xue Qingyan didn't insist. Finally, she left by herself.

After Xue Qingyan left, Lin Su stood in front of the French window again. She touched her stomach and looked out at the dim lights outside the window. Finally, she silently left tears.

Because she knows that no matter how big and lively the city is, no matter how bright the lights are, no light is on for her, and no one is waiting for her to go home.

Qin Sheng, I miss you, you know?