Manpower will eventually run out.
The wheel of history rolls forward, and no one can be a mantis. Since Qin Sheng can't change any results, he can only accept it calmly.
Now Qin Sheng is not to escape, but to stay away from these useless disturbances, and try not to let external voices interfere with himself, so as not to affect his state of mind.
That night, Qin Sheng took Qing'er to Xi'an. What Qing'er always wanted to go to was Xi'an. Qin Sheng also had to go back to Xi'an, which was a coincidence.
It's very late after arriving in Xi'an, because Qin Sheng can't go back to Lin's house with Qing'er this time. Even if Uncle Lin and Aunt Wang have no opinion on Qing'er, Qing'er will feel embarrassed after all. Qing'er doesn't care about the positions that others want.
I booked a hotel in Qujiang casually and took Qing'er to find a barbecue shop nearby in the evening. Although it is winter, the business is still booming. This is a chain store in Xi'an, and the business is as usual.
Qing'er's temperament is not to eat human fireworks, but here is the real human fireworks, so she naturally stands out from the crowd and has attracted much attention.
So Qing'er goes out with a hat and mask. She doesn't want to bring too much attention to Qin Sheng because of herself. After all, Qin Sheng shouldn't become any focus at this time.
Qing'er also lowered her hat during dinner. She just chatted with Qin Shengchang and sat in the corner, so no one noticed her.
When I was in Shanghai, Qing'er was always very taboo, but this time it seemed that she didn't care about it at all. She was a little unscrupulous and ate until she supported, but her eyes were full of satisfaction and happiness.
After dinner, Qin Sheng took Qing'er for a walk in Nanhu Park, because the hotel was on the edge of Nanhu Park. Qin Sheng told Qing'er the story of him and Suqin, as well as the current situation of Suqin.
Qing'er doesn't have any jealousy. She just envies Su Qin and loves Su Qin more.
Nature makes people.
Qing'er prayed that Su Qin would wake up as soon as possible. More importantly, she thought that if Qin Sheng and Su Qin went on as usual, there might be nothing wrong with her, or Lin Su and song Ruyu wouldn't appear.
Qing'er just took Qin Sheng's arm and listened to Qin Sheng talk about those past events, especially the interesting things in high school and college. Sometimes she couldn't close her mouth with laughter and sometimes she was worried about Qin Sheng.
The night view of Nanhu Park is very beautiful. After all, it is a rich area in Xi'an. Even Qing'er feels very beautiful when he is used to seeing the lights and wine in greater Shanghai.
After a tour of Nanhu Park, they went back to the hotel to have a rest.
After waking up in the morning, Qin Sheng took Qing'er out for a stroll. First, he took him to eat the authentic Xi'an breakfast, fried fried fried fried dough sticks, bean curd brain and spicy soup. Qing'er seems to like Xi'an cuisine very much and doesn't reject it at all.
After breakfast, he took her to the city wall, and then went to the Beilin Museum and Shaanxi History Museum. If the terracotta warriors and horses were not a little far away, Qin Sheng would certainly take Qing'er there.
At noon, after having lunch in an authentic Shaanxi restaurant in Shuyuanmen, Qin Sheng asked Chang Baji to send Qing'er back to the hotel for a rest. In the afternoon, he would take Qing'er to the high school he had read before, which Qing'er specially asked.
Suqin is still in the First Affiliated Hospital of Jiaotong University and cannot be discharged from the hospital for a short time. Although other injuries have recovered well during this period, the heavy damage to the brain still hasn't improved. Suqin's parents, relatives and friends will come to the hospital in turn. In addition, they also hired two professional nursing workers. After all, the Su family is not poor in money.
Today, when Qin Sheng appeared at the door of the ward, Su Qin's father Su Yongxian was chatting with two friends who came to visit Su Qin. They were both Su Yongxian's business partners. Although they didn't want to be disturbed by Su Qin, these friends still cared about him. Who made the family * * such a big change.
Su Yongxian was stunned for a moment when he saw Qin Sheng. First, Qin Sheng left Xi'an for a few days. Why did he come back again? Besides, there's no news from Su Qin. If there's anything, he'll call Qin Sheng.
Secondly, he already knows about Qin Chang'an. Now the Qin family is on the crest of the wind and waves, and Qin Sheng should not appear here.
Just when Su Yongxian was stunned, the two business friends got up and left with a wink. When they left, they greeted Qin Sheng with a smile and a nod, but they didn't know Qin Sheng's identity background or the previous relationship between Qin Sheng and Su Qin.
After the guests left, Su Yongxian asked, "Why are you back?"
"Uncle, do you want to ask me how I ran back to Xi'an at this time?" Of course, Qin Sheng knows the implication of Su Yongxian's words.
Su Yongxian smiled awkwardly and said nothing, but the meaning was already obvious.
Qin Sheng continued, "come out to avoid the wind. There's something wrong with returning to Xi'an. Come and see her, uncle. Are you all right these days?"
Su Yongxian sighed. "Everything has recovered very well. Everything is the same."
They have said what they should say before, and they don't want to speak again.
Or maybe after a long time, no matter how painful things have been used to or numb. Su Yongxian's state is much better than before. As long as he doesn't deliberately uncover that scar, he won't be so sad.
"Uncle, have a rest and I'll accompany her," Qin Sheng said faintly.
Su Yongxian didn't refuse, nodded and left the ward.
Qin Sheng returned to the familiar environment again. He gently held Su Qin's hand and quietly accompanied her. He didn't say what happened during this period. He didn't want Su Qin to worry about him. Occasionally, he thought of only the good memories of the past. Maybe talking about these things can wake up Su Qin in his deep sleep.
He spent two hours with Su Qin in the ward. When Su Yongxian came back with his wife, Qin Sheng left.
Suqin's mother is very emotional. She holds Qin Sheng's arm and keeps thanking him, which makes Qin Sheng feel a little embarrassed.
Maybe what Qin Sheng thinks is different from what they think. Qin Sheng is more guilty to Su Qin, but Su Yongxian and his wife feel that Qin Sheng's ex boyfriend has tried his best to do what he can and should do. Not everyone can be like Qin Sheng. The only regret is that the two children didn't come together.
After coming out of the hospital, Qin Sheng took Qing'er to the former high school No. 1 high tech middle school, which is one of the best high schools in Xi'an. Not to mention the family background of the Lin family at that time, it was only easy for Qin Sheng to enter here.
Their high school classmates are doing well now. No matter what they do, they are excellent young people at their age, but Qin Sheng is an alternative.
Qin Sheng didn't contact anyone except Hao Lei and his close friends in those years. It's not that Qin Sheng despised them, but that he was cold and thin by nature.
The school is still that school. In addition to adding several more modern buildings, there has not been much change, but people are no longer the people they used to be. They will have different new faces every year.
This reminds Qin Sheng of many past events.
It's a day when flowers bloom again. No one is young again.
Eighteen year old Qin Sheng thought about the future countless times, but he never thought it would be like this today. In his thirties, Qin Sheng was unwilling to think about what it would be like in the future.
Qing'er is very interested in Qin Sheng's previous life. He keeps asking questions. He seems to know Qin Sheng's previous life, just like accompanying Qin Sheng through those years.
Qin Sheng doesn't mind that Qing'er knows that there seems to be nothing he can give Qing'er except those worldly things, so this trip should be to make up for Qing'er.
In the evening, Qing'er said she wasn't hungry. Qin Sheng asked her to go back to the hotel first, and he went back to the Lin family.
Qin Sheng called Uncle Lin and Aunt Wang on his way back, so they were all waiting at home. When they saw Qin Sheng, they didn't ask Qin Sheng how he came back. They just comforted Qin Sheng. Of course, it was about Qin Chang'an.
Qin Sheng said he would go back to Xi'an on the way and leave at noon tomorrow. Then he told uncle Lin and Aunt Wang to go to Beijing ahead of time when they got married next month. Qin Sheng had a plan in mind that since his biological parents were not there at that time, he would let uncle Lin and Aunt Wang be elders when they got married. He asked his aunt and uncle for advice on this matter, and they agreed.
Anyway, Lin Xi and Wang Li are the most suitable candidates.
When she returned to the hotel, Qing'er had fallen asleep. It was too tired to stroll all day today. Qin Sheng didn't disturb her and made do with it on the sofa outside all night.
Qing'er got up in the morning and found Qin Sheng asleep outside. She was distressed and embarrassed, but Qin Sheng didn't say anything and asked her not to think about it.
Then he took Qing'er out with him. Today he will take Qing'er to worship his grandfather. This is Qin Sheng's habit every time he returns to Xi'an. There are few people to see him when the old man is buried there. It seems that he has been lonely all his life and still remains so when he dies.
Whether Qin Changan or later Qin Changxing and Zhao Anzhi came back, they came to worship the old man only a handful of times. The old man's family affection was weak before his death, and their relationship with the old man was not so close. Maybe there are more grievances.
As for Qin ran, he has too many memories of the old man since he was a child. He has always been close to his grandmother, especially.
So Qin Sheng has seen the old man the most times. Who makes him closest to the old man.
There was not much to say during the worship. Qin Sheng introduced Qing'er's identity, said something about the old man, and then left.
The barren mountains are covered with loess. Who knows the merits and demerits?
When he left Zhongnan mountain, Qin Sheng naturally took Qing'er back to his hometown. It should be regarded as a real hometown. He has too many memories, but he seems to have nothing.
Still the same, more and more dilapidated, just like those memories in Qin Sheng's heart, gradually submerged by new memories.
Qin Sheng had no emotion. He knew that the companions in the village would occasionally come to clean up, but how many people came from the heart?
It was already evening when they left Xi'an. Their next stop was Chengdu, which was the * * of Qin Sheng's first long trip and the return of Qin Sheng's last long trip.
Qin Sheng seems to be taking his own life path again.
Wave goodbye to your past and make peace with yourself.
Like, that's it.