"Dad I wish I could I really want to sleep... "

Small gray charcoal gently side of the face a turn, looking at the leaf dust, even in the rendering of the Hongxia. Still can see a trace of pale face, bean big sweat congealed on the head unconsciously, along the hair between the slow flow, dry cracked lips trembling, from inside issued a weak voice.

"Don't Don't sleep well? Please, can you talk to dad again

Unable to control the tears, like pouring out of the eyes, leaf dust will be the thin cold palm tightly pressed on his face, a voice of a choking, not easy to raise his head, to small ash charcoal showed a more ugly than crying pleading smile.

Look at Look at Dad's tears, can accompany dad to chat for a while, really, as long as a moment, God, if there is a God, just give us a little more time!

"Dad Crying again... "

Small ash charcoal dull eyes look over, gradually become gentle, gently help leaf dust wipe tears, hard nod.

"Little ash charcoal doesn't sleep Talk to Dad... "

"Good Good... "

The nose is a force to draw, this kind of time, the leaf dust actually can't even say a word.

Damn it! Say something. Come up with something to say!!!

"Dad..."

Small ash charcoal seems to be aware of the leaf dust at the moment of self hate feelings like, first opened a mouth.

"Dad doesn't want to know Why do I know dad and mom Isn't it true? "

“……”

Just this sentence, will leave dust and red lotus lost the three souls and six souls to breathe back.

Looking at the small ash charcoal, she looked at them with calm eyes, no longer timid. Maybe for a long time, those doubts that have not been solved will be revealed at this moment.

Why Why does little ash charcoal have to bear this kind of hard life to live on? Her hard work in the past five years, not to mention a child, an ordinary person, even if she has the will of a practitioner, can be completely crushed.

What's more, when I just met her and looked at her eyes, ye Chen couldn't find any desire to live. What was revealed in the messy and dirty bangs was the broken eyes of dead gray.

What's more, why is it always sad? Why does the negative feeling inside not decrease but increase? Even if the identity of Ye Chen and Honglian was discovered in the early morning, it can't be explained. Ye Chen has that self-confidence. The smile Xiao Huitan shows when she is with them is not disguised.

Ye Chen and Honglian hold their breath and look at xiaohuitan motionlessly. Although they don't nod, the meaning in their eyes has been revealed. Although they know that this is likely to be a black history, it is a very cruel thing for her to let xiaohuitan speak out.

But there is no way, ye Chen and Honglian, but her parents, how can not worry!

"From the first time I saw Mom and Dad, I knew it was fake."

In a very quiet voice, little ash charcoal said slowly, "because I know It's been known for a long time that mom and dad are dead. "

"But according to us According to the information we have investigated, the small gray carbon of Are those two people missing out? "

Ye Chen and Honglian are shocked.

"Yes That day My parents went out before dawn Take me with you... "

“……”

It's not available at all.

As if to recall what terrible memories, the body of small ash charcoal trembled slightly.

"I That night I overheard them because Because I can't work And eat and drink They're going to sell me To a miner Like to eat children A big villain who likes to eat children... "

The two continue to listen to their love, shock and anger.

"In the morning Said to pick wild vegetables together But Yes, but I see, they're actually trying to take me out and sell me Along the way I'm afraid of I'm afraid of I'm afraid of In the end, I couldn't help but be afraid and struggled... "

At this point, small ash charcoal was silent for a long time. Finally, as if he had made up his mind, he raised his head and looked at them closely.

"And then The original parents At that time, I was thinking of going up the cliff basket (that is, those big baskets which were placed on the cliff, lifted up and down to transport the ore and coal mines) As a result I pushed him down... "

Finish saying, small ash charcoal closed eyes deeply, leave a face to be shocked leaf dust and red lotus.

It turned out that this was the case. No wonder they were seen through their identities as soon as they appeared. It turned out that xiaohuitan's original parents were pushed down the cliff by her own hands.

"When we get off the cliff The original father and mother have Because of fear I'm afraid I buried the body So no one found out... "

“……”

"Kill your parents with your own hands People like me Even if cursed The soul goes to hell Suffering forever There is no atonement People like me... ""So, the little ash charcoal has been living all the time, torturing himself in this way, to alleviate his guilt?"

Caressing the head of small ash charcoal, in her surprised eyes, ye Chen hugs her tightly

"Why..."

The little charcoal in my arms raised my head, and my eyes were confused.

"I am an ominous man Maybe Maybe even mom and dad will... "

"Shh Don't talk nonsense... "

Words have not finished, leaf dust stretched out his finger, the small mouth of small ash charcoal block.

"Little ash charcoal has done nothing wrong. Since they want to do harm to the small ash charcoal and do not struggle, that's stupid. Besides, you are just careless and not intentional. Xiaohuitan is Ye Chen's daughter, not an ominous person. Even if you say so, I am still very angry."

"Dad..."

Holding on to Ye Chen's clothes, xiaohuitan smiles weakly and sticks her head tightly. However, the sad self reproach look on that small face does not release much because of Ye Chen's comfort just now.

The idea that she stuck to self blame for five years is the root of her survival and suffering. This kind of thought is a kind of solid existence similar to belief for little ash charcoal.

Insisting on one's own guilt and self punishment in order to gain a sense of atonement from that strong sense of self blame and guilt is just like the gangrene with bones. If ye Chen can break this dark barrier of the whole soul only by a few words, it would be ridiculous.