Chapter 377

Qiao Ying hung up.

Although Fu Hanchuan said that she didn't need to take responsibility for it, it happened because of her. How could she do nothing?

When Qiao Ying came home, he was still depressed.

Joe gave her a deep look and said nothing in front of his parents. After dinner, Joe knocked on Qiao Ying's door.

Qiao Ying was sitting on the yoga mat meditating. He heard a knock on the door, turned off the music, grabbed the towel at the end of the bed, wrapped it, and went to open the door.

Joe came in and took a deep look: "doing yoga?"

"Yes." Qiao Ying nodded and went to the table to pour water.

During this time, she felt more and more unstable and had insomnia at night. When she heard that yoga could decompress, she bought some equipment.

Joe stood deep against the table, watching her quickly finish one glass of water and pour a second. He said, "I made an appointment with Dr. Qin. You can take time to have a look tomorrow."

He took out a business card and handed it to Qiao Ying.

Qiao Ying was stunned and took a look at the business card. He didn't reach out to pick it up immediately.

After recovering her memory, Qiao Ying knew that her family had lied to her that her memory of more than a year lost in a car accident was false.

The real reason is that Qiao's parents spent a lot of money to invite the best psychologist and washed away her memory of more than a year by hypnosis.

The psychologist is Dr. Qin. At the beginning, the Qiao family moved from Yicheng to Beicheng because the doctor was in Beicheng. At that time, after Qiao Ying finished hypnosis, Dr. Qin suggested that it was best to change the environment. Strange environment is not easy for patients to recover their memory.

Qiao Ying looked at Qiao Shen and said, "I don't need to see a psychologist. I'm fine."

Joe said, "if you feel good, you won't often shake your hands."

"Sister, your mood is unstable. I know you're trying to control it." With that, he glanced at the yoga mat that was still paved and the psychological counseling book at the head of her bed.

"Since Zhang yeting appeared, you have been tightening yourself."

"As long as Zhang yeting doesn't leave here for one day, it will be a long battle. You have to adjust your state to protect what you want to protect. "

Joe put his business card on the table.

Qiao Ying picked up his business card and looked at the name and telephone number on it. A vague figure of a middle-aged man loomed in his mind. She only met the doctor once, and after hypnosis, she didn't remember the man's existence at all.

She nodded, "OK."

Joe frowned deeply and looked at her: "don't perfunctory me."

Qiao Ying put away his business card and took a light breath: "I didn't perfunctory you." She paused, her eyes drooping slightly, "I don't want to go back to the past, let alone let Zuo Yiming take Lian Liang away."

Just a moment ago, she understood that if she couldn't hold on, who would pick up the mess? She has no face, and then let her family give up everything for her. She can't escape her responsibility by going crazy.

Qiao Ying raised her eyes and slightly pulled off the corners of her lips: "I've accepted your kindness this time. And... "

She thought, "go with me."

Qiao Shen was surprised that she took the initiative. He thought she would insist on going by herself.

Sober Qiao Ying has always been very independent and independent.

As if he knew what Qiao Shen was thinking, Qiao Ying said, "see a psychologist... I don't know if I will resist at that time. It should be better with you."

Facing a psychologist is to open your heart to others. Dr. Qin's consultation fee is very expensive, but he knows Qiao Ying best. Finding a familiar doctor can relatively reduce the pain of being cut open, but it's only reduced. If Qiao Ying can't stand it halfway, it is likely to be interrupted.

Qiao Shen originally wanted to go with Qiao Ying, but thought she might not want to. Now she put it forward by herself, and of course he agreed.

The next day, when he arrived at Dr. Qin's clinic, Qiao Shen saw the man standing opposite. His face immediately sank: "what are you doing here?"

He subconsciously stood in front of Qiao Ying, with an angry face.

Zhang yeting's eyes crossed Qiao Shen and fell on Qiao Ying's face. Qiao Ying gently pushed away Qiao Shen and said, "I asked him to come."

Qiao looked at Qiao Ying in deep surprise. Seeing Qiao Ying, he went straight ahead to Zhang yeting, then raised his hand and fell down.

The "pa" sound was clear and loud, and a red handprint immediately appeared on the man's face.

Hands up and down, Qiao Ying took the move by surprise and very quickly. This time, he was not only stunned by Qiao Shen, but also surprised by Zhang yeting's face: "little shadow?"

He received a call from Qiao Ying last night. He was still excited. He thought she had figured it out, but he didn't want to see her. She slapped her when she came up.

Qiao Ying's hit was so hard that his palm was numb. She raised her chin slightly and said, "do you know why I hit you?"

Zhang yeting frowned slightly and his face sank.

Qiao Ying stepped back two steps, sneered at the man and said, "it seems you know."

"Zhang yeting, you are a man. You can take the means of hand, but you only use women."

She smiled sadly and looked at him slightly: "I really don't understand if the original yeting was dead. What monster are you?"

At the beginning, for the sake of ideal, the sunny boy who was positive and upward, how did he become dark and dirty?

"You just use me, even irrelevant people. Are you really not afraid to die? "

"Hehe, death may be too far away for you. After all, you are still alive."

Zhang yeting didn't touch half of his red and swollen face. He looked straight at Qiao Ying and said, "if you can come back to me, I won't pay any price."

Qiao Ying sneered and muttered, "it seems that he is really dead..."

The sunshine boy, who had long been submerged by the desire for power, died

She said, "if you throw the harm on others, you can't feel the pain yourself, so you don't care. You can do anything."

Qiao Ying's eyes suddenly changed, and a smile floated from the bottom of his eyes: "don't you say you still want me to come back to you?"

She glanced at the building, pointed up her hand and said, "there is a psychological clinic here. I'm going to see a doctor now. "

"Zhang yeting, you never saw the torture I suffered that year. Now that you've brought back my nightmare, I'll show you how much conscience you have left. "

With that, she took a deep look at Zhang yeting and went into the building.

Qiao Shen walked on Qiao Ying's side and looked slightly behind him. He saw Zhang yeting standing hesitant at the door.

Joe said deeply, "sister, why did you let him come. And what is that you said? "

Qiao Ying went to the elevator and waited. With a calm face, he said, "Yan Ling fell from Weiya. Zhang yeting asked someone to do it, so as not to let Peixian intervene."

Qiao was deeply stunned. Qiao Ying looked up at the slowly falling figure, gritted his teeth and said, "I want Zhang yeting to see with his own eyes the evil he has done! Can he still enjoy his sense of achievement by hurting others as if nothing had happened? "

This is also what Qiao Ying thought when she promised Qiao Shen to see a psychologist last night. She doesn't care what Zhang yeting sees about her, as long as it works.

When the elevator arrived, it opened with a tinkle, and Qiao Ying walked in.

Because it is a high-end office building, the hall is empty and there are not many passengers. Only Qiao Ying and Qiao Shen went in this group. Qiao Ying stood inside and waited. When the elevator door was about to close, Zhang yeting finally came in.

Dr. Qin, who hypnotized Qiao Ying, was a middle-aged man. A few years later, his cheeks were slightly sunken, many wrinkles were added, and white hair had grown.

Qiao Ying didn't remember this person very deeply. When he saw Dr. Qin, he was a little cautious. Instead, Qiao Shen went up to shake hands with him and said, "I'll trouble Dr. Qin again this time."

Dr. Qin nodded, looked at Qiao Ying, smiled and said, "it's a pity that we met again. I thought my hypnosis time could be longer. "

When Qiao Shen contacted Dr. Qin, he talked about Qiao Ying's situation.

"It makes sense that you don't need to come again." Dr. Qin was confused. After his hypnosis, she lost that part of the darkest memory. Even if she remembered later, after three or four years, she had passed the most painful time. Even if it would be painful for a while, it should be normal.

Qiao Ying barely smiled and glanced at Zhang yeting. Doctor Qin followed her eyes and also glanced at the man.

Dr. Qin is a doctor of psychology. He can see something from the micro expressions of those people.

He asked again, "do you really want me to hypnotize you and remember those clear memories?"

Qiao Ying nodded: "those memories have always been in my mind, but I deliberately don't think about them. But this time... "

She turned to look at Zhang yeting and said, "I think it's better to face it more directly than to escape."

Dr. Qin said nothing more and pointed to a recliner by the window: "please come and sit here."

Qiao Ying looked at the recliner, which was covered with a soft blanket and looked very comfortable.

Qiao Ying often goes to the operating table, but what she does is physical surgery. Now, she has to do a psychological surgery herself.

Qiao Ying lay down with her hands and feet together. Although the recliner under her was very comfortable, she felt her body very stiff.

Doctor Qin's soft and slow voice sounded: "close your eyes and don't be nervous."

Qiao Ying closed her eyes slowly and went to Zhang yeting to have a look.

In the last Yu Guangzhong, she saw that Zhang yeting was more nervous than her.

Those who don't know are fearless, but when you lift the veil, you have to know what you see in the next second, you will be nervous and feel afraid.

Qiao Ying slightly cocked up the corners of his lips, which made his conscience uneasy.

Instead, her heart settled down.

Dr. Qin was about to start. At this time, Zhang yeting suddenly took a step forward: "wait a minute -"

Qiao Ying opened her eyes and looked at him. Zhang yeting was at a loss. She looked at Dr. Qin and then Qiao Ying.

Joe frowned deeply and said unhappily, "if you don't dare to look, get out!"

Zhang yeting pursed his lips and clenched his fingers.

Qiao Ying smiled and said softly, "you must see clearly." Then she closed her eyes again.

Zhang yeting saw Qiao Ying's smile and seemed to press a hot brand on him. He couldn't help shaking and slightly opened his eyes.

After a sound, he saw the smile on Qiao Ying's face fade

Zhang yeting's whole body tightened. Seeing the woman who was restless because of pain, she was crying and wailing. The sound was like blood, breaking people's heart.

For a moment, she was trembling all over and curled up like a child, as if she could avoid injury.

"Kill her! Kill her! She is evil, evil! " Falling into madness, Qiao Ying suddenly clenched her fist and hit her stomach. Then she suddenly seemed to be awake, but she lay there in despair waiting for death.

Zhang yeting saw that her tears kept falling, mixed with the rolling sweat.

She repeated this sometimes sober and sometimes crazy appearance several times.

The cry stabbed him like a knife.

That year, the Qiao family went to the United States to negotiate with the Zuo family. Finally, for Qiao Ying, they had to swallow blood and tears and return to China. Zhang yeting continues to stay with Zuo Yiming and has a bright future.

He didn't see Qiao Ying's crazy appearance with his own eyes, and he didn't know what she was like when she was pregnant.

All he knew was the report of the subsequent investigation, which did not mention that she had been in mental disorder.

If you don't see it with your own eyes, you will deliberately ignore the harm she has suffered. He thought she hated the child and didn't want to remember the past. After she abandoned the child, she stood up again.

But at this time, he could no longer avoid the woman who loved him deeply and he loved deeply. Because of him, she became fragmented.

He remembered that she had asked him if he knew that her soul had become broken.

Now, he knows

She subverted my life, all because of him.

"Enough! Stop, stop! Stop asking! "

Zhang yeting's clenched fist turned white and couldn't help roaring.

Joe's deep eyes were full of red blood. Zhang yeting was not the only one who was also trying to restrain. His eyes were red and he grabbed Zhang yeting. If he wasn't afraid that beating Zhang yeting at this time would affect Qiao Ying, he would have hit him hard on the ground.

This kind of garbage doesn't deserve to live!

Doctor Qin saw the two people who were about to fight, stopped hypnosis and awakened Qiao Ying.

With a snap of his fingers, Qiao Ying opened his eyes and felt weak and sweaty.

She gasped and sat up. Qiao Shen pushed Zhang yeting away and helped Qiao Ying up.

Dr. Qin handed over a cup of warm honey water and said, "you have a rest first, and we'll treat you next."

Qiao Ying nodded weakly. After she woke up, she didn't look at Zhang yeting again.

After what happened to her, he still wanted to be with her.

Whether he is atoning or trying to use her to climb up again, he has no possibility.

As long as she saw his face, she would think of those nightmares.

Zhang yeting stepped back and leaned against the wall for a long time.

He staggered out, his shoulders bent, as if his spine had been pulled out.

Next, Qiao Ying continued to stay in the consulting room to receive Dr. Qin's psychological treatment. Qiao Shen went out and saw Zhang yeting smoking against the wall outside the corridor.

He didn't seem to come out of the scene he saw, and his hand holding the cigarette was shaking.

Joe sneered with deep sarcasm: "I can't stand it?"

"Do you know that we have been with her for a whole year on a day like her?"

If it were not for fear that Qiao Ying would go on like this, that she would be crazy for a longer time, that she would never wake up and really kill the child, they would not ask Dr. Qin to wash away her memory.

That year, the torture was not only Qiao Ying, but also the whole Qiao family.

Zhang yeting destroyed not a person, but a family. That's why he said he was sinful.

Zhang yeting trembled and took a cigarette: "she... Why didn't she take away the child?"

The existence of the child is tantamount to reminding her of what she has suffered.

If the child had not been born, perhaps she would not have been so seriously ill.

Joe closed his eyes and said, "do you think he's you? Can you be an executioner? "

"She's a doctor! A doctor who is determined to save the dying and heal the wounded! "

"Do you want her to kill?"

"... the instrument enters the body, smashes the fetus and then sucks it out. It is all broken meat... At seven or eight months, the needle hits the forehead of the fetus, and then takes it out after the fetus dies in the body..."

Qiao Shen's finger finally nodded his forehead and murmured again. Zhang yeting's hand trembled even more. Finally, he lost his cigarette and covered his ears: "stop talking..."

When Qiao Ying is mentally confused, he doesn't know what he is doing. When he is sober, he will have an abortion. But the process of abortion made her fall into self blame entanglement, and her consciousness fell into chaos again.

She repeated the process. On the one hand, she suffered the psychological trauma left by the infringement, on the other hand, she felt guilty about the abortion. The two extremes made her spirit more and more unstable, and her soul was constantly torn, which finally made her completely collapse.

Joe looked at Zhang yeting with an expressionless face. There was no emotional fluctuation, as if he was numb. He said, "Zhang yeting, why do you think you have to take all the benefits without paying a price? Do not need to be condemned by conscience? "

"Do you think that as long as you succeed in the position, you will make atonement for taking care of her for the rest of your life? This is perfection? "

Zhang yeting tilted his body. His legs seemed to have no strength. He reluctantly supported them. He didn't dare to look at Joe's deep eyes.

"... after all these years, we finally recovered our peace. Even if she recovers her memory and remembers those nightmares, she can be strong enough to support herself. "

"But your appearance and your step-by-step plan will destroy her... You said you wanted to take care of her. How?"

"How long can you stand facing a madman?"

Zhang yeting opened his lips. Qiao said sarcastically, "don't say you can. Even our close relatives can't bear it. Your bad selfish gene will only make you finally throw her away like garbage. "

"Zhang yeting, she is willing to let you see her painful memory today, but you still have a past. If you see her like that, if there is no psychological shadow, if your conscience is still at peace, you can continue your plan. "

"But --" Joe paused deeply, his tone suddenly deepened and sharpened. "You'll know that you won't get anything this time!"

Regardless of whether Zhang yeting was shocked or not, Qiao Shen no longer cared about him and entered the consulting room.

Qiao Ying had almost heard the sound of opening the door and looked back at Qiao Shen. Qiao looked deeply at Dr. Qin and said, "how's it going?"

Dr. Qin frowned and said, "as long as there is no great stimulation, her mood can be controlled. I've prescribed some medicine. I'll take it regularly and quantitatively every day and come back in a week. "

Qiao Ying took the medicine list and thanked. She left the clinic with Qiao Shen. When she came out, she didn't see Zhang yeting again.

In the elevator, Joe said deeply, "don't you think you hurt yourself too much by doing this?"

Although Qiao Ying's practice stimulated Zhang yeting, it also made Qiao Ying experience the past again.

Qiao Ying's face was still pale. She pulled off the corners of her lips and said, "Zhang yeting used to be a three good student. She grew up boasting in others' mouths. He always had a sense of superiority, studied abroad, entered Zuo Yiming's laboratory, and later became a successful person in the eyes of others. "

"But he also has pain. The pain that belongs to me is his black history. He avoided the pain. All I did was let him see. "

"The longer his conscience is buried, the more painful it will be when he comes back."

In doing so, Qiao Ying doesn't want Zhang yeting to harm others, especially innocent people.

She can't afford it.

Joe was deeply silent. I hope Zhang yeting's conscience can really wake up.

……

It seemed that things were really as Qiao Ying hoped. During this period, it was more calm. Zhang yeting didn't even send flowers and things to the clinic.

The nurses in the clinic sometimes ask Qiao Ying if she broke up with the handsome gentleman. Qiao Ying says she has never been together.

In the office building, just after a meeting, other company personnel left the meeting room first. Zhang yeting sat still, looking through the minutes of the meeting.

Zheng Zai had already walked to the door. He thought of something. He turned to look at him and said, "it seems that you haven't looked for that woman for a while?"

There was only the sound of paper rustling and turning in the air. Zheng returned to his body and came over: "why, give up?"

Zhang yeting closed the minutes of the meeting and looked up at Zheng Zai lightly: "there is no progress in the demolition of the plot, and the government's approval documents have not been taken down. What the board of directors of the United States sees is our incompetence."

"Don't you understand what you should concentrate on at this time?"

Zheng stared at Zhang yeting again. His expression was cold and could not see anything. He narrowed his eyes slightly, rubbed his chin, and a cold voice sounded, "we have two people. We might as well divide our work and cooperate. You stare at the company's affairs, and I'll be responsible for the child?"

Zhang yeting looked at Zheng Zai indifferently: "the professor said that whoever can take the child back is the person in charge of Asia. Hehe, I'll solve the company's business and make you a wedding dress? " This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.