Chapter 958

The Empress Dowager said faintly. It seems that she and Shangguan Dongzhu were not immortal enemies, but strangers.

No hate, but no familiarity.

After going through the world, there don't seem to be so many irreconcilable contradictions between the Empress Dowager and Shangguan Dongzhu.

Now, even if one person is the respect of women in the world, the other becomes a prisoner.

But in the end, the rest is just sad.

After all, they are just the weapons used by that man.

"Yes, from the day I was made queen, I thought this position would be mine. But in the end, it was nothing."

Shangguan Dongzhu had some regrets in her tone, but Lin Mengya felt that she was more like free from a nightmare.

Perhaps the Shangguan family, the Imperial Palace, is just a dream for Shangguan Dongzhu and the Empress Dowager.

A dream that they have been doomed to the road since they were born.

"You are Shuqing's child, aren't you?"

Shangguan Dongzhu turned his head and fell on Lin Mengya.

She gently nodded, but she felt that Shangguan Dongzhu was asking.

"Hahaha - a big dream! Just a big dream!"

Shangguan Dongzhu suddenly laughed fiercely. She began to cough until her face turned red and calmed down a little.

But the light in those eyes is more dark.

"You go out first. I have something to say. I want to talk to the child alone."

The Empress Dowager is a little worried. After all, she knows the gratitude and resentment between Shangguan Dongzhu and Lin Mengya.

But intuition tells Lin Mengya that the former queen must know a lot of secrets.

Give the Empress Dowager a look to reassure her.

Let Bai Su quit with the Empress Dowager and aunt Jinyue. Soon, she and Shangguan Dongzhu were left in the house.

In the dim light of the room, Shangguan Dongzhu's slightly flushed face looked morbid.

Lin Mengya knew that the medicine Princess Tiancheng gave her had already hurt her.

So why, Shangguan Dongzhu still looks like a normal person. Maybe it's the residual means of the former queen.

"I envy your mother."

Shangguan Dongzhu's voice was very soft, and the whole person seemed to fall into the past when he was young.

"When she married your father, I just gave birth to lin'er. At that time, although I was in the middle palace, I was also very lonely. Those life women only knew to please me. All the concubines in the palace stared at my position. In order to protect my children, keep my position and defend my mother family, I had to fight and rob. I didn't know this until I met your mother There was another way to live. "

Lin Mengya once heard a saying that all bad people seem to have their own last resort.

But these last resort can not be the reason for them to do bad things.

Maybe Shangguan Dongzhu is right. For those glory, she must abandon a woman's timidity, tenderness and compassion.

But after all, what she brings to others is misfortune.

Therefore, she is also to blame for becoming what she is now.

"Originally, I thought she was an empty valley orchid. Beauty is beautiful, but she lacks noble background. But later, I found that all the noble women who were proud of their looks and manners were covered by her dazzling light. I didn't understand how ridiculous she was until she confessed her identity to me. She was actually a princess of a country. No wonder she was so excellent , it makes people feel ashamed. "

Shangguan Dongzhu seemed to want to talk out what he had held for many years.

Lin Mengya can only listen quietly. Anyway, the other party praises her mother. Even though she feels a little bored, haihuasi can't help feeling a little proud.

"I really want to make friends with her. She is so beautiful, kind and intelligent. It seems that I can see through all the vanity in the world. I regard her as my only confidant and friend. You may not know that I am happier than anyone when your brother is born. But in the end, she still dies in my hand."

Lin Mengya looked at Shangguan Dongzhu laughing and crying for a while. She couldn't help feeling a little cold.

No matter how good Shangguan Dongzhu said, her mother's life was finally buried in her hands.

But unexpectedly, Shangguan Dongzhu suddenly cried very sad.

Looking into her eyes, there was only deep sadness.

"I really don't want to hurt her, but your mother cried and begged me that she must die. Child, I didn't mean to hurt you. Before ah Qing passed the door, I warned her that she must never treat your brothers and sisters badly. Even, I thought about taking you all to the palace to raise you. But I didn't expect that ah Qing, ah Qing, she would be so cruel. After all, my child I'm sorry. "

In Lin Mengya's eyes, there was already a deep chill.

The corners of his mouth bent slightly, revealing a sneer.

"You're not sorry for us. You're sorry, but my mother thought you were a close friend. Even when Shangguan Qing passed the door, you still showed some kindness to our brothers and sisters. But these have long disappeared under the suffering of your ambitions with your children. What did you do when you stuffed me into long Tianyu while my father was away We both know the idea. So now, you don't have to use these hypocritical words to justify yourself. I only ask you one thing. What do you want to tell me? "

In the misty tears, Shangguan Dongzhu looked at the woman in front of him, and his eyes were slightly strange.

Although her looks are very similar, the woman in front of her is much colder than her mother.

Slowly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. She was right. Now her behavior will only make people feel ridiculous.

Slowly put away the sadness on her face and revealed her indifference and elegance as a queen.

After all, the mask that has been maintained for decades can no longer be taken off.

"I hope you can let my children go. I know what they have done is unforgivable like me. But please, save their lives at the last moment. You can abolish their identity and even destroy their appearance, but please, let them live well."

Lin Mengya knew that the former queen would never tell herself her gratitude and resentment for no reason.

With a slight pick of eyebrows, he looked at Shangguan Dongzhu with a few cruel mockery.

"What are the conditions? I never want to let go of your children. If you want them to live, you must at least exchange the appropriate conditions for them?"

Lin Mengya looked like a business, not affected by the so-called past.

Shangguan Dongzhu sighed and said faintly.

"You should not know who is the leader of the candle dragon club?"

Lin Mengya raised her eyebrows and looked at her. Even though she knew that Shangguan Dongzhu would have an affair with the candle dragon, even Qinghu didn't know the chief's secret. How did Shangguan Dongzhu, a woman who lived in the deep palace all the year round, know?

Shangguan Dongzhu took an object from her neck and put it on the square table in front of her.

"You must also know that ru'er gave me a lot of medicine. If I were an ordinary person, I would have been crazy because of the medicine. The reason why I don't have it now is because of this thing."

Lin Mengya picked up the object suspiciously and found that it was just a column similar to turquoise.

Looking closer, there was a faint fragrance in his nose, and his mind was suddenly clear.

In Shennong system, a name automatically pops up.

"Shenxianniang can keep people awake under any circumstances."

With a gentle stroke of your fingernail, there was a scratch on the bead soon. But soon, it can be restored automatically.

According to the zither spectrum, the origin of this object is unknown, and only a very rare stock has been handed down.

Although it's the size of this nail, it can be used for hundreds of years without dissipation.

No wonder Shangguan Dongzhu was not affected by the drug at all.

"This is the family heirloom of our official family. It was bigger than this when it was uploaded from our ancestors. Later, when I entered the palace, my family gave it to me secretly because they were afraid that someone would murder me. Maybe it was for this reason that all the people in the official family were crazy. At the beginning, when the leader found me, it was this thing."

Lin Mengya looked at the immortal wine in her hand in surprise. The chief was good. Why do you use this thing?

But then, Shangguan Dongzhu, with a hesitant face, talked about her meeting with the chief.

"When I first entered the central palace, a little maid secretly told me that she had a way to help me keep your grace for a long time. At that time, several concubines wanted to replace me by relying on their love from your majesty. I promised when I was young. However, half a month later, those women were either crazy or ill and could no longer sleep. I asked for help When she arrived at the little maid of honor, she asked if she did it. But the result I got was that the little maid died a few months ago. I thought I had met a ghost, so I didn't say it. Until one night, the little maid appeared in front of me again, and this time, she brought several people. "

At that time, Shangguan Dongzhu had not developed an iron heart.

When the rumored dead appeared again, she was really frightened.

But the little maid explained that she was just doing things by this identity, so when she changed her appearance, Shangguan Dongzhu's crazy heart finally comforted a lot.

But after that, when the little maid threatened and lured her to see the master behind the scenes, Rao was shocked by the courage of the above official Dongzhu.

"The man was wrapped in a black cloak. I didn't see him clearly, but I saw those eyes. Pure black, like the color of hell."