Chapter 138

Put on his previous clothes, quietly stay in his house, looking at his house, everything has not changed, long Mo'er lost, his face is still sad.

She has gone home and can be at ease. What is she worried about? In fact, we should be happy, shouldn't we? Why is she still sad to leave her alone after that simple happiness? What's the matter with her? Come back should have been better, why is the heart still light uncomfortable? Is the nose sour?

In this quiet room, before always full of happy laughter, it belongs to her! In retrospect, it seems like the beginning! Once she and her sister were so happy, why was the original happiness so simple? Now you can't even find your smile? After such a long time, why is the smile so hard to show?

Does the passage of time really change some feelings?

So it's extravagant even to laugh?

Step by step in their own room around, through every corner they have been through, once with their hands over the place they have left traces, every move can remember every interesting thing happened in the house before. So aftertaste, that clean face, that bright expression, have been so close to her, on her side. But why can't I find it now?

Long Mo son full face sad face of turn round table front, move to open stool, sit down.

Hands up face quietly lying on the table, what do not want to say, what do not want to do, two eyes without any color lax looking at a place in front. Stay quiet, stay all the time. Want to find the kind of warmth in my heart, want to drive away the lost mood in my heart, want to let myself not so uncomfortable, but always can't do.

Then she thought of him.

Is his influence so great?

Did he really change everything about her? She really doesn't want to look like this now. She really wants to go back to the past.

Time doesn't go back. Even if time really returns to the moment when the sedan chair came to the door, she will not hesitate to sit on the sedan chair, or will unconsciously fall in love with him, right? What's the difference in my heart now?

Since I don't regret it at all, what is the sadness?

Why such a contradiction?

It's really hard, it's really helpless.

In fact, peeling off the most real side of her heart, she missed him so much, really missed him. But, she never dare to face, she is always just a coward.

Such missing a person, missing heart is broken, how can she smile? So miss him, so care about him, so love him, but he does not belong to her, he is now in other women's side. How can such love be without pain?

Also immersed in strong grief, suddenly, the door was violently opened.

The movement pulled back the spirit lax long Mo son, had to look to own room door place. No one ever dares to treat her door like this, father won't, mother won't, sister won't, others won't. Who would it be? What happened?

Looking back, you only need to take a look. As soon as you look up, although it's carrying the light, long Mo'er is still silly. Nothing can be done, standing there rigid, like a statue of stone was instantly solidified.