Chapter 192

"No, I want to sleep." She pulled her pajamas and lay aside. Then she closed her eyes and didn't want to think about anything. Anyway, Feng Yan didn't dare to do anything about her.

Besides, it's not like I haven't slept. I'm afraid of nothing.

"Didn't you shout to have a baby for me before, but now you dare not lie down together?"

The man's eyes were fixed on her, motionless.

Su Xiaowan felt uneasy for a while, and then moved her body toward the inside. She wanted to lose her memory.

"Feng Yan, don't mention anything before."

"You know how shy you are?"

Su Xiaowan licked his dry lips. Thinking of that time, he hugged his shoulders and immediately closed his eyes. He said softly, "Feng Yan, I'm sleepy. Good night!"

The man's lips slightly Yang, that pair of eyes smile not smile of stare at her.

Su Xiaowan like a hedgehog lying there, dare not exceed half a minute, the whole night did not sleep, half awake, all around is the smell of this man.

Full of, not a little bit sleepy at all.

Later in the middle of the night, it seemed that someone had been holding her body tightly. At first, she felt that she couldn't adapt to it, but after a while, she got used to it.

It's hard to be sure.

She fell asleep.

Feng Yan felt the woman's shallow breath and gently kisses her hair. There is warmth in some light. He thought, in this life, there is only her.

And she can only belong to him.

Subconsciously hold him tight.

But he thought of Xia Chenyan.

Xia Chenyan chased her for a year, this year's time accompanied by her, all her life has become between him and her.

Now that Xia Chenyan is back, will their old love revive?

Does he exist in her heart?

He wants to let her forget the existence of that man, in the heart, is completely his name.

The girl in the dream whispered, like feeling cold, and went into the man's arms.

The man's fingers gently fell on the woman's cheek and rubbed, "Su Xiaowan, you should be obedient."

In the dark, after all, no one answers.

Only the sound of breathing

……

When Su Xiaowan got up at dawn, he was a little confused. He did it on the bed for a long time before he got up. There was no Fengyan on the bed, but where the man lay last night, he could see the trace clearly.

Last night, she slept with Feng Yan?

She got out of bed, went to the dressing room, changed her clothes, and hurried downstairs.

"Little grandma, no wonder the young master likes you..."

Looking at Su Xiaowan busy in the kitchen, Aunt Li couldn't help feeling that Miss Shen said she liked it, but she had never cooked a meal for the young master. She said little, but it was all in action.

The more she looks, the more she likes it.

Su Xiaowan's chopsticks gave a pause.

Does Feng Yan like her?

Close to listen to Aunt Li quite appreciate the tone from behind, "you know today is your anniversary, so specially early up, now like you such a dedicated child really not many."

"Anniversary?"

"Young granny, today you know Su Xiaowan. Her face turned red and she struggled. She hammered her hard with a fist and said," Feng Yan! "

"Lipstick is too dark, ugly --!"

“……”

When she got to the company, Su Xiaowan sat there, brushing her microblog, and finally saw a social news. Because of the title, she was caught in sight.

That topic

"Damn it, it pushed my own mother downstairs. I can't be a person."

"Why do such people live in this world and live like us?"

"Damn it

"Let the police uncle catch her quickly!"

"Go to hell!"

“……”

“……”

Su Xiaowan remembers that three years ago, when she woke up, she came out from the hospital. Those people stared at her with strange eyes. They had a deep feeling that they wanted to eat her alive.

When she looked up at them, they did not open their eyes.

She walked with her head down, listening to the whispers behind her.

"It's her who pushed her mother downstairs."

"Why do such people have to go to save her, let her die directly is not better."

"... but I'm really cruel and hard hearted. I'm going to kill my mother."

"It's really unfilial. I don't know how bad it is to have this."

……

She pushed her mother downstairs. Su Xiaowan's face suddenly lost its color. She was only 19 years old.

As if at that moment, was severely hanging chest.

She went to the funeral home in the afternoon, where Su Zheng and the police stood. They said that the police would soon come to arrest her and she would be sentenced because she was an adult.

In the end, the police didn't know why they didn't arrest her, but she didn't know what she was stimulated by and couldn't remember anything.

When she went to school, those people still looked at her with fierce eyes, "why should I go to school with such people?"

"Who knows if she will hate us and kill us too."

"I heard that killing people is addictive."

"Stay away from him. I don't want to die."

"I don't want to die, either."

Su Xiaowan sat in that seat and looked at the people who were hiding far away. It was her first class in University.

She was called to the office by the head teacher, who said she would be dropped out because the school would not allow students with such a stain.

But she didn't do anything, and even the police didn't arrest her, but these people put the blame on themselves. She wanted to retort, but she couldn't for a moment.

But as if the whole world is talking about her treason, she is a sinner... She killed the closest person, is a murderer.

She wanted to get away from it.

They all said, just die.

She ran to the rooftop and stood on the empty rooftop. As soon as she saw the small mountains, she tried hard to get close to the University, but she didn't expect that her sweat could not compare with the guilt of those people.

She looked down from the rooftop. The students downstairs in twos and threes were coming out of the classroom and heading for the restaurant. The sunlight was dazzling. The surface of the blue lake looked clear. There, she had read books and walked

Maybe the floor is too high. She thinks these things are too far away.

When my mother was standing on it, did she feel a little scared and wanted to step back, or didn't want to die? But at that time, my mother was not very normal.

The wind on the top floor was so strong that it could lift her down. The wind was poured into her clothes and it was blowing like a drum.

She held the railing, thinking, if like her mother, let go, fell, is not everything will not be painful.

Her legs stepped out.

As long as she released her hand, it would be over. He would not be pointed at any more, nor would he have to look at Shen Yin's face.

It's just that I'm not reconciled.

If she died, people would think that she was guilty of suicide.

Su Xiaowan is sitting on the rooftop with the sun on his head.

Suddenly she thought of her brother.

She looked up at the sun, she wanted to live, to live well, to find her brother, to know what happened.

But she's really weak.

She was alone. She didn't dare to tell her grandmother everything here. She had to put all her chips on working to earn money.

"Xiao Wan, come down!"

"I want to go to school, and I want to go to college..."

The head teacher looked at the headmaster and immediately agreed, "OK, as long as you come down, we will certainly deal with this matter..."

Later, the school suppressed the incident. The school claimed that the party involved in the incident was not from their school, but had the same name and surname. Su Xiaowan was not that person.

Moreover, in view of the impact of such impact on schools, if anyone is talking about it, they will be expelled directly.

In fact, rumors have not been suppressed, because of this, the students believe it more.

Later, she met Xia Chenyan.

"Xiao Wan, what's the matter with you?"

Su Xiaowan came back to her. Brother Chen looked at her and said, "are you crying?"