Chapter 231

"..." she didn't know how many expressions her face had at that time, because it was too small, she forgot her reaction at that time. At least, she should push him away at the first time.

Can we push it? She didn't know.

kiss?

She's only 18!

She has heard people say for a long time that Lu Shimian just regarded her as an object. To put it mildly, the reason why she was adopted was to be Lu Shimian's partner. In short, she was the servant who grew up with Lu Shimian.

She was very clear about her identity and didn't dare to cross the line, but that day, she was kissed!

It wasn't her illusion. It happened.

But who should I talk to?

At that time, Xia Xiyan was a lonely person. At least, although they were concerned about themselves, they were a girl in the end. The girl had something on her mind.

In addition, Lu Shimian is the biological child of his parents.

So when Lu Shimian kisses her, she doesn't tell mommy that he bullies her, so she can only bear it in silence.

Lu Shimian, 20, is very arrogant.

In Xia Xiyan's memory, no one can stop him from doing anything. He drained all the water in the swimming pool and planted lotus. It is said that the lotus leaf fir is very beautiful in summer.

But that city, almost all year round in the winter cold replacement.

You can't see the lotus.

But that year, she saw the lotus.

It's very beautiful. It's her favorite flower. At that time, there was a description of lotus in Chinese textbooks. Lotus is cold all the year round in their place, so it's not suitable for planting. At least, there is no lotus in today's winter.

But did not think that the maid pulled her out, but can see such a magnificent scene.

The lotus is showing its sharp flowers. It can bloom in this season. I don't know how Lu Shimian did it.

It was the first time she saw lotus in Lu's home, and it was the first time she saw lotus in winter in her lifetime.

Lu Shimian stood at the end of the lotus pond. She still remembered his expression.

"Do you like it?"

She shook her head.

I can't say I like it.

I'm not qualified to like it.

He did a lot of things against nature, and she had to admit that he was smart and did a lot of informal things. Of course, there was also a reason, because he was the master of the Lu family, and they were not.

She doesn't like Lu Shimian, and she also hates arrogant men.

But the man pressed her step by step. He called her, "Tuanzi, you will marry me in the future. I will be your husband. You can only see me alone in the future."

Xia Xiyan began to hide from her.

Daughter in law.

That's what she heard from one of her servants. In private, they said that she would marry Lu Shimian later, because her mother didn't want her to marry someone else and just wanted to be by his side.

So, I want to take her as my daughter-in-law.

However, in that way, she felt that she had no sense of existence. She was like an object, an object only for others to talk about. No one discussed with her what she would do.

She didn't know how to tell her mother what she thought.

Perhaps instinct is to feel that they are dependent on others, so there is nothing to talk about.

Later.

The man appeared.

Her name is Shen Qi'er. She's cute. She thinks, finally, she doesn't have to be his slave. She's free, because there's a person who will follow Lu Shimian like her and is more clever than her.

But... It didn't work out.

He still embarrasses her everywhere. She hates this man.

But Shen Qi'er sees her as a thorn in the eye and is in trouble everywhere.

……

One night, you can see the stars outside.

Xia Xiyan holds a band aid on her wrist and pastes the words on it. She lies down and looks out of the window.

She should have called him brother, but it has changed since then!

She didn't know, didn't know how to end it.

She missed Mommy, the only one in the family who had ever given herself warmth.

However, she can only think about it.

But I can't go back.

After all, it was not her own mother, but Lu Shimian's.

Lu Shimian, these three words, like being cursed by the devil, follow closely, even in a dream, there is no way to disperse.

That night, she had nightmares all night.

In my dream, it's all the man's.

On her wedding night, Lu Shimian put her on the bed. She could still think of the environment in her heart.

In the end, she did not want to be outdone and tied him to the bed. It was all spread outside. Lu Shimian was spoiled by her on her wedding night.

However, he is not the only one who plays badly.

She hates men now.

I hate men, too.

She's suffering from mental illness.

She gasped and woke up.

Can only stare at the sky outside, dry stare.

……

In the dark, Su Xiaowan was walking alone in the resort, suddenly looking at several people pushing large boxes one by one, "what is this?"

"Little grandma, it's the fireworks that the resort is going to give customers."

"Fireworks?"

"Yes, after a while, there will be a carnival here. Some customers want to propose here, so they prepared in advance!"

Su Xiaowan's eyes were fixed on the big boxes at that end. Su Xiaowan's eyes looked back at the villa at that end, "do you have a fairy stick?"

"Yes, how much do you want

"Two!"

The man took out two fairy sticks and lighters from the inside of the box and handed them to Su Xiaowan, "young grandma, do you want to surprise the young master?"

"Surprise can't be told." Her playful little face was smiling, and the man was a little stunned.

It was the woman on one side who gave her a push that made her react.

"Young granny, let's go down first."

"Well, thank you for your fairy stick!"

Holding the two fairy sticks, Su Xiaowan takes out her mobile phone from her pocket and hesitates. She doesn't know if Feng Yan's work has been finished. After a moment's hesitation, the phone from the other end comes.

"Where is it?"

"Feng Yan, I'm in the backyard."

"Wait!"

She has one more dress on her body. Now Su Xiaowan knows that it's Feng Yan. She tucks her fairy wand into her coat and turns her head to look at Feng Yan.

"Feng Yan, close your eyes --!"

“……”

"Close your eyes."

"... closed."

The light around is weak, so Xiaowan lights up the fairy stick in her hand, "you can open it."

That circle of fireworks, such as fireworks, in the beautiful night sky blooming countless tracks, the United States can not win.

That small face set off in the fireworks, especially the temptation.

"Feng Yan, do you think this is a star?" She spent a five pointed star in the sky.

Feng Yan, my grandmother said that those relatives who left will turn into stars in the sky and accompany us in another form

Is she... To make him happy?

The women he likes are different from others in the way they like others.