Chapter 255

Her forehead was full of sweat and hesitation.

That's different. It's the same as the first time.

The man's body slowly left her body, but she suddenly grasped the wrist.

"Feng Yan, am I a wet blanket?"

"Don't be a wet blanket!"

"You're lying. It's clear that you..."

"I'm nothing. I've been here for more than 20 years. Can't I survive these days?"

"... yes, it was before. Now you don't have me..."

"Sleep. I'll just take a shower."

In love, Su Xiaowan is the first time to experience, but because of these times, it seems that she always can't get in, and she doesn't know the reason. What she said to others for the first time is very painful, completely different.

Is she sick?

Soon, after taking a shower, Feng Yan came to her and lay down. Smelling the smell of her, he suddenly got up.

Even their own better self-control, all of a sudden collapse in the collapse.

"Feng Yan, am I..."

"Don't talk, sleep." Feng Yan suffered a lot.

That kind of feeling is like you eat fish, eat very happy, the result is stuck by the fishbone, can't swallow, also can't vomit out of the feeling.

"Oh."

Su Xiaowan fell asleep, Feng Yan affectionately called her a few times, no she should, this just lightly from the bed.

Su Xiaowan also sweated a lot just now, but unlike him, she was sweating with pain. She wiped her body with a clean towel.

He bent down and gave her a kiss on the forehead.

"What should I do with you?"

Feng Yan helplessly looks at Su Xiaowan who is sleeping. He doesn't know when this woman has occupied all his thoughts. When he finds out, he only feels that he seems to be sinking deeper and deeper. Moreover, his heart is full of her alone.

It seems to feel Feng Yan's gentle touch, and Su Xiaowan's small head rubs against the palm of his hand.

The brow tip of the man suddenly again gentle many.

Some people are like this, once occupied the atrium, can no longer pull apart.

Su Xiaowan went to the hospital the next day.

I went to the gynecology department.

She found a lot of content on the Internet, but the more she read it, the more she felt it was wrong. There was no such example of her own. She was afraid of Feng Yan, so she just let Cheng Weiwei go with her.

After all, it's a girl's private topic. When Cheng Weiwei listens to it, her eyes are wide open, "... So, that is to say, you've been with the young master for such a long time... The young master hasn't touched you?"

This is not what Su Xiaowan wants to say.

However, Su Xiaowan's face flushed slightly and Cheng Weiwei's voice was loud. Many people came here to see a doctor because it was a joint clinic.

Suddenly, many people's eyes fell on them.

Fortunately, soon he called his name, so Xiaowan escaped.

It's almost half a year since she got married. She and her husband haven't lived together. It's estimated that no one will believe it.

Sitting there, the doctor was also very surprised. "You said you and your husband were married for half a year, and they didn't even do that."

Although there was only one doctor in the consulting room, Su Xiaowan's face turned red unconsciously.

"Strange..."

When a normal adult man or woman meets someone she likes, she can't help it. She has met several people who are pregnant before they get married. This

"Every time that happens, it hurts." Su Xiaowan's small voice is extremely low.

"You take off your pants and lie down. I'll show you --!"

have a look.

Although the doctor is a woman, Su Xiaowan has never been seen the private part, but now that she has come, she can't say she doesn't look

The doctor put on gloves and checked for her, "the hymen is still there, is it painful or..."

"I started to hurt when he didn't go in."

The doctor took off his gloves. "Miss, in your case, I suggest you go to the psychiatric department."

Psychiatry Department.

That means she's mentally

"You don't have any physical problems, your hymen is also there, and it's not infected... I don't see many examples like you, but there was one before, because you were violated when you were young, so there will be terror for sexual intercourse, but for specific reasons, I suggest you go to see a psychiatrist."

Su Xiaowan was transferred to the psychiatric department. At the moment, an elderly woman was sitting in front of her. The woman looked at her case and observed it for a long time.

"Do you have a history of mental illness in your family?"

Su Xiaowan nodded, "my mother has."

Her mother, a famous pianist, said that her work pressure caused some mental problems. When her mother fell from the upstairs, she was in great spirits.

This mental illness is caused by the genetic history. Su Xiaowan knows that after being told by the doctor just now, Su Xiaowan feels more and more that she is also insane?

"Do you have a memory you didn't remember before?"

Seeing what she wrote on her resume, the doctor twisted his eyebrows and took a close look at Su Xiaowan. It turned out that she had a history of mental illness.

"Well."

"Can you think of the environment then?"

The doctor's word by word probably attributed her to being invaded by human nature. When she was in tension, she would forget something, so she would have such a sense of resistance.

"Doctor, during that time my mother had an accident..."

The doctor listened to Su Xiaowan's words. It seems that this patient is different from others. She had received a patient before because she was molested when she was a child, which caused psychological shadow. So when she grew up, her mother took her to see a psychologist. In fact, psychological hint is quite effective for some people.

But generally I don't remember those things, how can

"I think it's because you're too nervous. I'll prescribe some medicine for you. During this period, you should take some medicine first. When you finish the medicine, you'll come back for a follow-up visit, and I'll show you. But this psychosis, if it's serious, will be inherited --"

After all, she can't say anything.

Su Xiaowan pauses and listens to that.

In severe cases, it may be inherited.

My mother's illness is repeated. When it's serious, even people can't recognize it... So will she have it?

If it's serious, will you not know Feng Yan?

It's like a bomb that will explode at any time. I don't know when it will explode. Su Xiaowan's heart is very heavy.

Su Xiaowan took the medicine, Cheng Weiwei saw her come out, "how? Did the doctor say anything? "

Su Xiaowan shook her head and took a bag of medicine, "let me go home to take medicine."

Medicine?

Cheng Weiwei looked at the label on it. As bodyguards, they basically need to understand a lot of things, "aren't these ordinary antibiotics?"

"The quack! Next time, you'd better find someone you know and have a look. "

Cheng Weiwei throws the medicine directly into the garbage can, and then pulls Su Xiaowan away.

Su Xiaowan felt a little bored. He didn't know if it was because of the words that the psychiatrist said that he was bored. He saw a Qingba, "Weiwei, I want to drink!"“

"Drinking“ Cheng Weiwei hears that, of course, it's impossible. The young master will kill her. Last time, the young grandmother was in the bar, and something almost happened.

She didn't dare.

"You can listen to the piano in this bar. I want to listen to it for a while and then go home --!"

Cheng Weiwei naturally knows Su Xiaowan's preferences.

"Besides, Weiwei, if you protect me by my side, nothing will happen! Weiwei, you are the best

Cheng Weiwei can't stand girls' coquetry any more. Their bodyguards are all big men. They are also good at wielding swords and guns. There is a lovely girl standing in front of her. She really gives up her arms.

"Well, young granny, we can't drink, just listen to the piano!"

I don't know if the young master can stop the young granny's coquetry.

The two came to a Qingba. There were not many people during this period, but the singers in the bar were still singing sad songs. Today, they didn't come too coincidentally, but they didn't play the piano.

As soon as Su Xiaowan sat down, Cheng Weiwei took her to leave. "Young grandma, why don't we change places and go home? I think we can play the piano at home?"

"If you come, just sit down for a while and then go. What's more, she looks so beautiful. Wei Wei, you sit down too. We'll sit down for a while and we won't be found."

This, let Su Xiaowan said, Cheng Weiwei is really a word can't refute.

Sure enough, I told the young master that she was sweet.

Cheng Weiwei brought a glass of water with the waiter, put it in front of Su Xiaowan, and ordered some food, but it was basically some melon seeds and so on.

She didn't give Su Xiaowan a drink. She was afraid that something might happen. Su Xiaowan didn't say she wanted to drink. She drank a few mouthfuls of lemonade and her stomach was sour.

Suddenly Cheng Weiwei's mobile phone rang, "little grandma, I'll go and answer the phone!"

"Well."

Su Xiaowan sat there, the whole bar was very cold, almost scattered people were sitting in a few corners, she was sitting on the bar, suddenly a woman pushed a glass of wine, looked up, it was the bartender.

"Miss, I don't think you are in a good mood. This is merryis. You can taste it. Don't worry. If it's not high, I'll treat you to this wine."

It was a glass of wine like blood red Mary. There was a lot of pulp floating in it. It looked like fruit wine.

She picked it up and took a sip. It really tasted good. "Thank you!"

Although this fruit wine is not very strong, it still has a long way to go. As soon as Su Xiaowan drinks a glass, he feels faint, and Cheng Weiwei doesn't come.

She got up and went to the bathroom.

Before she went in, she suddenly bumped into a man who came out. She stumbled and almost fell down. She just felt dizzy.

"Sorry..."

With a word, Su Xiaowan wanted to go.

Xia Chenyan didn't expect to see Su Xiaowan here. During this time, he always wanted to find Su Xiaowan, but Feng Yan protected her so well that he couldn't see her.