"I'm a fool to leave you. I want to keep you in my pocket all the time." She found that she was more and more inseparable from him. Su Xiaowan didn't think she was a clingy person, but now, she wanted to be tired of being around her all day long.

Every minute I want to be with her, even if sometimes they are busy and don't talk, but as long as they are in the same space, once they look up, they can see each other, which can block her heart.

Su Xiaowan doesn't want to become a sticky and annoying wife.

But I just can't control myself.

His thick chest gives him unprecedented sense of security, that is her man, only she can touch, can touch.

Everything belongs to itself.

"Feng Yan, I..." the man's kiss suddenly fell on her face. The thin and fragmentary kiss ironed her skin, and her expression was sentimental.

At the moment, she seems to be well cared by others. Soon, Su Xiaowan is brought into the whirlpool of Fengyan. For a moment, she forgets what she wanted to say before. She realizes that the man's hand is untiing his clothes, "don't..."

"But I can't help it..." his low voice with a bit of temptation, hot fell on Su Xiaowan's ear, let Su Xiaowan's shoulder tremble, unconsciously shrunk.

Su Xiaowan, with a red face, did not dare to look at Feng Yan at the moment. "You... You solve it yourself..."

The man at that end is sitting there.

Su Xiaowan admired Feng Yan's self-control. At least many times, she could feel that he was on the verge of collapse, but he was reluctant to move her.

Her eyes looked at the place at the other end, and her face was very hot.

From time to time, he peeked inside and saw Feng Yan's dark face and

"Still looking?"

"... are you ok?"

"If I'm not good, will you help me?"

"Feng Yan, are you angry? Don't you mean we're going to fall in love slowly? No one can fall in love... Just do that thing. "

She said, face has been red, think of that day want to give her own, finally self defeating appearance.

"I like you. If I want to do that with you, I will be responsible."

After hearing this, Su Xiaowan was elated, but it was a girl in the end, and it was outside. Although there was no difference in the relationship between them, it was outside in the end.

Su Xiaowan still can't let go.

"... I know you're not a scum man, but now you're outside. Be obedient."

"What you say is what you say."

Who made him like her!

"Feng Yan, it's very kind of you."

Su Xiaowan gives him a kiss on the face. At this moment, Feng Yan's lust rises. Now he just wants to take a cold bath.

Su Xiaowan thought about her younger brother. She opened the door and said, "Feng Yan, we've all come here, or we'll go home after dinner?"

"Go home and eat!"

"But... Forget it, then go home!"

After all, she saw the cold sweat on Feng Yan's forehead.

Feng Yan went to the bathroom to take a cold bath as soon as he got home. Aunt Li looked at her with a smile, taking care of this and that.

"The young master is very old. The young granny should be considerate of him a little bit."

“……”

She was embarrassed to tell Aunt Li that they had never been there once.

forget it.

Su Xiaowan is in bed and receives another call.

It's sunset.

"Xiao Wan, I want to go back with him?"

"Go back? Why is it so sudden? "

"I'm tired to go back and make it clear that I've been dragging on like this." Summer sunset voice with tired.

From the perspective of Su Xiaowan, she doesn't know how to admonish her.

Master Lu is not very reliable.

She doesn't want Xia Xiyan to jump into the fire pit, but Lu Shimian and Feng Yan are very good friends. Feng Yan is so good that Lu Shimian should not be bad.

Besides, they've known each other for such a long time.

If a man is willing to marry her, especially a man like him, who is willing to give his marriage to a woman, does he also like it?

"Sunset, I hope you can be happy."

"You want to be happy for me, I put my share of happiness in your place!"

"Don't say that. If you say that again, I'm going to cry. Do you have the heart to make me cry?"

In fact, Su Xiaowan has a child's temper. In the past, she was an adult, because there was no one to support her, so she had to swallow her pain.

She can't cry.

They all said he was a heartless man.

But now, she can't stand any grievance.

"Don't cry. When you cry, master Feng will have to settle with me again!"

"Xiyan, you and Master Lu... I don't know what to say." Su Xiaowan is an outsider, many things, naturally no Xia Xiyan this party know.

However, even if she knew that Feng Yan liked herself, she would continue to prove it.

What's more, summer is over!

"Xiyan, many things in the outside world don't mean that the eyes can see and the ears can hear. A lot of things depend on their own feelings. They all say that Feng Yan is not a good man, but I think he is better than everyone else. He is a good man. They say that Feng Yan is ugly and has a bad spleen. But I think he is super handsome and has a good temper. He will hurt me, He would think of ways to buy me gifts, racking his brains, showing me music scores and analyzing problems. He seems to know everything, but sometimes he is like a child, putting his temper on his face. But I know that he likes me so much. If I had heard other people's words and said that he was bad, he would have run away long ago... "

Said, she also pursed lips, seems to mention those happy things, her happy mouth is obvious.

"But I've been in touch with him for so long. I know that he likes me as much as I like him."

"Xiyan, you have been with Master Lu for such a long time. Don't you know whether he likes you or not? Like a person is hidden, it is want to live a lifetime, want to do their best to him, no matter what. I know you like him. I saw it that day. "

If you like someone, you can hide there.

Eyes, movements, you can't cheat people.

But it's just because the fans of the game, like Xiyan, can see that Feng Yan likes himself very much, but actually he feels as if he has adapted, so there is not much psychological change.

Xia Xiyan was poked in the mind, she stopped for a long time.

"Xiao Wan, I don't know whether I should like him or not. Besides, I always think he doesn't like me that much."

She likes him, after all, that is her first man, but she doesn't want to like him, because she knows what will happen in the end. There is a wall in front of her, and she can't break it.

Besides, there is Shen Qi'er.

They will not be happy.

Since you won't be happy, why should you continue to fly moths to the fire? If you pay for this kind of thing, naturally you don't want to get anything in return. The big deal is that you are eaten by the dog during that period of youth.

Su Xiaowan's view of love has always been that if you like me, I like you.

"Xiaowan, are you troubled by my business? Don't worry. Not all people are the same as Lu Shimian. There are not many people like master Feng. You must hold them well. "

Su Xiaowan nodded, "OK, Xiyan, it's better for you to go back with him. Some things should be talked about when two people calm down. Don't be impulsive."

However, Feng Yan also said that emotion is a matter for two people, and she can't intervene.

Maybe it's not the right time.

When the time comes, everything should be OK.

it will be.

You will.

Just as she hopes to be happy, she also hopes that Xiyan can be happy, even if this happiness does not come from Lu Shimian.

She just wants her to be happy.

Originally, Su Xiaowan also wanted to tell Xiyan about her younger brother, but she was so upset about her own affairs that she still didn't mention them.

Su Xiaowan hangs up. Feng Yan has already taken a bath. She pours into his arms. Her warm arms make her feel that she is a lucky person.

Maybe unfortunately, it's too long.

"Feng Yan, let's go to see my mother tomorrow."

"Good."

Feng Yan has never heard of her mother, but he knows the news.

……

The next day, Su Xiaowan dressed up early. She followed Feng Yan to the cemetery.

Bought a bunch of chrysanthemums, holding chrysanthemums, suddenly thought of Feng Yan at that time to give her flowers.

She had a tick in the corner of her mouth.

The cemetery is still cold, probably because of the morning light, there is fog around, and the dew is very heavy, which makes her hair wet.

Su Xiaowan reached out and stroked her hair, "Feng Yan, I'm not very ugly, either? If my mother sees me like this, she may think that... Feng Yan, your clothes are not good-looking today, and you can't show your tall and handsome. Stand by me... "

"Are you nervous?"

"I... it's the first time I've brought you to see her. Although she's just a tombstone, I'm still afraid she doesn't like you."

"Fool!"

"You laugh at me!"

"If she loves you, naturally she will like what you like."

Su Xiaowan frowned.

Does mom love her?

She didn't seem to have received much maternal love. When she was a child, her mother left her to her grandmother. After waiting for many years, she didn't see her mother

After that, it's their last face.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing. I just envy your mother for being nice to you, but I don't have a mother!"

"She's your mother, too."

"Feng Yan, how is your family..."

Two people came to the tombstone together. Su Xiaowan looked at the tombstone at that end. It seemed that Su just didn't come over, because it looked very desolate here.

This place was chosen by Su Zheng.

It's not a geomantic treasure land, but because of the pressure at that time, I finally chose this place and settled down.

She didn't know what mother was like to Su Zheng.

It doesn't matter.