Su Xiaowan didn't tell anyone about her mother.
She followed her grandmother. Many people mistakenly thought that she was a left behind child. When her father and mother went to work in the city, they left her and her grandmother to depend on each other.
It's very common in this small village.
That's what people say.
She never explained, just let them misunderstand.
Because she didn't know how to explain it.
Explain why you are abandoned, explain why your mother doesn't even want her parents and children for the sake of love in her heart?
In this case, she couldn't say it and didn't know how to say it.
She has always been strong, in the class will have good friends, but never said his home.
No one knows.
In her view, some show weakness, do not need outsiders to know.
It's like some bitterness, only you know it.
For a long time, Su Xiaowan raised her head and suddenly asked.
"Feng Yan, have you ever been abandoned?"
Give up?
Feng Yan's eyes stare at her, amber eyes seem to be with crystal clear.
Su Xiaowan doesn't know why he suddenly asked Feng Yan.
How long did he and Feng Yan know each other? How could he say these words to him? When he asked, he was shocked by his own.
"That... Feng Yan, i... don't get me wrong, i... asked."
"Who gave you up?"
Feng Yan's eyes looked at her, black clothes, in front of her, is particularly prominent, even if she can't see anything, but can feel the man's aura.
She was uneasy and uneasy.
She frowned.
"No, I asked." Su Xiaowan took a sip of water. The warm water ran down her mouth and dyed her throat.
If not for Feng Yanyu, she really wanted to blow her head out.
Feng Yan looked at her uneasy eyes, her eyes have been dodging.
I don't seem willing to mention this topic again.
Everyone has a secret in his heart.
Those secrets are unknown, even in his own heart. Those secrets hidden in his eyes will be revealed by someone one day.
But now, obviously, the time has not come.
Su Xiaowan lowered her head. She was thinking about the mess in her heart. She was chagrined, chagrined at what she had just done. Suddenly, a warm hand pressed her hair.
The palm of a man's hand is warm, and no one has ever held her head.
She reached for his hand and said, "what are you doing?"
But suddenly the man held her wrist tightly.
Hold your hands tightly.
She raised her head and looked at Feng Yan. Although she couldn't see him, she knew that Feng Yan was right in front of her, "what are you doing..."
"Su Xiaowan!" For a long time, he called her name.
"... what's the matter?" She was surprised, how suddenly called her name.
She seems to remember not saying her name.
How did she know!
"Nothing."
Su Xiaowan scolded a sick, and do not cross the face, ear tip slightly red.
I don't know why, all of a sudden, the tip of her ear is hot.
When Chen came in, he looked at Su Xiaowan and Feng Yan and coughed softly.
Suddenly, Su Xiaowan listened to a burst of laughter, maybe because she couldn't see it, so her ears were especially good.
She jumped out of bed like someone had caught her.
But the buttock just left the bed, but was a big hand tightly pressed the shoulder, "sit well."
The man's low voice came to his face.
She couldn't see anything, even a little light, but she knew that Chen was not far away from her, and seemed to laugh at herself.
In fact, it was nothing, but was so laughed at by others.
Her face turned red and her ears turned red.
After that, she didn't even hear what Feng Yan said to Chen.
The room suddenly quiets down. Su Xiaowan shouts Feng Yan a few times, only to find that he is not there.
Su Xiaowan leans on the bed, thinking about her grandmother's words.
mom?
She suddenly let herself go back, is it a conscience?
This is the first time that Su Xiaowan is curious about the Su family.
She fell asleep in a daze.
She had a dream.
Dream, is the colorful sunshine down the light.
There are many pink bubbles.
……
The voice outside is very loud. It seems that someone is quarreling. Su Xiaowan is woken up. She opens her eyes and thinks it's just a dream. After all, there are only a few of them in Chen's place.
But now, as soon as she opened her eyes, she heard the news.
Made sure there was someone out there.
Holding her arms, Su Xiaowan wants to get up.
"Awake?"
It's Feng Yan's voice. She pauses and looks up at the source of the voice.
Although nothing can be seen, Su Xiaowan knows that Feng Yan is on her side.
"What's going on out there?"
"Nothing." Feng Yan handed over a glass of water, "what do you want to eat?"
"No, I'm going to the bathroom!"
Su Xiaowan, holding her arms, got up from the bed and was looking for her shoes. In the past, her shoes were on the edge of the bed. Let alone, during this period of time, she couldn't see. She felt that her eyesight was really important.
But people don't want to fight for what they can't get, but they never know how to cherish what they have.
Feng Yan squatted down and put on her shoes, which made her feel a little embarrassed. It was the first time for her that someone helped him put on his shoes.
He raised his eyes, looked at her and asked, "shall I help you in?"
Su Xiaowan shyly shook his head, "no need."
She has been in this place for some time. It's OK for her not to go out of the room, but to move normally in the room, because Feng Yan has moved all the tables and chairs.
You can go to the bathroom in one direction.
She carefully down, now toward the end, Feng Yan's eyes staring at her, the next second, looking at the scarlet on her pants.
The vision is deep.
Su Xiaowan doesn't know what happened to her. She only feels that she has a stomachache and thinks that she has eaten badly. In addition, she feels that there are a lot of people outside. She doesn't like too many people. She is a lonely person and doesn't like too much excitement.
It may be that they like to hide in places that no one can see.
In this way, she can be herself.
She pushed the door into the bathroom. The creaking door was a wooden one, so she listened to a woman's voice before she squatted down.
"Miss Su?"
miss?
The voice was strange. As soon as the woman finished, she was fixed by Feng Yan's eyes. She immediately changed her name.
"Girl."
Su Xiaowan's action stopped and pointed to himself, "are you calling me?"
"Yes, girl."
"What can I do for you?"
The woman was holding a tampon in her hand. At the moment, she took a look at Feng Yan. It was a man who was present. She came in and closed the door gently.
"Girl, what's the matter with you? Your trousers are stained with blood."