"Dad, you see, she has no sense of shame at all. She has been driven out, and she's still hanging out. If she does anything shameless again, others don't know what to say about them."
Su Xiaowan would not have lived here if it had not been for the sake of blocking their hearts.
She looked at them upset, that face every time can remind her of grandma lying in the hospital bed, lifeless.
She came back for revenge. Originally, she thought she could turn a blind eye to it, but she was wrong. Their existence added a lot of obstacles, even if she did not see them.
Even if she pretended that nothing had happened, she still hated her every night.
In fact, once people have hate, they can't let go of themselves, because people who are hated don't have a trace of guilt, on the contrary, they are aggressive.
Su Xiaowan looks at Su Qiqi's endless chatter, but Su Zheng has a kind of indifferent attitude.
The family is cold-blooded.
Su Xiaowan didn't know it today.
"Dad, I have a sense of propriety. I won't do anything to shame the Su family. I'm really with my friends. I'll move out when I find a job in a few days."
Su Xiaowan knows that Su is trying to save face. She will never drive herself out of the limelight during this period of time.
"Well, if you move out, don't talk about it. Xiao Wan, I believe you are a decent person. Go up and wash your face and come down for dinner."
Su Xiaowan took a look at Su Qiqi, who was not convinced, and walked upstairs.
When Su Xiaowan went upstairs, Su Qiqi looked at Su Zheng, "Dad, if she was outside..."
"You'd better not make trouble for me. Now, we're all staring at our every move. If I drive her out now, what will others say about me?"
"But our family is like this now..."
"I, the Su family, can support one person." After that, Su Zheng left with his sleeve down and didn't even have breakfast.
Shen Yin comes down, just looking at Su Zheng's back and pulling Su Qiqi, "can you stop fooling around all day long? Recently you haven't found that your father's mood is not right?"
Su Qiqi is said by Shen Yin, "isn't dad like this every time?"
"It's been a strange time for your father, especially after he came back from Fengzhen."
"It can't be that he really has something to do with grandma Su Xiaowan's death..."
"Shut up
Su seven seven flurried of cover own mouth.
Shen Yin frowned, "this kind of thing, don't talk nonsense outside. If it's heard by others, it will kill your father. Although your father can't earn much money now, his brain is good. He's a potential stock. You don't want you to live on the street with me, do you?"
"Mom, I understand." Su Qiqi looked around, "I won't talk nonsense in the future."
Now Shen Yin and she can only rely on Su Zheng.
This kind of dependence comes from the difference between men and women. If she wants to have status, she has to rely on Su Zheng to fight step by step.
"Eat first."
Two people sit down to have breakfast, Shen Yin says.
"Before you go to your uncle's side, go to your father's side first. He didn't have breakfast. How can he stand this day?"
"Why do you want me to go? I'll get in touch later! Anyway, isn't there an empty one upstairs? Let her deliver it. She should help her to eat and drink from our family. "
Shen Yin hates iron but not steel. She is so smart all her life. How can she have such a child? "I want you to clear up the misunderstanding with your father and make him feel guilty. We two, such a good thing, you let her go?"
"... I'm wrong, mom. Don't be angry. I'll go later. Don't worry. I'll act like a spoiler to my father. He will surely forgive me."
Of course, Su Xiaowan didn't go downstairs. She ate at home in the morning. Although she was a little hungry, she would rather eat bread than go downstairs to face these people.
But aunt Lin ordered a bowl of porridge and poached eggs for her. "Miss, I just made it for you. You can eat it while it's hot."
"Thank you, aunt Lin."
Su Xiaowan took the bowl of porridge. When she ate it, she had a kind of grandmother's taste.
Aunt Lin's porridge was taught by Nan Yin when she followed her mother.
It's a seafood porridge.
With crisp and tender poached eggs, it tastes good and she likes it very much.
I finished in a few bites.
She suddenly thought of Feng Yan. When she had something good, she wanted to share it with him.
He'll love it, too.
"Auntie Lin, how is this porridge made? Can you teach me?"
Aunt Lin thought she thought the porridge was delicious. "Miss, if you like it, I'll make it for you tomorrow."
"... er." Su Xiaowan can't say that she wants to make it for Feng Yan. She turns her head and looks at Aunt Lin with her eyes raised. She is pure and innocent. "Aunt Lin, I think your porridge is delicious. I have a friend who especially likes seafood porridge, so I want to learn how to make it from you."
Aunt Lin understood, "I'll write it down for you."
"If not, I'll record it? It's too many words and it's tiring to write. " In today's society, how many people write? It's hard for her to ask Su Xiaowan to write a large paragraph.
Not to mention aunt Lin, Su Xiaowan took out her mobile phone and turned on the recording function.
"Miss is considerate."
"This seafood porridge is very simple... Wash the crabs, remove the crab cover, remove the gills, and then chop them into two pieces with a knife..."
Aunt Lin finished and looked at Su Xiaowan's keyboard.
"This porridge was taught me to make when my wife was here. In a flash, it has been four years."
Aunt Lin sighed.
Mother?
This is the first time, from Aunt Lin's mouth, she heard her mother's words. She put down her mobile phone and looked up at Aunt Lin.
"My mother used to love seafood porridge?"
"My wife is allergic to seafood. My husband likes seafood porridge. I learned it from my wife and made it for my husband."
She listened to Aunt Lin's words. Her mother was a weak person in the marriage and loved someone humbly.
She didn't understand. She didn't feel a trace of love in Su Zheng, but why was her mother so happy?
According to the status of the mother at that time, it was not worried that there was no man to ask for marriage.
How did you fall into such an abyss? Even life
"It was I who mentioned the sad things that made the young lady sad."
"Aunt Lin, I don't have much impression of her. I don't think she is as high in my heart as my grandmother. Maybe it's a little unkind to say that, but it's true."
If it wasn't for grandma, she wouldn't have come back.
The only person who carries the childhood is her grandmother. She's the only one.
Aunt Lin sighed. In fact, Su Xiaowan was really good. At that time, when she was just born, she was like a doll. In fact, at that time, she didn't feel like the child of her wife and husband, because the child was so beautiful.
Su Zheng's appearance at that time was handsome, and his wife had never touched Yang Chunshui since she was a child.
But the girl could not see a trace of their appearance.
But after all, it was the wife who brought it back. As a servant, she would not talk nonsense.
"When my wife sent you to the countryside, even I was surprised. However, she loved this man. Her husband could say anything, even her own child... But after you left, she was not in a good mental state. Later, when she gave birth to the young master, she was a little better. But I didn't know that the young master was an autistic patient. She took the young master to visit a famous doctor, But... "
"Later, it was because Shen Yin came into the house, so she had to break a string."
It is often the last straw that kills people.
It seems light, but there is no breathing room at all.
At last, mother went mad.
"Don't say these unhappy things. It's enough for miss to come back safely now. All the people in this family learn to use masks to disguise themselves. Miss should always be cautious."
"I know."
"But Sir is your father in the end, and he loves you more or less."
In aunt Lin's heart, blood is an inextricable bond. If you want Su Xiaowan to be sheltered in this family, the only way is to hold on to Su Zheng.
"I just heard that my husband had a lecture on the young lady, but I didn't even eat breakfast. I went to the company directly. Why don't you take some breakfast to the company and do your best? This gentleman likes to listen to nice words most. You can say a few more words. In the future, his position in this family will be better, and he will always be bullied by the mother and daughter. "
Su Xiaowan won't go.
"Aunt Lin, Shen Yin is so clever. If I get this kind of good thing, I won't be bored."
Aunt Lin sighed and thought about it. At last, she didn't say anything. She turned and went out.
Audition time is the day after tomorrow, Su Xiaowan a son lying in the room, looking through the script, to talk about what acting talent and so on, Su Xiaowan where will.
After all, she is not specialized in this kind of major.
She looked around her situation and found that the only thing she could hold was probably the piano... But the background of Tian Luo girl was overhead, and even in ancient times, the piano was not suitable.
She held her cheek and frowned.
The script is so long, even if it's just one part of the performance, it's enough to keep people awake for several days. Her endorsement of Kung Fu was forgotten when she graduated.
Why don't you ask Lin Zhenzhen?
No, it's a test for her. She won't tell her.
Su Xiaowan rubs her head hard. She can't be so discouraged. She just takes a step and wants to go back. She's also hopeless.
Just thinking about it, the phone rings.
It's Fengyan.
She picked up her mobile phone in a hurry and said, "Hello, Feng Yan!"
That end obviously Leng for a while, "when did you leave?"
"Six o'clock in the morning, you sleep so well that I can't bear to call you." Su Xiaowan's voice came slowly, "did you eat in the morning?"
"Well."
"How delicious?"
"Not as good as you."