Su Xiaowan only felt that they were the only ones left in the room at that moment.
Su Xiaowan thought of Lian Yan.
She is envious of Feng Yan. She has such good parents. Even if the two old people in Feng's family are not Feng Yan's biological parents, they give her everything they can.
Treat him as his own son.
Su Xiaowan can feel that they care about him.
Even Mo Lao is also very affectionate to him.
Otherwise, would someone treat her so harshly?
Although the old friends have gone, the things left behind can't be buried by time.
This is his home.
And suddenly she thought of herself.
At this time, the environment is particularly quiet, Feng Yan is very quiet listening there.
"Ah Yan, I..."
All of a sudden, Feng Yan's mobile phone rang, at this time, "you answer the phone first."
"What do you want to tell me?"
"It's nothing. It's just a sudden feeling. Go and answer the phone."
Su Xiaowan listened to the constant vibration and pushed him at the moment.
Feng Yan has been busy these days.
As soon as Mo is old, many people are eyeing and blatantly provocative. Mo's family has always been at the top of the market. I don't know how many people have been quietly planning to bring them down.
Feng Yan took a look at Su Xiaowan, "wait for me to come back."
Then he took his cell phone and walked out.
When he came in after answering the phone, Su Xiaowan had fallen asleep on the sofa.
Looking at the tranquil appearance of the woman, my heart softened. When I wanted to wake him up, I couldn't bear it.
He bent down and picked up the girl.
On the bed.
My heart is filled with warmth, like at that moment, all things are not as important as the woman in front of me.
Fortunately, he remembered.
The man opened a corner of the quilt and lay down at one end.
Hold her tightly in my arms, now looking at her words, a lot of miscellaneous things in my heart, are gone.
He never told her that he had mania recently.
It's critically ill.
During this period of time, I can't control myself from time to time.
With Mo's departure, the man's heart seems to be more and more upset.
He took a few pills out of a drawer and put them in his mouth.
Before, he didn't care.
But now, he wants to be better.
She put her arms around the women's shoulders, and before long, they would go back to their familiar places.
He had little interest in moliting's will.
But let him originally ignore a lot of things, revealed.
That's Chen Liangliang.
The phone call just now is to tell him the identity of Chen Liangliang.
He did not expect that Chen Liangliang was the daughter of his mother's sister
This night, Feng Yan didn't feel sleepy and thought of many things.
……
Su Xiaowan had a good night's sleep. She didn't sleep well for several days. She nestled in the man's arms, but she had a very sweet sleep.
By the time she got up, Feng Yan had already woken up.
She looked at the place where the bed had been, and did not know what time he had gone to bed last night.
Su Xiaowan suddenly thought of the notebook given by Mo Lao.
Su Xiaowan didn't have time to see it yesterday, so now she doesn't know what's inside. She lifts the quilt and picks up her previous bag.
I flipped through it and found the notebook.
Just about to open a page, suddenly Feng Yan came in with milk and bread in his hand.
She doesn't know how, with a guilty conscience like all of a sudden closed the notebook.
Men come with long legs.
Put the milk in front of Su Xiaowan, and then sit quietly beside her.
Su Xiaowan took his notebook and looked at him, "don't you go?"
"You want me to go?"
The man's face haze, a pair of black eyes like a threat to stare at her.
"... do you want to see what he wrote for me?"
"I don't want to see it."
"Well, well, I'll show you..." Su Xiaowan jumped into her arms. "I know you don't want to see it."
“……”
Su Xiaowan opens his notebook.
The first page is a picture.
The woman in cheongsam looks like a flower with a smile. She is probably in her twenties. She is really beautiful, especially her eyes, which look like a sea of stars.
"This is your mother --"! I've seen her Su Xiaowan pointed to the photo and said.
mom.
The man's eyes are fixed on the picture above. The woman is a beauty with red lips and white teeth.
But the word "mother" is strange to this woman.
Seeing the photo, Su Xiaowan took it down from his notebook and gave it to Feng Yan.
"What for?"
"Take good care of it. If I lost it that day, it would be bad. You... This is the only picture of your mother beside your father."
They had collected Mo Lao's belongings. Except for the marriage certificate, they didn't have a group photo.
But that marriage certificate has been burned to Mo Liting.
He took care of it.
There is also a picture of Morson and Jolie.
Mo Heng has been sent to Mo's home.
So, this is the only picture.
The man's brow didn't stretch out. Now he was holding the photo tightly.
It was su Xiaowan who turned another page of his notebook.
"I didn't expect that you, little girl, didn't even want my legacy..."
Looking at the handwriting on it, Su Xiaowan was in a trance and had a sour nose. That kind of feeling was very uncomfortable.
He is gone, but what he left behind is only such a notebook.
"I just can't last long, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow... Counting the rest of my life every day. It's a waste of time. It's better to die directly... Listen to my nagging, you're the girl. You think I'm a gardener, but I really want you to take me out, See if it's the same as it was more than ten years ago... "
Su Xiaowan leaned against Feng Yan's arms and looked at the words on it, "this burden is too heavy for me to breathe. I'm sorry to give you this pressure. If I leave, this pressure may fall on nanjue or a Yan
Originally, I don't want to tell this secret all my life, but I know that if I don't tell it, it will be a secret forever, but anyway, I want to tell you that the Baron... Is not my child, girl. Don't be surprised to see here. Please keep looking. I promised the Baron's mother at the beginning, so I kept the Baron by my side for so many years, I didn't tell nanjue his own father, and there was no day for him to worship. If one day, take him to his father's tombstone and kowtow.
Girl, I want you to marry nanjue. I know that you must scold me behind my back. But such a decision is not what I think of in a day or two. You are the most suitable person. Maybe you are the only one. They can coexist peacefully. I know that these two brothers are real people. I'm dead, Mo family
I'm sure there will be big waves behind. Nanjue is cynical on the surface, and ah Yan is impulsive. I'm not worried about this huge property. I've been fighting for more than ten years, and I think that all these things, home and everything, are more meaningful than those things outside.
I live in such a haze all my life, in fact, I don't get anything at all, just like my brother, we are fighting all our lives. On such a night, especially thinking about what happened before us, little girl, you are a kind girl. Over the years, I have seen too many people, only you, It's a simple girl. You are such a simple girl. You can't trust others so easily in the future. After all, there are not all good people like me in the world... I'm sorry for a Yan, I'm sorry for him... "
Next, Mo's pen stopped.
Su Xiaowan didn't know what he was going to write in the back, but there was no way to turn the back of this notebook.
But on the last page.
She saw a few lines.
"Today's innocence is good, I live another day."
Su Xiaowan looked out of the window and he left.
Later in life, may be transformed into clouds, breeze, tide, wave... Now, the weather is clear, the warm sunshine, long time no see.
"However, I'm still curious about your answer. After all, you are always a girl who can't guess anything... Will you want the legacy I gave you?"
Su Xiaowan frowned.
What he left behind for Mo Lao is money worship?
"From now on, you can stay with him and take good care of him for me, please."
Su Xiaowan's eyes are deep.
Please.
It contains countless thoughts.
Obviously, these words were not written on the same day, because some of them were mentioned in this place and some in that place.
In fact, they are all repeating.
This notebook is more like a diary.
It's like recording every day when she's still alive.
And the word at the bottom, it's Jolie.
I don't know how many times.
It's like practicing calligraphy.
But with this name is a circle of love.
I don't know how many times.
But with that love folded up, is a sorry
"Feng Yan, are you ok?"
In fact, there is not much mention of Feng Yan in this whole article, but the life experience of Mo nanjue.
In Su Xiaowan's opinion.
In fact, it is unfair to Feng Yan.
However, Mo is always a good man. Mo nanjue has more things than Feng Yan. Moreover, Mo pays more attention to him than Feng Yan.
It's true to regard him as his own son.
The man's eyes are still cold and deep. He can't see what he is thinking
"What's the matter with Jolie and him?"
In fact, Su Xiaowan doesn't know much. After thinking about it, she takes out a piece of paper from her bag and tells Feng Yan what she knows.
"I don't know if I guessed that, but they didn't know each other's love and left with regret... But don't be sad, they met now, and those misunderstandings must have been explained clearly."