Chapter 407

After Qu Yingxia left, there was only Chen Jingwen left in the room. Chen Jingwen was also very uncomfortable. He stood up and looked at the lights of thousands of families in the distance. Maybe they were very happy. Why did his life have to be so bitter? Chen Jingwen's heart more think more sad, he wants to vent, want to shout out the grievances and sad heart, but what's the use of that? Depressed Chen Jingwen holds his head in pain and squats on the ground. He asks why and why in his heart, but who can tell him the answer?

Chen Jingwen is really sad. He wants to ease his sadness. If he goes on like this, he will collapse. He thought of the wine stored at home, and drinking a little wine might make his heart feel better.

Usually, Chen Jingwen doesn't drink by himself. He only drinks when he has social intercourse. He doesn't drink by himself.

but today is different. He feels very uncomfortable. He wants to use alcohol to narcotic himself. He opens a bottle of Baijiu, and he has a high degree. He usually hasn't drunk such a high number of wine. This wine is still given to him by a friend. He has been put in his home and has not moved. Today, he saw that this wine had the highest degree. He took out his glass, poured a full glass of wine and drank it directly. He felt that his throat and stomach were burning. It was this stimulating feeling that diverted his attention. He felt that his heart was not so uncomfortable.

"It's a good wine." Chen Jingwen said to himself.

Chen Jingwen just drank one cup at a time. He didn't know how much he drank. Anyway, he couldn't count. I knew that my head was dizzy and I felt that my hands were shaking unconsciously. I felt that everything around me had been spinning. Chen Jingwen said to himself, "why is this thing moving?" After that, he shook his head and picked up the glass again. I don't know what cup he was drinking. There are several more beer bottles scattered around his body. Now Chen Jingwen is drunk, and the situation of the orphanage is constantly appearing in his mind. The experience of this period makes him remember deeply all the time. No wonder he will think of these.

I still remember when he was a child, he was playing with the children. There were several boys, one of whom said, "who dares to play with fire?" The children here all know that they can't play with fire here. This has always been emphasized by the teachers in the orphanage, but they are children after all. They don't know the seriousness of these things. They always want to show themselves more powerful, so that they will appear more powerful and become their heroes.

Other children said: "the teacher does not let play with fire, this is not right."

That child said: "you are timid, now the teacher is not, we play, and nothing will happen."

His words, let some children's heart activity, right, now the teacher is not in, play will not have any problem.

"No, if you play, I'll tell the teacher." One of the children said.

The child who took the lead immediately stood in front of him and said fiercely, "if you dare to go, we'll see you and beat you once in the future, and we'll see if you dare." The child who takes the lead is the tallest among them. Of course, he is also the most powerful. When he says this, other children are afraid and dare not speak out.

Just now, the child who said he wanted to tell the teacher didn't dare to make a sound. The leading child didn't speak at first sight. He thought that naturally he didn't dare. He was very proud. Looking at the other children below, he said, "come with me."

Chen Jingwen also followed them. In fact, he also wanted to play. After all, he was a playful age. He happily went with them. They came to the backyard of the orphanage, which was covered with grass. No one should find them.

The leading child took out a box of matches from his pocket and gave them to everyone. He said to everyone, "everyone has only one. If there is no more, don't put them on the clothes. It's easy for the teacher to find out. You all go to find some hay. Let's have a bonfire party."

The rest of the children went to find some hay, and Chen Jingwen was no exception. He also came back with a lot of hay and picked up branches.

Soon they imitated the campfire Party of adults and made the fire for you. Chen Jingwen and they were very happy, waving the branches in their hands, and they all circled around the campfire, singing and dancing. The branch was ignited by them. Several people had a good time. Even the child who said he would sue the teacher forgot what he said just now and had a good time.

Chen Jingwen didn't hold the branch in his hand. It fell to the grass. The grass on the grass had withered. As soon as he saw a little fire, it was very burning. Other children were scared to see such a scene. Because of the wind, the fire spread very fast, and soon it was burning towards the house of the orphanage. It was terrible, and the children were scared to run When the teacher and the Dean found out, the fire was already very big. Chen Jingwen didn't dare to say that he made it himself. He was also afraid to hide.The fire burned for a long time, destroyed the house, and then stopped. The Dean was also in the fire. He lost his life because of fighting the fire. Everyone was very sad, because the Dean was the best person to them. He never quarreled with one of their children, and often gave them good food and played games with them. When they knew, they were very sad, but these years No one knows about it. Because of his guilt, Chen Jingwen often has nightmares. In his dreams, he often dreams about the scene at that time, and then suddenly wakes up. This situation lasted for a long time, and he went to the hospital to see it. However, the doctor said that it was a heart disease, and taking medicine could alleviate it, but the effect was not very good. So Chen Jingwen always had nightmares, After he met Qu Yingxia, he could sleep peacefully, which surprised him very much. He always felt that Qu Yingxia was his salvation. Without the appearance of Qu Yingxia, he didn't know what he would be like. Maybe he had been tortured and crazy for a long time.