Chapter 2165

The look of the lame man changed slightly.

Xia Hongyin said: "I know you have been humiliated in the Protoss. Brother Xiao Botian helped you regain your dignity, so you have been very determined to him since then. Even if you were forced to leave the protoss later, you never complained at all, nor would you blame bing'er. But at that time, after all, these things were caused by me or bing'er, so I can't protect them Bing'er, I have no problem, but bing'er was still young at that time, so it's best to let him leave us

A way to protect him. "

The cripple's face eased slightly and asked, "so you threw him away in the orphanage?"

"Well." Xia Hongyin said, "So I abandoned him to the orphanage. Do you think I have never known that you have been with him in the orphanage these years? The child bing'er was later found by the Minister of national security and then taken away. Don't I know that? How many eyes and coldness bing'er received from other children and how many grievances he has endured before? Do you think I, a mother, will not feel heartache? In fact, my heart is filled with resentment Hate is no less than you. You hate me, but I hate Xiao duantian all the time and hate him all the time! "

"Over the years, do you think that child Xiao Sheng has suffered less pain and suffering than bing'er around me? In fact, you are wrong. Everything sheng'er has suffered is ten times or a hundred times that of bing'er. Now he is completely immersed in hatred. He is thinking of revenge all the time. In fact, my guilt for sheng'er is not less than bing'er's guilt at all. Sheng'er is really too bitter and tired, and what he has suffered is too much Too much. "

The lame man asked, "where is the eldest childe?"

"I can't tell you." Xia Hongyin said, "Now I've put it down, and I hope bing'er and sheng'er can all put it down, but it seems that they are difficult to do it, especially sheng'er's obsession is too deep and deep, and even sheng'er has made me feel a little strange. The more this is the case, the more heartache I feel. You know, I always have a feeling that sheng'er's life has been destroyed by me as a mother. Bing'er may have grown up in an orphanage, didn't he With the company of his relatives, he actually needs to be a lot happier. "

The lame man was silent for a moment, and finally sighed and said, "maybe what you said is reasonable. The life of ordinary people is a happy life."

"Unfortunately, the seeds of hatred in sheng'er's heart not only take root and sprout, but have already grown into a dense tree. It was the seeds I planted myself, and now I can't even control it." Xia Hongyin sighed and said, "don't say this, I don't expect you to forgive me immediately, I just want to say my heart, at that time I was extremely paranoid, bing'er didn't stay by my side, in fact, it was a good thing for him, staying by my side would be more painful, but would suffer more torture."

The lame man said, "I listened to what you said. I can't blame you."

"Thank you." Xia Hongyin said with a sigh of relief.

"After all, you are the mother of the second childe, and also the wife of his Majesty the God King. I know that the second childe has been thinking about who his father is and who his mother is all these years. He has always wanted to see you. Even if he has been separated for so many years, he may not have a little memory of you, but the fact that blood is thicker than water cannot be changed. I also hope you can be happy together, and I hope Xiaobing can Enough to make up for the regrets of the previous 30 years. "

"I will." Xia Hongyin made a solemn commitment, "I abandoned him thirty years ago, and I won't do it again thirty years later."

"Well." The lame man promised and limped towards the hotel.

Xia Hongyin looked at the back of the cripple and muttered, "thank you for taking care of the soldier over the years, and I will always remember it."

After the reception in the hotel, Xiao Bing sent them to Longmen base to stay, because although Xiao Fu is not small, it can't be compared with the base after all, so Xiao Fu is really unable to live now.

After sending most of the relatives and friends who came from other places to Longmen base to live, Xiao Bing drove the car and pulled Xia Hongyin alone in the direction of Xiao Fu. Holding the steering wheel in his hand, Xiao Bing drove carefully while turning his head and occasionally looking at his mother, smiled and said, "mom, you left quietly last time, but you never came back. This time is not allowed."

"Well, I won't this time."

"Mom, remember, when we first met, we felt very friendly to each other, so we finally recognized mother and son. I think this is the relationship between blood and water."

"Yes, in fact, I knew you at that time, but you didn't know me. I didn't expect you to recognize me as a mother. You don't know how excited I was at that time." Thinking of the original scene, Xia Hongyin's eyes are still red.

Xiao Bing said, "so it's impossible to cut off the family relationship. This time you're back, and I've got a wife. Just wait until I let your daughters-in-law give you some fat grandchildren and grandchildren. Then you can take care of your children at home, and we'll live a happy life in an ordinary family."

"Good." Xia Hongyin said excitedly, "I always hope you can live such an ordinary life, but it's a pity that you are the blood of the Xiao family after all, and you're never ordinary."

Xiao Bing smiled and said, "for you, for leaves, for Kexin, for others, I will live that life one day."

Feeling Xiao Bing's full expectation for the future, Xia Hongyin also obviously felt that after this meeting, although Xiao Bing had known what had happened, she deliberately avoided being abandoned to the orphanage that year, and deliberately avoided what she had left a while ago. Xia Hongyin took a deep breath, and her heart was even more guilty and remorseful. She knew that Xiao Bing didn't want to embarrass herself, He didn't want to make things difficult for himself. For this reason, he would rather bury many grievances and problems in his heart.

Xiao Bing didn't want to say, but Xia Hongyin didn't want to rot everything in her stomach, and she didn't want to see Xiao Bing always have something on her mind.

She said softly, "bing'er, stop the car and let's have a chat."

Xiao Bing stopped the car slowly on the roadside and looked back at Xia Hongyin. He was a little nervous, a little expecting, and a little nervous. He vaguely knew what his mother wanted to say. He had always wanted to ask but couldn't ask. It was the knot in his heart for so many years, but he didn't dare to ask. He was afraid of destroying the atmosphere, and he was afraid of what waves would arise between his mother and son who finally met again.

Xia Hongyin asked, "soldier, don't you hate me at all?"

Xiao Bing shook his head and said, "I only hate myself in my heart."

"It has nothing to do with you." Xia Hongyin said, "I gave birth to you. I can't blame a baby who can't even speak..."

Xiao Bing finally revealed the knot in his heart for so many years. He breathed out his breath and asked excitedly, "but you really threw me into the orphanage. If you don't hate me, why would it be me? I really don't understand."

"Because I want to protect you." Xia Hongyin said, "because I don't want to let both children bear the pressure of hatred. You have a brother who is several years older than you after all, and your father said before his death that his roots will not appear in a thousand years. Plus he is your brother, the brother should bear more responsibilities, so I left him by my side and put you at the door of the orphanage."

Xiao Bing asked, "so, the reason why you abandoned me to the orphanage is that you don't want me to bear hatred, but let my brother bear all hatred alone?"

"That's right." Xia Hongyin showed deep remorse in her eyes, "At that time, I was overwhelmed by hatred and wanted revenge wholeheartedly, but I knew that my talent was far from reaching the top, and I could never be Xiao duantian's opponent. My only way was to cultivate my son so that he could go to the protoss for revenge one day in the future. I let you live an ordinary life, and then put all the pressure on your brother, who didn't enjoy it from childhood to childhood After a little affection and warmth, I trained him in the coldest and strictest way in the world. I made his bones and heart harder than steel. I really succeeded. Your brother is really excellent. In this world, it is difficult to find a young man of the same age who is even better than him. "

Xiao Bing asked excitedly, "is my brother still alive? Where is he and who is he?"

Xia Hongyin didn't answer Xiao Bing's words, and continued, "he doesn't want you to see him now, son, I can't tell you now, because now even I can't understand any of your brother's ideas, and I don't want you to be hurt by him."

Xiao Bing took a deep breath, calmed down his mood slightly, and said, "well, mom, if you don't want to say it, you can stop saying it, as long as you can be here with me at ease."

"Thank you." Xia Hongyin said, "But don't worry, one day you will know. I think he will take the initiative to tell you sooner or later. After I sent you to the orphanage, although I didn't care about you, in fact, I have been observing you in the dark. I know all the grievances you have suffered, and I also know that those people in the orphanage are very good to you. To tell the truth, at that time, I thought it would be best if you grew up so ordinary, but I didn't expect that in the end, you would be taken away by the team leader who was still the captain of the Dragon tooth brigade at that time. At that time, you know, my heart hated him very much, and I even wanted to go over and kill him! "