Chapter 2437

We should not faint for a long time at the sight of a little blood, let alone watch ourselves kill people, engage in fierce gun battles and street battles with the enemy.

"Do you feel strange now?"

With Zhang Xiaofan to look at their own with the alien general eyes, Reba naturally is clear, she pause and continue to say;

"In fact, it really needs to stand up. I can't explain the reason myself."

"It's just that I didn't like the invariable and plain life since I was a child. This kind of feeling made me very depressed and even faintly suffocated."

"That's why a girl from Dihua city in the western regions has been admitted to Shencheng drama academy for thousands of miles, and she has chosen to enter the Chinese entertainment circle and is determined to become an excellent actress."

"The reason why I choose to go the way of actress is very simple, because I can experience a lot of life in movies and TV dramas that I have never experienced before."

"For example, I can become a female spy who goes deep into the enemy's back, or a female general who is not as brave as a man. Of course, there are nine red foxes that only exist in myths and legends."

"It's because of her role as an actor that she can make me experience a life I've never experienced before."

"Even a life that I didn't even think about before."

"That's why I'm so obsessed and fascinated with all this..."

In the dim car, only the faint atmosphere lights are flickering, but Reba's eyes are bright, just like the brightest star in the night sky.

She continued, pausing;

"So, with you, every day makes me feel that my life is very meaningful and valuable."

"It's no longer like the puppet that was bound and controlled by invisible silk thread as before."

"Every day in accordance with the schedule arranged by the brokerage company, step by step, honest and orderly to do something that has long been doomed."

"This kind of numbness, step-by-step life makes me feel more and more numb, more and more tired..."

"But when I'm with you, I feel like I've never been so real. I feel like I'm alive and real."

"If you can accompany me, even if I know that I may face a lot of dangers with you in the future."

"But I'm not afraid. I'll live my life step by step rather than mediocre."

"I'd rather live for myself once, even if it's only one day, one hour, one minute, then it's worth my life..."

Zhang Xiaofan looked at the girl in front of him, and there were ripples in his heart.

Especially, when Zhang Xiaofan saw Reba's solemn and serious face, he didn't seem to be joking with himself.

Until this time, Zhang Xiaofan can confirm that the other party is not joking with him, but serious. He can't help shaking his head and laughing bitterly.

"You are not afraid of those who don't know. As you just said, this kind of life is full of danger and precarious."

"If you are curious about my life, when the novelty of this curiosity gradually dissipates..."