Chapter 8347

In fact, since her debut 10 years ago, Tai Yan has experienced a long, long period of time, because "Black Sea" has been attacked by cyber violence and resisted by black fans.

Therefore, during the darkest time, Taiyan was tossing and turning in bed, unable to fall asleep in any case, and eventually developed into a very serious insomnia.

Today, 10 years later, insomnia has gradually become a habit.

Taiyan also knows that these pressures need to be borne by herself, which is the price she must pay to become an artist.

In general, in this case, it may be better to find familiar relatives to talk to each other, at least nothing will be kept in mind.

But she doesn't need it.

In other words, Taiyan is a natural person who is not willing to reveal her heart to others.

This is true from a very young age. Girls in other people's families always act coquettishly to their parents for what they can't get, or because of their grievances, so as to get what they want, or get more attention.

But Taiyan has never been like this. She doesn't like to be coquettish with others, and she doesn't tell her parents about her grievances and troubles. She likes to bury these unhappiness and troubles in a corner of her heart.

Of course, this does not mean that Taiyan is eccentric and introverted. In fact, in real life, Taiyan is still extremely lively and even gives people the feeling of jumping off.

However, she is too sensible, sensible heartache, Taiyan do not want to because of their own things and bring unnecessary burden to others, pressure.

Therefore, compared with the self narrator, she prefers to be a listener. She always likes to bury all her troubles and pressures in her heart and be careful not to be discovered by others.

It is precisely because of such a character, Taiyan Fang can become a shoulder to resist the responsibility of confrontation.

From the beginning of his career at the age of 18, he began to shoulder the burden that the 30-year-old middle-aged people may not be able to bear.

This looks weak, thin girl, but has a very different appearance and her perseverance.

Clearly is so distressing, but she will all this to cover up very well, never let outsiders aware of their vulnerability.

Pressure, insomnia, anxiety, fear and other negative emotions, Taiyan has gradually become accustomed to.

Like Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche in Ecce Homo

What does not kill me, make money.

Everything that can't kill you will make you stronger.

Taiyan is growing up in this adversity, step by step, to today's peak position.

However, today also don't know exactly is how, too Yan in the heart is to surge a burst of inexplicable irritability.

Taiyan turns over on the bed, takes out her mobile phone directly from under her pillow, lights up the screen, and it's 3:45 a.m.

After opening the address book and seeing the phone number of the first note in the address book, Taiyan feels a sense of security.

Anyway, she couldn't sleep. Taiyan began to play games, but after playing for a while, she felt that it was really boring.

Then, Taiyan opens the memo on her mobile phone and quickly taps her fingers on the keyboard.

This is Taiyan's usual way to decompress herself, that is, to write a memo.

However, Taiyan's memo is different from everyone else