She invited Fang Tianxing to sit in. Fang Tianxing was really tired, so she listened to her and entered his room. This is a girl's room, full of girlish feelings. And a girl alone in a room, Fang Tianxing some uneasy, when the pregnant woman brought a cup of coffee to Fang Tianxing.
"Have a drink first." The pregnant woman said to Tianxing.
Fang Tianxing nodded, took the coffee from the pregnant woman and stirred it with a spoon. At this time, the pregnant woman asked: "are you really a delivery man? I don't feel like you."
"And who do you think I am?" Fang Tianxing asked curiously, expecting what kind of answer he would have.
"I don't think you are an ordinary person. Women's intuition is accurate." The pregnant woman is looking forward to Fang Tianxing's answer, and Fang Tianxing smiles awkwardly.
"I'm actually an Internet writer." Fang Tianxing said to the pregnant woman, his tone was full of sincerity and persistence in his belief.
"Wow, that's great. Can you show me your work. But why do you want to deliver takeout as an Internet writer The pregnant woman said in surprise.
Fang Tianxing said to the pregnant woman, "it's my new restaurant. I'm back from summer vacation to help my family do something."
"You are such a dutiful child." The pregnant woman understood and said that he knew that the children from poor families could only rely on themselves,
"Well, I've got to go. There's a lot of takeout to go." Fang Tianxing quickly stood up and said.
The pregnant woman said slowly: "well, you go first."
After Fang Tianxing went out, he found that there was a call. Of course, he chose to take the elevator, which was much easier than climbing the stairs. Fang Tianxing returns downstairs. Fortunately, the car hasn't been stolen. Fang Tianxing rides on the car and continues to deliver the takeout.
At about ten o'clock in the evening, Fang Tianxing finally finished his day's work. When he came home tired, his parents had already prepared food for him. Fang Tianxing's mother said to him heartily, "Tianxing, you've worked hard these days."
"It's OK. I should do something for my family." Fang Tianxing said to his mother.
Fang Tianxing's father was watching. He suddenly said, "Tianxing, you have grown up."
Fang Tianxing smiles and says to his father, "Dad, you don't have to worry."
The next day, Fang Tianxing went out to deliver takeout. It was drizzling. Some students walked outside the school gate, while others walked towards the campus.
At this time, Fang Tianxing saw the pregnant woman she had seen last time. She bowed her head, drooped her shoulders and did not take an umbrella. She was walking in the middle of the road in the drizzle.
Fang Tianxing can see that she seems to be in some kind of depression, maybe emotional depression. She is like a walking corpse, walking slowly in the middle of the road. The road is narrow enough for a car and two or three people.
She walked in a muddle, and a white car drove by. She didn't even raise her head, as if she were walking in a factory. She didn't dodge. The car honked several times, but the pregnant woman still didn't respond.
The owner saw that she didn't respond and didn't dare to hurt her, so he stepped back a little bit. It happened that there was a fork in the road behind. The owner didn't drive until the pregnant woman passed by.
Most of the people around also saw this scene and the pregnant woman in the rain, but they were all in a wait-and-see attitude. After all, no one knew anyone and they did not dare to help him.
The car owner was considerate and made way for her. Human nature is mostly indifferent, but there are always gentle people. The pregnant woman was about to faint, so Fang Tianxing went to help her.
The pregnant woman looked up at Fang Tianxing and said, "how are you?"
This is the street, people come and go, a pregnant woman here in the rain is too dangerous. Fang Tianxing decides to find a place to take shelter from the rain and talk to her, so Fang Tianxing takes the pregnant woman with her.
Take the pregnant woman to a place where she won't be caught in the rain. Fang Tianxing holds her on the bench and asks why she is caught in the rain.
"Why, pregnant women can't get in the rain." The pregnant woman said discontentedly.
Seeing Fang Tianxing's helpless appearance, the pregnant woman quickly said, "I want to die, can't I?"
Knowing that the other party must be in trouble and need help, Fang Tianxing stops to listen to her tell her life.
Her name turned out to be he Zhaodi. When her mother was pregnant with her, it was time for the state to restrict childbearing. Her mother hid in the countryside without telling her neighbors. She did not expect that she was born a girl. She did not dare to take he Zhaodi home, so she had to be taken back to the countryside and taken care of by her grandmother.
That night, her parents were at Grandma's house to discuss their future plans. Her parents decided to have another child and have to send him away.
After four months, the village began to strictly check the birth. Grandma held her in her arms and hid in the attic for fear that the baby's cry would be heard. Grandma said that fortunately, she was very good at that time.
There is little tobacco shortage in the countryside, and there is no need for Cha Chaosheng. Grandma's family is mainly engaged in farming, growing several acres of crops, and working in the fields all day when the harvest is in season.
No one was at home most of the day. She cried, pulled, peed and broke her throat in her cradle.
At first, he Zhaodi couldn't see anyone and didn't feel safe crying. Later, she got used to it. On the contrary, she was scared to cry when she saw someone coming. Whenever you see a new face approaching, you will be scared to cry. The cry is dumb and small. You will not be quiet until you find no one else.
In this way, he Zhaodi grew up in her grandmother's home. Whenever she was angry, she would examine what was important and unimportant in her life. Later, she would forget those who were unwilling to treat her sincerely, because it was not easy.
On the whole, he Zhaodi is lucky. Because of her grandmother's retention, he Zhaodi is free from becoming an abandoned baby. Because of her grandmother's care, he Zhaodi is free from becoming a vagrant. Because of her grandmother's earnest instruction, she knew how to behave. Because of her grandmother's compassion, he Zhaodi understood how to be relieved.
Instead of focusing on hate and unwillingness, she is more willing to focus on cherishing the hard won life and the hard won true love.
She doesn't want to be full of hatred in her heart. If she still has resentment in her heart, she will choose to ignore it. She chooses to be independent, self-improvement and grateful. She won't bury herself in the past. She doesn't want to be too tired. She just wants to get better and better.
Human nature is complex and pure. The so-called exposure of human nature is just a selfish choice in every situation. Everything is just for survival and for the next generation.
From her standpoint, her parents are very incompetent, but they are still kind to her. After all, they have given her life and supported her for so many years. Moreover, they have their values and their considerations. She can't measure them by her own standards.