Chapter 222

As a child, LAN Yue beat Chang FA from time to time. Chang FA told her a joke and asked him some inexplicable questions from time to time. Chang FA thought that everything was due to the fact that this was a woman's performance only for the man she liked.

In this way, Chang FA only needs to look at LAN Yueer and think of the past. Both of them can talk for a long time. Chang FA looks at the time and it's almost time to go. He goes home to see blue moon. He doesn't want to leave.

"I have to go. You stay at home and take good care of yourself." Chang FA is ready to leave after two sentences.

Blue moon son gentle ground nodded, still stood up to embrace the waist of often hair, very reluctant to let him go.

Chang FA understood her meaning, but he thought it was better to talk about it later! When I come out of LAN Yueer's home, I often feel a complex mood. When I recall what happened just now, it's almost like a dream. No, it should be said that dreams are not so wonderful.

What bothers him most is that now he has no idea of the relationship between them. Whether it's a couple or something that hasn't happened, Chang FA doesn't ask and LAN yue'er doesn't say. Both of them like this kind of hazy feeling, but Chang FA still feels insecure and always feels strange.

Blue moon special happy said: "thank you often, today I am very happy."

Chang FA is also very happy to see the woman he loved most in his previous life and taste his long cherished wish. Chang FA left here and went back to his home to see his mother. He hugged her excitedly and said happily, "Mom, I'm finally going to realize my wish."

Chang FA's mother didn't know why he was so excited, but she also felt Chang FA's ecstasy and was happy for him. It took a long time for Chang FA's excitement to subside. He felt that his wish was about to come true. Everything was so easy. He had some unreal feelings.

Love will not only make women lose their senses, but also men become sentimental. However, behind the ecstasy, people are often afraid of losing. He is afraid that everything will disappear tomorrow.

One of the most critical is to ignore the higher dimension of existence outside the human world.

In order to pursue LAN Yueer, Chang FA arranges all kinds of encounters, but LAN Yueer doesn't like it. He is sensitive to Chang FA's scheming. He is very dissatisfied with his deliberate arrangements and often goes the opposite way.

Finally one day, Chang FA found that LAN yue'er was with a man who was very similar to him. He rushed over like crazy. He grabbed the poor boy and asked, "what are you doing? Dare to rob my woman."

Blue moon son often open, often angry said: "why do you betray you, I will die the oath of life, fall in love with others."

The blue moon son doesn't understand of say: "I when and you privately decide lifetime, how I don't know."

Chang FA has a lot to say. It's a matter of the past life to make a private decision with LAN Yueer. It's really hard to say. In this life, he is much richer than in the past, but he is no longer the same as in the previous life. If he changes, LAN Yueer won't change.

See blue moon son to help that boy up, often hair heart is not taste, a thousand words only say a word, often hair helpless said: "can you tell me why you like him?"

LAN yue'er bravely said: "I like his honesty, although he is poor, but he is self-motivated, willing to work hard, will let me live a happy life."

Chang FA was speechless. These words were from LAN yue'er's previous life. LAN yue'er liked her because of this. After stopping these, Chang FA didn't take out the painting in his arms. He lowered his head and fell into silence.

Chang FA has been pursuing LAN yue'er, but LAN yue'er is not interested in Chang FA. She really falls in love with a poor boy who is very similar to Chang FA. Chang FA is rejected by LAN yue'er.

Often hair heart chagrin, why blue moon son can refuse oneself? After he was rejected, should he blame others and never recover?

What is rejection? Rejection means no, no! No! No! Who do not want to be rejected by others, sometimes rejected, the heart is pulled cool pull cool. Even colder rejection than saying no is ignorance and ridicule.

The mouth didn't say no, but the scornful eyes were chilling.

Stab your heart cold, but you can't do anything, can't return to the mouth, if you don't swallow your anger, you have to be angry with people tear face, no matter what, it's not worth the loss.

Chang FA likes LAN Yueer, but LAN Yueer doesn't like him. He is not very sad when he is rejected. Chang FA is surprisingly calm. It's just like someone who knows it can't be done bumps into the south wall and is blocked in the road, so he won't go any further.

Often said with emotion: "I will pay attention to you as usual, but I will be careful to hide my mind, and will never be reckless to tell my friends how special you are. I won't send you a message to share something when I encounter something in my life. I don't want to send you goodnight every day. In fact, I feel stupid.

He took out the portrait he had painted for LAN Yueer, choked up sadly, and said goodbye to LAN Yueer in silence to the portrait. The tears fall down and wet the paper. Chang FA quickly wipes away the tears with his hands for fear of damaging the painting.

These paintings are his love for LAN Yueer.

Chang FA said to the boy beside LAN Yueer: "brother, I used to be the same as you, but I didn't cherish it well. Finally, I lost my favorite, which is irreparable. Now I hope you must cherish it well and don't let LAN Yueer down."

"Although I have no money today, I will work hard to make LAN Yueer have a good life." Said the poor boy, biting his teeth.

After that, Chang FA took out the money he had saved and put it in the hands of the poor boy who was very similar to him in those years. "Brother, I lent you this money. It's not easy to do business empty handed. As long as you treat LAN Yueer well, you don't have to pay back this money. The key makes me find that you are not good to LAN Yueer, and I will make you double back. "

With that, Chang FA turned around and left. The poor boy looked at the money in his hand, and LAN yue'er couldn't believe it.

Chang FA closes his eyes. In his dreams every night, the protagonist is LAN Yueer. LAN Yueer runs on the grass in the sun with her hand. She hides behind the tall tree. When she is tired, she lies on the green grass. LAN Yueer is like a child lying in her arms.

Chang FA is holding the painting. He wants to wail. He wants to lift the time, but he can't do anything. He just sobs.

I can't say how sad I am. I just feel that my heart is empty and painful. It's like someone has dug out a piece of meat in my heart, and there's a big hole that I can't fill any more out of thin air.

LAN yue'er left herself. What's the meaning of her future life? What else can he do?

I used to think that as long as LAN Yueer's smile, even let him go up the sword mountain and down the sea of fire, he was willing. But now he has lost his only direction. He often doesn't know why he should go and where he can go. Can he never find the direction again? What should he do? What should I do?

He looked up at the sky and said, "Fang Tianxing, why do you let me be reborn, but you can't make up for my regret, why don't you let me be with LAN Yueer?"