Chapter 272 - I'M LUCKY TO HAVE HER

"When you had already waited this long for him, then you should have tried even more… He might have came to you one day and took you to him forever"

He doesn't know himself why he was saying all these but somewhere in his heart he hated her for not waiting for him, for giving him up this easily. He felt frustrated that he might say something which he shouldn't as not being the person she was looking for..

"Do you think I never tried to go to him?" She asked him while looking into his eyes, Seth couldn't understand 'What does she mean she tried to come to me… Don't tell me…' He said to himself in his mind and his body shook by the thought that she tried to harm herself, He quickly grabbed her shoulders and said "Don't tell me that you tried to kill youself?"

He said while looking at her from head to toe, leaving her in great shock…

Sarah was looking at all these and her tears couldn't help but keep on flowing from her eyes, She tried to control it but she couldn't do it. Sarah put her both to stop her sobbing sound coming out from her mouth…

"Yea… Yes I did try to kill myself more than dozen of times, but I was always saved by someone, and at last I tried to tell myself that He might not wanted me to be with him even after death, so I stopped doing this but still, Just for once I wanted to meet him and wanted to tell him that how much I loved him, How much he meant to me, How much I d.e.s.i.r.ed to be with him…" She said and freed herself from his hold and continued 

"He always loved Stella like crazy and I, sometimes even jealous of her that he was with him at the last moment as I couldn't see him for the last time" Beth took a deep breath and said "He had called me to a place to meet me, But we couldn't see each other, He died alone leaving me all alone in this world, and when after about a week when I went there I heard his voice, He was saying 'I want to be with you forever, can you please be with me Beth?'. I could have survived more betterly if I would have answered him before he left me that yes, I really want to be with him forever"

This time Beth couldn't hold her tears and her voice became heavy and she started crying like a child..

Seth couldn't hold himself back and put her head on his c.h.e.s.t to coax her, He usually didn't know how to do all these things but it was different with her and it was like he wasn't doing anything and it was just happening by itself…

When Sarah saw this, She couldn't hold herself back and was about to run away when she heard Seth saying 

"I am like you too…"

Sarah's heart almost stopped, She felt like she was the third wheel here and she wanted to run away but her legs weren't listening to her, She was like as if she was a stone, She found hard to move her body, So she decided to just sit there as if she knew nothing 

Beth raised her head and looked at him questioningly 

"I am like that too, I asked someone to wait for me, but when I went to her she was already married to someone else.." 

He was right he asked her to wait for her in that voice recording and after being stable he went to her but he was truly heartbroken when he found that he came late, just a week late and she was married to someone else…

'That's why he was being angry when he heard that I couldn't wait enough for 'Seth'" Beth thought to herself and looked at him "At least you know she is alive and maybe she might have been someone like me, who married out of pressure " 

"But you are happy ?" Seth said looking at her

"Aren't you happy too?" When Beth said these words, Sarah became attentive but was disappointed at last 

"Why talk about me? What about you ? Are you happy with your husband and marriage?"

He asked as if he wanted to hear a deep secret from her, He did not know if he wanted to hear that she was happy or she was still mourning over him…

"I knew that Noah was the only man in this world who could make me happy, And he knew everything about me" Her eyes and voice were both soft when talking about Noah…

"He didn't object?" 

"I never told him that it was him, Someone close to me, I just told him that I already had a person whom I loved and I am still waiting for him, And at that moment he promised me that he would let go of me when that person would truly arrive. I knew I was being selfish that day but after spending years with him, I found him more and more close to me and at last I married him and later He gave me my own time to accept my fate and reality.. How could I not fall in love with him who was this good to me… But I...I" Beth was not sure what to say anymore and she thought to herself ' Even though you were alive, and you were that person I would have never left my husband, But I just felt like I was being cheated, But If you are not that person I could do nothing about it' She thought to herself 

"I am sorry that I took your precious time Mr. President" She bowed her head and turned to leave when Seth said 

" My time is nothing more precious than you" He said and hugged her from behind "Miss Lee I am sorry that I am holding you like this, but let me hold you for a bit" He said and Elizabeth was unsure about what to do at this moment,

"I am proud of you that you are living very well even after being like this, you have suffered a lot, But believe me you have done really well so far"

He said and released her from his embrace and she turned to look at him, He was smiling "I have loved my wife since I decided to marry her, and even though I never told her about this, was just because I know that she won't show it to me but will cry all alone, So It's better for me to hide from her, and It's not like I am having an affair or something" 

"Huh..??" Elizabeth couldn't understand about what he was talking all of a sudden

"Didn't You just ask about my wife?"

"Oh...She is really lucky to have you Mr Smith.." Beth did not know why but her heart skip a beat while saying this

"No…!!!" Seth denied, making Beth confused and Sarah, even more sadder

"She is not lucky to have me, It's me who is lucky to have her…" He said, Like he was trying to boast about his wife… Beth just smiled awkwardly, When a few drops of water fell on them…

"Oh… It's raining" She yelled and ran away while saying "Mr. Smith, you to run otherwise you will fall sick" Seth did not say anything and just smiled looking at her..

As soon as she left he fell on his knees and looked left and right and then started punching the ground beneath him..

"I..I thought I was the only one who was in pain after losing her, but she did got the message and waited for me...It was me who was coward to go to her " He said while still punching the floor, When Stella appeared in front of him with umbrella 

And hugged him

"I am so sorry, I am sorry that I overheard your conversation with her, but It was all my fault that you both are not together "

"Baby stay away, Your dress might get dirty" He said while trying to separate her from himself but he leaned even more closer and her eyes fell on a retreating figure who was leaving the place lifelessly, Her eyes widened to know that she was not alone who overheard them but there was someone else too, and that was 'Sarah'

She pulled herself from his embrace and put both hands on his cheeks and said "Tell me honestly, If you really want to be with Sister Beth or you still care about Sister in law?"

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