"Qinggu -"

clang clang!

The door was knocked loud.

Outside, Du Yifan's drunken tone is like a Murderer with a knife, waiting for the door to open.

"I'll cut him to death." After hearing Xia Qinggu's simple narration, fan Qianqian's brain fills countless pictures. Suddenly, Du Yifan becomes a dregs man.

She rushed into the kitchen and picked up a kitchen knife to chop Du Yifan.

"Qian Qian, don't be impulsive!"

Xia Qinggu shouts and holds the angry fan Qianqian in her arms.

"Qinggu, how can this be tolerated? With my temper, I will not chop him to death, but also call the police and let him squat for two days. Is he still a man? Even if I love you, I can't hurt you like this -- "she cried.

In this world, in addition to her death season desert wind, fan Qianqian hot temper is often a little bit on fire.

"What if you go? At most, he is also an attempted criminal. If he enters the Bureau and squats for two days, he will still come out. If he hates me and does more to me, should I move or what? No matter who he is, I will treat him as air from now on. " Xia Qinggu said.

"But --" fan Qianqian was very unwilling.

She wanted to kill Du Yifan as soon as her brain became hot. She didn't think about what would happen after she killed people.

Xia Qinggu encountered this kind of thing, how can she be so calm and rational?

I'm not a normal person!

"How do you achieve this? Not angry, not angry, not sad -- "fan Qianqian's heart also softened.

She put the knife on the table and her eyes fell on Xia Qinggu.

Xia Qinggu laughed at himself.

"If you have the same experience as me, I think you will." She said with a smile.

When she left the orphanage, she was able to support her parents.

After all kinds of difficulties, she finally found her biological parents in a street.

They opened a noodle shop on the street and had enough food and clothing. They had a son and a daughter.

The older one has gone to college, and the younger one is only a few years old.

They hold the little girl in their arms and spoil her like the most precious treasure in the world.

She looked at it from a distance. She was envious at the bottom of her heart, but she was not reconciled.

Why is she alone? Why is the abandoned child her?

Will they regret losing their children in countless nights?

By chance, she talked to them about a girl they once abandoned

The father said, "if you lose it, lose it."

She asked, "what if the girl comes back? Will you recognize her? "

The mother said in a hurry: "there's no need. What do you want to do? We gave birth to two more children. Just love them well. It's better to recognize them without feeling. If we don't recognize them well, we'll think we haven't given birth to her. "

At that moment, the pain of Xia Qinggu's heart.

It hurts. It hurts.

In the following innumerable nights, she dreamt back in the middle of the night that she would think of this sentence: "as if she had never been born!"

When she was in college, she saw her biological son, who was her younger brother by blood.

A face of pride, a face of invincible.

"Do you know you have a sister?"

"What do you know? My father said, but a seed, when a urine, urine, can not be recovered? "

……

At that moment, she had been wondering whether she should not come to this world, whether life was indifferent at the beginning, and whether people should not be loved and deserve to suffer.

Over time, the scar never healed.

In order not to let herself sink into a cold person like them, she began to save herself, practice pain, treat injury, sadness and despair as the gift of life.

Pain, more pain, more pain, she can still live, enough.

Heart, also paralyzed.

She can't feel her own pain and suffering. Even if she encounters the biggest injury, she also feels that compared with her parents abandoning herself, it's not worth mentioning at all.

"Qinggu, Qinggu, please, open the door, I'm wrong, I'm wrong, please forgive me, OK?" Du Yifan howled outside the door.

As soon as he roared, he immediately called the people from his neighbors.

"Let him in!" Xia Qinggu said.

Fan Qianqian a Leng, confused way: "why?"

Xia Qinggu goes to the door.

"He's drunk. He's full of people outside. What didn't happen might be said to the ear, and it might be me who destroyed it." She said.

Fan Qianqian patted his forehead.

I have to say that Xia Qinggu is really a woman who is calm enough to explode.

At such a time, she could think freely.She is about to be called to the police because of Du Yifan's shouting.

Clang, the door was opened, Du Yifan suddenly rushed to the ground, fell on the floor, made a big sound.

"Well, he's drunk. He doesn't have any melons for you. Let's scatter them." Xia Qinggu said.

As soon as they leave, Xia Qinggu returns to the room and looks at Du Yifan lying on the floor with a headache.

She looked at him again and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Pa Pa!

fan Qianqian came forward with two slaps.

She was so angry that she cried out: "hateful man, fortunately you didn't like him at the beginning, otherwise the scum man is scum, and you don't know what you will do after you confirm the relationship."

Du Yifan burst into tears.

"Qinggu, you beat me, beat me hard. I'm a beast on my horse. You beat me to death, beat me to death." Du Yifan grabbed fan Qianqian's hand and slapped his face.

Another slap.

Fan Qianqian yelled: "I don't think my hands are dirty. You let go of my hands!"

She kicked Du Yifan away.

Xia Qinggu looks at Du Yifan coldly, without any ups and downs. He just looks at him like a stranger.

"I'll call Wang Ma Baoshu in your apartment to pick you up. From now on, we won't meet again." She said.

Although she knew that he was confused and didn't know what he had experienced, she was very upset if she didn't say it.

Dudu -

the mobile phone quickly dialed the maid Wang MA in Du Yifan's apartment.

After receiving Xia Qinggu's call, Wang Ma said, "Qinggu, is there any conflict between you and Yifan? Since he came back last night, he has been drinking and calling your name - "

" Wang Ma, don't mention my name in front of him any more. I won't be friends with him any more. " She said and hung up.

Leave, leave thoroughly.

She doesn't like muddling.

The mobile phone turned to various number books and deleted Du Yifan's name, just like permanently deleting this person from her "friends" list.

Her heart is as hard as stone.

Just like when Ji Liang broke up, she threw away all the things related to Ji Liang and deleted all the contacts that could contact him. "Qinggu, don't --" Du Yifan hugged her leg.