When Gu Ruofei said this, her body was shaking slightly. She felt that everything in front of her was slowly becoming dark. All the people and things around her were slowly disappearing. She was left alone in the dark.
She heard those ugly voices. It was humiliation! It was a stain that Gu Ruofei couldn't get rid of all her life.
It's a nightmare she'll never get rid of!
Then everything seems to be alive in front of her, she is in retreat, in fear.
She was afraid that everything would happen again. She walked all the way in the dark, but she couldn't get to the end. She began to panic, panic
"Sophie? Ruofe? Gu Ruofei... " Anning looked at Gu Ruofei who was still talking to her. She seemed to lose her vitality. She was staring at a place, and she didn't agree to call her.
An Ning is still calling Gu Ruofei. If it wasn't for the broad daylight, an Ning really thinks Gu Ruofei is in hell!
Anning called for a long time, and the volume of her voice kept rising. She also shook her hand in front of Gu Ruofei.
However, Gu Ruofei seems to have no response.
Anning frowns and doesn't know what's wrong with Gu Ruofei. Anning is worried about Gu Ruofei. Gu Ruofei's appearance makes her feel whether Gu Ruofei is entangled with something unclean.
When an Ning is ready to call the hospital, Gu Ruofei slowly returns to his senses and says to an Ning, "what's the matter?"
Gu Ruofei's eyes regained their looks, staring at an Ning.
Anning looks at Gu Ruofei as if she is in a panic. She can't help looking at Gu Ruofei. Her whole face is full of sadness and confusion.
She didn't know what happened to Gu Ruofei just now. She suddenly became so strange.
"What's the matter with you?" An Ning didn't pay attention to her head, which made Gu Ruofei confused. Similarly, an Ning's expression, eyes and words made her feel at a loss. What happened to her just now?
Gu Ruofei remembered that he had just lost his manners. For a moment, he felt a little embarrassed, but he still suppressed the emotion left in his heart. He just shook his head silently. "I'm ok. I just thought of some bad things."
According to her understanding of Anning, Anning will worry about herself because of her reaction just now.
Seeing that Gu Ruofei was ok, Anning immediately relaxed and said, "that's good. Do you know how frightening you are just now? Fortunately, it's in broad daylight."
Anning didn't finish, but Gu Ruofei himself understood Anning's meaning.
Gu Ruofei felt a little embarrassed about his gaffe just now.
Seeing Gu Ruofei's appearance, an Ning asks, "didn't we just say the thing Yu Rui told you?"
Hear an Ning say so, Gu Ruofei nodded.
Anning takes a look at Gu Ruofei and describes it to her:
"you just said that you saw a rape case a few days ago. As a result, after you finished, your eyes seem to have lost their look, and the whole person is stunned. Your eyes are staring at a place without blinking."
"I think you've been calling you like this, but you didn't pay attention to me. I called you many times, but you didn't answer me. I'm ready to call the hospital. I'm afraid you're suddenly in a daze..."
An Ning says to Gu Ruofei. After listening to Gu Ruofei, there is no reaction on the surface, but he is shocked in his heart.
Gu Ruofei didn't expect that it would have such a great impact on him, and he still can't let go of it until now.
She remembers very clearly that for several months after that event, she was always like this, the whole person was dull, and there was not a little look in her eyes.
This memory is the last one she wants. Once she remembers it, she will be afraid. She really wants to escape. Similarly, this memory has tormented her for a long time, and she will be in agony when she thinks about it.
Seeing that Gu Ruofei did not speak again, an Ning said, "Ruofei, what's the matter with you? I'm always in a trance today, especially after you mentioned the rape case... " An Ning looks worried at Gu Ruofei, who is sometimes distracted.
Gu Ruofei heard an Ning's words and pulled her thoughts back.
"No don't worry. Don't worry about me. I'm fine. " Gu Ruofei pulled out an extremely reluctant smile, which was very unnatural for people to look at.
Anning frowns. She thinks that in the past few years, something important has happened, and she doesn't know. It should be a great blow to Gu Ruofei.
Anning thought about whether she wanted to ask her. After a while, she finally asked, "what happened a few years ago, Ruofei?"
An Ning is asking her own question, while also quietly observing Gu Ruofei's face. Seeing that Gu Ruofei's face turns pale after hearing this question.
Gu Ruofei looks up at an Ning, thinks for a while, and finally talks about what happened to her a few years ago."It's a nightmare in my heart forever..." Gu Ruofei said, and hesitated. When she saw an Ning's serious face, she made up her mind.
"Forget it, I'll tell you. A few years ago, I met a few gangsters. They did something to me that I will never forget. They ruined my innocence. That's why I don't think I'm worthy of Yu Rui! "
Gu Ruofei didn't tell an Ning all the details about it. It's her biggest limit to be able to say that.
She didn't want to mention it again. This is a stain that can't be wiped out in her future life.
When Anning heard this, she felt sorry for Gu Ruofei. She didn't know how to comfort Gu Ruofei.
She didn't expect that an Ning, a lively, cheerful and generous girl, would have experienced these things.
"Ruofe, I..." An Ning didn't have any language at this time, but she was very distressed for the girl who had always been strong in front of people.
If it happened to me Anning dare not think, maybe she can't be as strong as Gu Ruofei!
Gu Ruofei is very happy to see an Ning's reaction. She knows that an Ning will not wear colored glasses to see her because of this incident, but will love her involuntarily.
Thinking of this, Gu Ruofei smiles and shakes his head to an Ning, indicating that he has nothing to do.
Today is the first time that she told others about it. It seems that it's not as bad as she thought. She always thought she couldn't face it.
Now it seems that maybe she can start to let it go