Chapter 318 - Nonexistence

"Her feelings for Mo Yu Ye?" Xia Xing Ze scoffed at himself.

"She loves Mo Yu Ye even if he treats her like trash! No matter what he did to her, she loved him a lot! Even if he only took her as a sėxuȧŀ tool. Even if he threatened her. Even if he insulted her. No matter what, she still loves Mo Yu Ye!"

"Her feelings for me?" Xia Xing Ze laughed at himself while he threw punches on his own thɨġhs.

When Mo Xi saw that, she immediately grabbed Xia Xing Ze's fist to prevent him from hurting himself further. However, she didn't speak because she wanted to let him talk whatever that he was thinking.

On the other hand, tears poured out of Hu Dan Dan's eyes when she saw how Xia Xing Ze was behaving. She wanted to step out and stop him. However, she was afraid that he would reject her again. Hence, the only thing that she could do was to cover her mouth with her hands while she continued to pour her heart out.

"Her feelings for me is nonexistence. She only loves Mo Yu Ye and not me… No matter what I do, the only person that she will always love is Mo Yu Ye! The person that she loves would never be me! I would never be the person that she loves, and with whatever that I did to her, she would only hate me, detest me! I would only push her further and further away from me and one day. I am afraid that I would become just like Mo Yu Ye one day, but I am even more afraid that I would never get to see her again! However, what could I do? The person that she loves would only be Mo Yu Ye!"

"That's not true!" Hu Dan Dan shouted as she couldn't bear it anymore.

"Little… Little Dan?" Xia Xing Ze looked at Hu Dan Dan, coming out from the corner, in shock.

"The one that I loved is you, and the one that still loves is you! I… I just didn't know what the difference between infatuation and love was! I thought that I loved Mo Yu Ye… It was only until the press conference that I realized who I truly love! The one that I love is you…" Hu Dan Dan exclaimed while she was in tears.

Hu Dan Dan walked towards Xia Xing Ze while she wiped the tears off her face with her palm.

Xia Xing Ze's heart scrunched up in pain when he saw Hu Dan Dan crying, but he was too stunned from her words that he didn't know what to do or how to react.

Xia Xing Ze couldn't believe his ears, "You… What did you just say?"

"I said that the person I truly loved and will always love is you! I didn't know what the difference between infatuation and love was, so I thought that I loved Mo Yu Ye when I was only infatuated with him…"

Xia Xing Ze wobbled towards Hu Dan Dan and held onto her face while he confirmed her words, "Did I hear it correctly? You said that the one that you love is me?"

Hu Dan Dan nodded her head while tears continued to stream down her face, "Mm…"

Xia Xing Ze smiled brightly with tears filled eyes and wiped off the tears from Hu Dan Dan's face.

"Please don't lie to me again… I will not be able to live if you lie to me again… Even if you want to lie to me, please make sure that I never find out about it… I really won't be able to live if you lie to me again…"

Xia Xing Ze was terrified that Hu Dan Dan would lie to her again, even though he wished that everything was real. That was why he could accept her so quickly, yet he said those things.

Hu Dan Dan put up her hand in the air while she swore, "I will not lie to you ever again… If I lie to you once more, then I will suffer a terrible de…"

Before Hu Dan Dan could finish her swearing, Xia Xing Ze pulled her into his arms and stopped her words with his kiss.

After Xia Xing Ze kissed Hu Dan Dan, the two hugged each other tightly.

"Although I hate to disrupt such a sweet moment, it is still too early for the two of you to be celebrating and happy. You guys should know how scary fans can be when their idols are dating or are getting married. It would be even worse for the two of you because Xing Ze is one of the most famous actors and you two used to be together. Also, Dan Dan used to be with Mo Yu Ye and had betrayed you before, so she would suffer even more discrimination. Hence, you two have to be prepared to face a lot of objections and even threats. I would do whatever that I can to minimize the things that you guys have to face, but you have to be prepared to give up on your career."

Mo Xi would never let such things happen, but she needed them to be fully prepared and be resolute in their decision.

"I understand," Xia Xing Ze answered firmly without hesitation, but Hu Dan Dan was afraid.

Hu Dan Dan didn't want to become a burden for Xia Xing Ze, and that was why she hesitated.

"If you love him, then you should do your best to support him as well. He is willing to give up on his career for you, so you should trust him as well. It is not every day that you see a man who is willing to give up everything for you. Don't give up and back out because of your fear. Continue to love him amidst everything, and that would be the best encouragement he ever needs to continue."