The way she found for herself seemed to fail even more.
With a bitter smile, she also sat up and casually wore a simple home uniform. No longer like the previous one, she had to wear fine makeup every day. It seemed that she wanted the most beautiful flower. , She is blooming, and all the people are her green leaves.
All she wants is coquettish, what she wants is domineering, but now she only knows that it is useless to dress beautifully, because no one will notice, what clothes she wears today, and what shoes she wears Or, the color of her nails changed, or the color of her lipstick changed, or her hairstyle changed.
The Lu family is not her fan.
Lu Qin is not, so is Qin Xiaoyue.
Nor is Lu Jin's family.
So, what did she want to do with more dressing, whether it pleased others or herself.
And she has forgotten, who has said in front of her
He said, Yan Huan, in fact, you are also very beautiful without makeup, so why always put yourself on a mask, people who don’t like you will not like your mask, and people who like you, you can’t What is the difference between masked ones.
She scratched her head, probably because of the fact that she has been running outside these days these days, so her skin tone is much better and healthier than before.
Here, more often, she feels that she has become a mistress of the deep palace. Every day, she follows Qin Xiaoyue's wits and bravery. She has completely lost her past personality.
And this seems to be a terrible thing.
Because she was killing herself, killing the former Yan Huan.
When she went out, the people in the living room were all seated. They were all sitting at the big table, which was filled with all kinds of food, but today was a guest.
Lu's grandfather.
It is also the one who dislikes her the most and hates her the most.
And she doesn’t know why until now, this old man hates her so much, it is because of her identity, but she has changed from a woman who has nothing to her now, she does not feel that she is inferior, nor does she feel herself. Will be worse than others
Is it true that a Fang Zhu is really noble than her?
In other words, people are because of the pain and protection of their parents, so even if they are long and ugly, or even worse, but in the hearts of the Lu family, they are clean and noble, and she is lowly, not Dirty, even the blood flowing inside her body was dirty.
But, obviously, she was also raised by her parents. She is also a mother who grew up in pain and care. She also has a mother, but her mother is gone.
She lowered her head and her fingers clasped her clothes corner gently. At this moment, so many eyes looked at her, just like she was a fool or an idiot.
The table was full of people, and there was no place for her. There were still some, because Grandpa Lu came. Because Fang Zhu came, because Lu Qin came back.
So there is no her.
So, what is she, right, she seems to be nothing.
"Who let her come?"
Grandpa Lu immediately dropped the chopsticks, "Go away, let her roll me, you guys want to make me unable to eat dinner, whoever brought this thing over, I haven't always said it, don't let me Seeing her, are your ears all deaf?"
"Dad..." Lu Jin couldn't bear it. As a result, he didn't say it, so he shut his mouth quickly.
His own son knew that his old man wouldn't know his temper if he didn't succeed.
The more he said this, the worse the old man's temper will be, and the more unpleasant the words will be.
"Get off!" Grandpa Lu is another word, and Huan stands like that. No one helps her, and no one pleads for her. She looked at Lu Qin, but Lu Qin didn't notice the same. Sitting there seems to be thinking about something, and it seems that his mind is not in his eyes.
As for Qin Xiaoyue, she sneered with a sneer on her face.
Fang Zhu skimmed her mouth. This kind of picture already made her not bored, and although she didn't say anything, it seemed that her mouth was also talking, roll, yeah, why not roll, you don't Get out, how can we eat?
Clearly know that there are people who hate you, why should that person come over.
Yan Huan took a step back. At this moment, this was an embarrassment that she had never had before, and her tears rolled down so unconsciously. She quickly lowered her head, and also pulled out her hair. teardrop.
She did not want to cry in front of others, at least not under such circumstances.
She still has respect, she still has self-esteem
And everyone has respect.
If there is no dignity, what is it, a pig, or something else.
She turned around and left here step by step. She didn’t know what the person behind her said. She didn’t even know how she left. She just heard the chopsticks behind her. the sound of.
She opened her eyes vigorously, a pair of eyes was very wide, but she was always dead and did not let tears flow from the heel.
One comes out, she rubs one, two drops come out, she polishes these two drops.
Outside, you can still hear the sound of people eating inside, and her stomach followed by a grunt. No matter how she used to be, at least, she was full.
When she was a child, she had only a mother, and she would scoop a bowl of rice into her small bowl, like that, a tall, pointed bowl. Mommy's eyes are so beautiful. Mommy also has beautiful eyes. Mommy's eyes are always laughing. Mommy will reach out and gently touch her small face.
Mom said, Huanhuan, finish eating, no matter what, you must remember, don't let yourself be hungry.
She smiled happily, she was five or six years old.
When she went to school, her mother still said this sentence. She said that she must eat well and not be afraid to spend money. She must not be hungry. At that time, she looked at her mother’s eyes as if she saw spring. same.
Until then, my mother had been ill for a long time, and the thin hand took her hand with difficulty.
She said, Huanhuan, promised her mother, in this life, don’t want to be hungry or suffer hard, and the mother’s eyes are old, but it’s still the breeze of that year, the bright moon of that year, The warmth of that year.
Since then, she has never made herself hungry.
She walked to the front steps, just found a place to sit down, she couldn't go back, she couldn't go out, she couldn't do anything, she didn't have money, she didn't have a mobile phone, she didn't have a car.