But as soon as he thought that this woman had cheated him and got his feelings, he was disgusted.
Even himself, he was disgusted.
He hated that he had given birth to a child with her, that he had given up his feelings, and that he could not take them back.
In the year he left, the war on the border failed to erase her from his heart.
Yi Han stayed in the room, after he couldn't hear the child's cry, his heart became more confused. He was wondering if the child was asleep, and if Lucy was tired after coaxing him for so long.
Mingming can go to see the children, just a wall apart, but he trapped himself in the room, refused to go out.
In the dead of night, his door was knocked, and Lucy's cautious voice rang out, "Han Han, are you asleep?"
His heart beat, but he forced himself to calm down quickly.
Instead of going out to talk to her, it's better to ignore her and be as cold as before.
Yi Han sat quietly in the room, listening carefully to Lucy say outside the door, "Han Han, are you really asleep? I... I have something to tell you. Will you open the door? "
Can't hear his voice, Lucy's voice is getting smaller and smaller, finally, she gently sobbed, "Hanhan, I'll go back first, tomorrow, tomorrow you don't go, listen to me."
The sound of Lucy's footsteps faded away and she went back to her room, I think.
Her cries, her grievances, her sobs, make Yi Han sleepless.
In order to avoid meeting with Lucy, Yi Han went to the army the next day. When Yi's family woke up, he had already left.
Bai Xizhen is used to his silence.
Yi Han has his own things to do and never has to explain anything to his family.
In the morning, Lu Xixing rushed to Yi Han's room with Chen Chen in her arms. When she found that there was only a neatly folded quilt like tofu in his room, she burst out crying in his room with Chen Chen in her arms.
Xiaochenchen is close to Lucy's mother and son. Whenever Lucy is sad, xiaochenchen seems to be able to feel her emotion and cry with her.
One big one small cry sad, but the people of the easy family busy.
Bai Xizhen is busy comforting Lucy, but Chen Chen is out of breath. She takes care of Xiao Chen, but Lucy's tears can't stop.
After working hard for a long time, the mood of mother and son was a little better.
Lucy went back to her room and buried herself in bed. She kept thinking about how much Yi Han hated her, so she would come back and leave without saying a word.
He saw only one side of her and the child and never wanted to see her again.
While the servants were busy, the noise came into her ears.
"When you talk to that woman, you love to trouble her. You don't know how tired she is to take care of her and her children all day long."
"Yes! I don't have the ability to leave the young master behind. What's the use of crying for his wife? I'll take the young master to cry together! "
"Fortunately, the old man is not here, otherwise it would be strange not to scold her for treating the young master like this! It's so shameless. I'm in our Yi family! "
"Don't say, they gave birth to a young master. Even if they stay in our Yi family all their lives, we have to wait on them. Who can make them flatter?"
"What are you talking about?" Bai Xizhen sternly scolded them.
Four or five maids shook their heads. "Madam, we didn't say anything."
Bai Xizhen has just coaxed her child to sleep. Although she is tired now, she does not lose her dignity. "The Yi family doesn't need some gossipy women. If she can't do her work well, she will only chew her tongue behind her back, so don't work in the Yi family! Go to the housekeeper's place to pay today, and get out of Yi's house immediately! "
"Madame! No, ma'am
"Madam, we don't dare to say it any more."
"Get out!" Bai Xizhen said seriously.
No matter how they begged, Bai Xizhen didn't spare them and seriously drove them out of the Yi family.
She sneaked into Lucy's room and saw that she was burying herself in the quilt. She gently patted the quilt. "Lucy, you heard what they said, didn't you?"
Lucy didn't speak, but her body in the quilt moved uncontrollably and let out a whimper.
Bai Xizhen patted her across the quilt. "Lucy, I've driven them out. No one will say that again. Don't worry about it. Don't be sad.""Aunt Xizhen..." Lucy's voice came from the quilt.
Bai Xizhen opened the quilt and looked at the small face. Her eyes were red and her face was red. She felt sad when she saw it.
Lucy opened her eyes and said, "aunt Xizhen, I know that some people will always say this kind of words. Even if you drive them away, some people will say this to me in the future. Not only the Yi family, but also many people outside will say this to me."
"No, silly girl, don't think about it." Bai Xizhen always thinks that Lucy is an innocent child who doesn't know the world. She just wants to treat her as a child.
But she forgot that although she was not very experienced in the world, she was a person who grew up around Mrs. Sophia in Donglai island. She was not ignorant.
There was a trace of sadness in Lucy's voice. "Hanhan, he doesn't like me and won't marry me. If I'm in the Yi family, I won't be looked down upon. It's not only me, but also Chen Chen. I've implicated him, and he has to be as obscure as me."
"Lucy, Auntie won't let you think that! You are a good girl. Chen Chen is also the young master of our Yi family. No one can speak ill of you. " Bai Xizhen comforted her, but her heart was as clear as the mirror.
When she's socializing outside, she can't help encountering embarrassing situations, not to mention Lucy?
Although she never attends those banquets, she is an adult living in the society after all. It is impossible for her to know nothing and realize nothing.
Lucy had no choice but to smile. Bai Xizhen comforted her for so long. She was embarrassed to show her sad mood in front of Bai Xizhen.
But as soon as Bai Xizhen left, the grievances that no one told were like the sea water drowning her.
She can't keep Yi Han, and she can't help caring about the gossip outside. Finally, she was hurt by these words.
But compared with her love for Yi Han, she didn't think these things were important. She wiped her tears and told herself, "it's not important! Nothing matters! As long as you can be with Hanhan and marry him, it doesn't matter! "
She took a day off and made a bold decision.
Since Yi Han refused to listen to her explanation at home, she went to the army to find her!
The next morning, she also learned from Yi Han very early, a person holding Yi Mingchen will quietly go out.