"At last, I'm free." Xu Hai was lying on the hospital bed, his face was gray, and he was not as thin as he looked. His large hospital uniform was more and more empty on him, and his hands were neatly placed in front of him, like dry branches wrapped together.
Xu Hai's look is particularly calm, although it is difficult to speak, but with a touch of joy. Xu Hai is not afraid of death, but a relief for him.
"Thank you, Schumann, for letting me go so gracefully." Xu Hai said to Xu man word by word. Before meeting Xu man, Xu Hai lived in a rather old and dilapidated house, which was separated into "one bedroom" by simple wooden boards.
It's one bedroom. It's just a narrow single bed. The bathroom is public. Dozens of people are crowded together.
However, it's very good for him to have a bed to live in. After all, he has no money to buy other furniture. It's the limit he can afford to rent such a house instead of sleeping in the open air.
In his one bedroom, there were all his belongings and clothes that he could barely wear. I live by scavenging every day. The neighbors around them are also people struggling at the bottom of the society. There are people coming in and out of the yard 24 hours a day, and the sound of Jingling is heard all the time.
For these people, there is no fixed rest time. As long as they have the opportunity to earn money, even in the early morning, they have to walk out of the room, and the money they earn can barely meet the needs of the day.
However, no one came to work with Xu Hai for such a job. He was not only physically disabled, but also looked as if he was ill all day. Even if he went, no one asked him to work. If he died there accidentally, it would bring them bad luck, and it was not worth it.
There are people at the bottom of the society living in that yard, and Xu Hai is undoubtedly the bottom of that yard.
On the day of meeting Xu man, he arranged himself and took all his money to the supermarket to buy some cheap food. If Xu man didn't meet him that day, it would be his last dinner.
Before that, Xu Hai had been eating expired food that had been thrown away from the garbage. However, as the last meal, Xu Hai wanted to eat decently. Anyway, after his death, the money he had saved was useless. It would be better to have a full meal before he died.
After that meal, he was ready to find a quiet place without people, waiting for death.
If you die in a rented place, it's also troublesome for the landlord. Although the neighbors are separated by a wall, they have no chance to communicate with each other in their daily life. First, they have no time. Everyone is very busy to earn the next day's living expenses. Second, they have no need to communicate. They are all poor people who can't even afford to eat, There's really no need to connect.
What if they ask for help? After living there for so long, Xu Hai has never communicated with the people in the courtyard. The people in the courtyard are also used to this way. When they meet, they just nod their heads and say hello. They have no desire to talk deeply.
Even if Xu Hai died in the room, for a moment and a half, people around him would not notice the abnormality. When he was found, it was estimated that Xu Hai's body had smelled.
But at that time, the landlord would be in trouble and had to find someone to clean his room, so he found a place for himself that would not cause trouble to others.
He had already taken good care of the place, waiting to go there and end his life.
It's an accident to meet Xu man. I don't know whether Xu man found his intention or coincidence. At that meeting, they sat down peacefully and talked a lot. They didn't involve love and hatred. Their views were unexpectedly in harmony. If it wasn't for the bad meeting at the beginning, maybe they would become good friends.
Xu man even made an appointment with him to meet him for the second time. Xu Hai thought that it was worthwhile to postpone his death plan.
In this way, it was delayed again and again. Hsu man went to his small hospital to see him and helped him contact the hospital. He knew that his body would not change even if he was hospitalized. All the organs of his body had aged, just like an old machine. No matter how it was repaired, it could not change the fate that it had to withdraw from the market.
Xu Hai is very grateful for all that Xu man has done for him, especially now that after his death, he is much more respectable than he had planned before, but he can't repay what Xu man has done for him in his life.
If there is a next life, he hopes to be reincarnated in an ordinary family and live a steady life with his own hands. Xu man's kindness can only be returned in his next life.
After dealing with Xu Hai's affairs, Xu man was in a low mood for a period of time, lamenting the impermanence of the world. Born with a golden spoon, Xu Hai's experience in the latter half of his life was so bumpy.His wealth was brought to him by his father's generation, and these sufferings were also affected by what his father's generation did. If his father knew that his son would be like this, he did not know whether he would have been restrained at the beginning.
A month later, Xu man regained his vitality.
"Oh, why don't you brood at home?" Ears full of heavy rock music, flickering lights, people dancing in crazy. Little Henry, next to Jiang Xiaoxian, satirizes Xu man who is sitting opposite.
Some time ago, Xu man suddenly turned, nestled in her "chicken cage", the door does not go out all day, and Jiang Xiaoxian keeps running to him.
Little Henry was gnashing his teeth with hatred, but he couldn't help it. I didn't expect that the woman Xu man was so emotional and even sighed about the impermanence of the world, but he suffered a lot.
Jiang Xiaoxian is worried that Xu man is in a bad mood. She can't think of it. She runs to Xu man more often, but he can only sleep alone in his big bed, biting the corner of the quilt and cursing Xu man.
"I can't help it. I'm afraid that if I continue to stay, your quilts will have to be bitten by some" mouse ". In order to save those poor quilts, I can only come back."
Schumann rolled his eyes at little Henry, then took a sip of the wine,
"Who do you say is a mouse?" This woman dares to make fun of him.
"The one who agrees is the one who agrees." Schumann shrugged carelessly.
"You, you, Xiaoxian, look at him. He dares to mock me." Little Henry turns his eyes and complains to Jiang Xiaoxian.