Chapter 1157

"Ning Ning, it's lucky to meet the right people at the right time, such as you and Xiaobao. As for meeting the right person at the wrong time, it's a miss in itself, just like your father and I did. It's not your fault that we missed the last step because of different things in our life. "

After so many years, when I was young, I had such strong feelings. Now I think it's incredible. Is that really me? If God gave him another chance, would he make the same choice?

Did I really believe that I would finally walk with Shen Yuxuan? No, it's not. It's just that when I was young, I didn't admit defeat easily. I never thought about the consequences. I had a cavity of blood and the courage to give up everything for love.

Blindly want to be close to Shen Yuxuan, even if he gives himself a trivial response, he will rush forward regardless of everything, and finally hit his head and blood, full of scars.

For so many years, they live under the same roof, the distance is the closest, but they don't have the shackles of the engagement, and they have the chance to get away at any time.

The combination of them now is just because of a deal in those years, which is ridiculous to say. Compared with Shen Yuxuan's feelings for her, she still feels that the deal is more reassuring to her.

In this way, you can control your heart well, and you won't expect too much, and you won't worry that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

"But, Dad, dad has always wanted to marry you, give you an identity, or hope you give him an upright standing beside you, he wants to be your real husband."

It's not the first time Shen Yining has seen her father rub a wedding ring in her hand. She knows that ring. Her father once proposed to Aunt man with that ring, but aunt man refused.

However, my father was not discouraged. He proposed to Aunt man for three years in a row. Until the last time, aunt man threw out the ring and said that if my father proposed again, he was forcing her to die. If you die, you don't have to abide by the agreement.

Dad later found the ring, and since then carefully collected it. Every year he took it out to have a look, but he never dared to ask aunt man to marry him with the ring. She knew that dad didn't want to, but was afraid. Dad knew that Aunt man was telling the truth. If it wasn't for Dad to save her sister, aunt man would never have returned to the Shen family.

In those years, my father has been regretting, not that he saved my sister, but that he threatened aunt man with regret. She didn't know the specific thing, but she once heard my father say that the most regretful thing in her life was the wrong decision that day. Since then, she has been paying for that decision for the rest of her life.

"Ning Ning, it doesn't matter to us whether we get married or not. We have been together for nearly 20 years, and there will be several decades in the future. Since most of our lives have passed like this, there's no need to toss about. My aunt is very satisfied with her present life."

Shen Yining looks at Xu man with a gentle smile and is very sad.

How can marriage not matter to them? Every day, my father is looking forward to giving Xu man a decent home, or hope that Xu man can give him a chance to stand beside her, instead of being nameless like now.

Aunt man even said it was a toss. No, it was definitely not a toss. If they got married, even one day, Dad would be satisfied. Instead of living in regret every day like now, but she couldn't say that.

If you say it, it's like blaming aunt man, but in fact she knows that Aunt man's grievances are no less than her father's, especially in those years, if dad didn't do too much, how could it fall into today's situation.

"Aunt man." Shen Yining suddenly burst into tears, looking at Xu man's smile, thinking about Xu man's suffering before, I don't know why he suddenly had an impulse.

"Well behaved, Ning Ning, tomorrow is your happy day, don't cry, or tomorrow will not be beautiful." Xu man takes Shen Yining into his arms and gently comforts her.

"Aunt man, aunt man, if you don't leave the Shen family, you can go anywhere. As long as you are happy, you can go anywhere. Go out and relax. I'll go to my father and say."

Over the years, aunt Mann was like a self prisoner, she never went out. Ask, normal people who can stand. She wants her father to be happy, but she can't bear to do it with aunt Mann's complacency.

"No, Ning Ning, when she was young, she went to many places and saw a lot of people and things, which is enough. The rest of the time, she wants to be with you and your sister, watch you and your sister get married and have children, have a small family of her own, and have a happy day."

"But aunt man, what about you? Are you happy?"

"The happiest thing in Auntie's life is to meet such a lovely girl as Ning Ning. God also gave your sister to Auntie. It's enough to be with you and watch you happy. My aunt is satisfiedShe really thinks so. As long as her children live well, she has nothing else to ask for.

"No, auntie, you are still young. You have to live for yourself. My sister and I have grown up. I will take care of my sister. You can live for yourself as you like in the future."

Hsu man is only in his early 40s, but he lives like an old man in his twilight years. Every day, he just nests in the Shenjiazhuang garden to wait on flowers and plants, or practice calligraphy. He doesn't care about the wonderful world outside.

"Ning Ning, you don't understand, Auntie's life was full of love. That kind of love consumed all of auntie's efforts and enthusiasm. In the future, she just wants to spend her life peacefully. Compared with doing what she likes, my aunt thinks the present day is more suitable for her

Hsu man is more and more Buddhist now. After persuading the crying Shen Yining, Xu man goes on to her garden.

After Shen Yining got married, Xu man and Shen Yuxuan were left as the owners of Shen's villa. As for Li Jin, Xu man sent her to go abroad to university. Even when she returned home, she still lived in their former home. So the Shen family villa, which has few owners, is even more desolate.

Shen Yuxuan looks at Xu man who is playing with flowers and plants in the garden. He doesn't know why his heart suddenly bursts with inexplicable sadness.

Go to the back of Xu man, embrace the person dead in his arms“ Shyman, I'm sorry. I'm wrong. Can you forgive me? "

"Forgive? Why? What did you do wrong? " Xu man a Zheng, don't understand Shen Yuxuan why say so.

Looking at Xu man's expression, Shen Yuxuan tightens his arm.

At the beginning, in order to keep Xu man around, he knew that Xu man cared about Li Jin so much, but he still used the original thing to force Xu man to submit. People did stay as he wanted.

He has been afraid that Xu man will leave, so he keeps trying to increase the chips that can make Xu man stay. He is good to Xu man, but Xu man accepts it willingly. He helps Xu man develop his career, but Xu man never refuses. As long as she doesn't turn around and leave, and doesn't turn to other people's arms, she can do whatever she wants.